After a short period of silence, Hyuga lowered her eyebrows and squinted apologetically at .
[It was neither murder nor bullying. Only that there was a slight screw-up.]
What do you an by that?
[Well, to start from scratch, its a rather embarrassing story.]
Hyuga dodged the question when I urged her to quit acting goofy and wouldnt offer a concrete explanation.
[As I stated earlier, I dont have much ti so can we discuss this another ti, please, in honor of my face.]
Sticking her tongue out of the corner of her mouth, she playfully teased . Did she think she could convince with that?
[More to the point, I have to apologize to you. Because of the way I died you were accused of all sorts of things and suffered severely after that I didnt think that my death would be misunderstood like this you underwent an agonizing struggle without knowing. I am sorry.]
Right as I thought she was playing with , Hyuga lowered her head politely, this ti with her black hair flowing forward.
Why are you the one apologizing Idiot, Im the one who should be apologizing.
[No. Its okay, I know all about it. What you said that day, that you didnt actually an everything you said, and that you were trying to apologize to Thats all that matters. Thats all I needed to be saved.]
Hyuga.
[You know]
Wrapping my left hand in both of hers, Hyuga began to speak with a smile on her face as if she had been waiting for this mont.
[The first ti I knew about you was during the sumr tournant of my freshman year. After switching with a third-year senior, you unexpectedly appeared on the pitchers mound with a face that could kill an opponent simply with your eyes. You stood there, sweating, unfazed by the stares of others and the yelling of the opposing team When I first caught sight of you, I was blown away.]
The other school had the match in their favor, not allowing a single player to reach base, and if the pitcher failed to score, nothing was secure. A second-year pitcher was introduced into the lineup. Even the audience was in a stir. Like everyone else, Hyuga likewise doubted that I would ever be able to close out this inning since, as a junior, I had a body build that was a size too undeveloped in comparison to the brawny third-year pitcher.
[Then, in the blink of an eye, you made strikeouts! So easily that it was laughable! Even now, I still rember that mont! I was so taken aback that I forgot to play the musical performance]
Despite being in a position where even the slightest mistake was not allowed, Hyuga watched continue to pitch with no change in my facial expression until I left the pitchers mound, forgetting about her own part during the match.
[Above all, what struck as remarkable was that even though you were pitching alone in that spot, you didnt show any concern or worry, and everyone around you thought so, but only you kept your eyes ahead and competed with all your might. Back then, I was not comfortable with standing out or being seen, so I chose the flute because I thought it would not draw attention, and had no self-confidence, not even thinking about having self-confidence until I knew youWatching you, I thought to myself how great you were, and I began to wish that I could be just like you. Always looking straight ahead, never looking back, just walking on your own path. I wanted to be cool like you]
Did you really think that Im cool?]
[Yes, you were always cool only when you were on the pitchers mound]
What? So I was cool only at that mont huh.
[At the sa ti that I made you my goal, I started to want to talk to you and get closer to you before long Since then, I put in a lot of effort so that I wouldnt be embarrassed when I appeared in front of you.]
Up until that point, Hyuga had been an average student, in both studies and extracurricular activities, but thanks to her dedication and active participation in events and roles, in just one year her reputation as an honor student had been established. That all of this was done to bring her humble existence to my attention was unbelievable.
How could Hyuga, who admired and wanted to be like , have strived so diligently to beco the Hyuga she was now? From the very beginning, I thought Hyuga was like that, a guy who was always smiling at everyone and could handle anything. Even though I had wished I could manage everything as well as she did
[I didnt do it for anyone, but for you, my senior, you were special.]
Dont flatter I was a jerk.]
When I said that to her, she shook her head.
[Thats not true. I tried hard to beco as confident as you, but when I talked to you directly, I realized that I was no match for you. You were clear about everything, without hesitation, holding steady on your own thoughts, while I was acting funny, yet having doubts in my mind and thinking about other things.]
Its so unlike you to say such a thing.
[Its because of the current you that I can speak honestly with you like this. But that makes happy. I didnt want to keep it a secret or hide the fact that I had the ability to sense the supernatural from you because it felt like I was lying to you sohow.]
Even after you went to the length of telling , I didnt believe you at the ti
[Its okay because you didnt reject . Besides, that kind of reaction is more like you and made reassured I said the sa thing at that ti, didnt I?]
Right sohow, its like being back in those days, in spite of all the years that have passed.
A strong force was transmitted to the arms that had been wrapped around .
[You were amusing, strong and cool in baseball, frightening to everyone but in fact, a teasing character, a good person at heart, occasionally kind, and I enjoyed hanging out with you!]
