"Perhaps it’s because the pain has lasted so long that I’ve beco numb to it. As long as I don’t see him or ntion him, I seem to gradually get used to my life now." Ding Jinshi looked up at Chen Shan and asked with a puzzled expression, "Do you think that if things continue like this, one day I’ll be able to let go of Lan Li?"
"Definitely, in this world, aside from life, there’s nothing one can’t let go of." Chen Shan answered with utmost certainty, "You’ve also said that as long as you don’t see him and no one brings him up, you can get accustod to a life without Lan Li, so, Jinshi, let ask you, if you can let go of Lan Li, what aning does this engagent party, staged for him to see, hold?"
"I don’t know." Ding Jinshi shook her head, "I still want to try, what if he cos looking for ? Then, can I return to the past with him? Can I love him like before?"
"Fool, you are such a fool." Even Chen Shan couldn’t understand whether Ding Jinshi’s persistence was long-unshakable love for Lan Li or an unwillingness to let go of the past. Her beautiful mories of the past, unrelated to love with Lan Li.
"Are you saying not to try?" Ding Jinshi asked.
"I didn’t say that, you’ve co this far, so why not give it a try? Didn’t you say, what if Lan Li cos, and you can reunite?" Chen Shan didn’t dare tell Ding Jinshi not to try or to cancel the engagent party at this mont.
The man outside had sched for a long ti to bring Ding Jinshi, the little white rabbit, to this point, and if his plan were disrupted by a single word from her, Chen Shan was sure she might not live to see the next morning.
"Then I’ll listen to you and give it a try. If he really doesn’t co, maybe I’ll be hit hard again and finally let go." Ding Jinshi stood up from the ground, thought for a mont, and added, "Maybe I can even lose so weight!"
Chen Shan laughed so much her mouth almost wouldn’t close. She raised her hand and rubbed Ding Jinshi’s head.
After Ding Jinshi and Lan Li broke up, Chen Shan hadn’t even managed to see Ding Jinshi once before she returned to M Country, and though she never saw Ding Jinshi at that ti, she could hear the sorrow and despair in her voice through a phone call.
For a long ti, Chen Shan was worried about Ding Jinshi, especially when Ding Jinshi refused to contact anyone back ho, which intensified her worry.
Having known Ding Jinshi for many years, she knew that Ding Jinshi was like a carefree, happy little girl when she was with Lan Li. Back then, her world had no worries, only happiness and joy. Chen Shan also knew that Ding Jinshi’s world contained the words obsession and stubbornness.
At that ti, Chen Shan even worried that after losing Lan Li, Ding Jinshi would beco disillusioned with the world and do sothing foolish, but luckily, later, she learned from Ding Jinshi’s father that Ding Jinshi had Ding Long’s company.
Ding Long had been waiting outside for a long ti without seeing Ding Jinshi and Chen Shan co out, so he headed toward the won’s dressing room. Seeing the female employee standing guard not far from the dressing room door, he asked, "Where are they?"
"Miss Ding and Miss Chen are still in the dressing room. They asked to wait here." The female employee replied respectfully.
The dressing room was large, and from where she stood, the female employee couldn’t hear what was happening inside, so Ding Long walked over. As he reached the dressing room door, he heard Chen Shan comnting on Ding Jinshi’s bust, and the hand he raised to knock on the door froze, taking a few seconds before he tapped on the door, and said in a low voice, "Are you done?"
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