Isnt that the worst!
What a thing to say with a smile
[Thank you for the enjoyable ti and the many wonderful mories.]
I didnt do anything to warrant a thank you
[And I apologize for ssing around with you so much.]
That apology is accepted.
[You havent changed after all these years.]
Is that in a positive sense?
In a positive and negative sense.
What was with that?
After all, this guy was still the sa Hyuga even after her death. Hyuga nervously gripped my hand as if to make sure and asked while I was pondering this in my head.
[Senior. Have you ever had any fun with even a little?]
I wondered why she would ask such a question but Hyuga seed to want to answer. So, I truthfully told her the answer to her question.
Whenever I was with you, I was never bored but I guess you could call that having fun.
Like a bud opening, Hyugas eyes widened and shook.
[You are really a good person.]
You
[If only this were enough, I should have been satisfied But]
The force of the fingers, which had been strongly conveyed, painfully leaped up.
Hyuga tightened her grip on my wrist to the point that I thought my blood would stop flowing.
[But I want more, more, more, more, more, more, more, more, more, more, more, more! More!!]
Large droplets of tears slowly erged from her shaking eyes.
[I wish I could be with you more]
The tears stread down Hyugas cheeks as she smiled. From that first drop, Hyugas eyes began to overflow and run with transparent drops.
[Huh Ah. Not good. I didnt plan to cry. I didnt want to show you my crying face]
Hyuga brushed her tears away with the backs of her hands and arms while her lips trembled, but it didnt stop her from weeping. They even fell into my arms.
[I didnt co here to cry like this, you know What am I doing I always lie to myself and cant be truthful when it cos to the most vital parts Really, this pair of glasses is useless I am useless Even though I decided to be honest with myself like you.]
What are you talking about dont cry.
[Only the sa things are repeated even now that Im dead Im still the sa as I was then This is the last ti I can speak to you]
Hyuga, rest assured, I feel like Im sohow dead already It probably wont be the last ti Im sure Im destined to die with you So dont cry
My other arm, the one that wasnt being grasped, lightly patted her on the head, and Hyuga took a few small, deep breaths, then raised her head.
[No You have to go back to. Those people are going to liberate and save you because they are waiting for you.]
With a regretful look on her face, Hyuga withdrew her fingers from my arm. I tried to catch that last finger as quickly as I could, but I was slightly too late, and Hyugas hand slipped through.
[With this its ti to part ways, senior.]
With no more ti left to spare, she rose to her feet, turned her back to , and walked over to the woman who was still shrinking in the corner and held out her hand.
[Co on, lets go together.]
Wait, Hyugawhere are you going!
I called out to her but she wouldnt turn around. Sohow I managed to get Hyuga to look back at again, but for so reason, that was when half of my vision started to cloud over. I couldnt stand up even if I wanted to.
[Senior, please take good care of yourself.]
You idiot wait!
She ca out of nowhere and suddenly said farewell. Dont be ridiculous!
I hadnt! I still hadnt done anything for you!
[Please keep moving forward dont stop, keep going straight and advance. Senior, please be yourself and always continue to be yourself.]
Hyuga!
Damn Like a malfunctioning cara lens, my vision fluctuated between fuzzy and clear, preventing from even catching a glimpse of Hyugas face in all its pure white splendor.
Even so, I stretched out my fingers and arms as far as I could and shouted. Just when I thought we were reunited, you disappeared again, all by yourself.
[Oh theres one last thing I forgot to ntion.]
Amidst my blurred vision and consciousness.
[I.]
Inhaling deeply, she looked back at as if she had made up her mind to do so. At the sa ti, teardrops danced and glistened, and her long black hair swayed.
[I had you as my goal, but before I realized it, I was adoring you to such an extent that I was confused by my own feelings.
Feelings like this. I am ashad to express myself like this and thought it would be strange to say it out loud. I pretended to be disinterested, acting like an innocent person.
But I didnt want you to leave so I deliberately behaved strangely to catch your attention.
Being afraid to be honest, countless tis I have told you nonsense lies to cover it up.
For a long ti, I have been concealing it from you, but now, for once and for all, I will say it properly.
Please let say it properly.
The thing that fell out with an audible thud was a pair of red-rimd glasses.
[I like you very much!]
Your overly straightforward personality, your slightly wicked face, and everything else. All of it.
[Im not lying.]
Before my consciousness completely faded away, my vision beca clear one more ti.
[This ti, its the truth]
Hyugas large black eyes were wet with tears, and she was beaming with the most radiant smile.
It was likewise the last sight of Hyuga that I would ever see in my life.
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