Jingning suddenly lost the interest in understanding, and felt a little boring.
She said in a low voice: "I will consider this matter carefully. It's late. If you are not in good health, please rest early."
Guan nodded.
Jingning left with Lu Jingshen.
The eting was too peaceful.
In addition to a few of Guan's side mbers, the vortex center of a few people, unexpectedly out of its expected calm.
Mr. Lu and Mrs. Cen are naturally going back to their old house. In this matter, they are just a middleman. It doesn't matter to them whether Jingning recognizes the status of returning to Guanjia in the end.
In their eyes, Jingning is their best granddaughter-in-law, which is enough.
It doesn't matter what other identities are behind it.
Jingning followed Lu Jingshen back to Fengqiao villa.
When sitting in the car, she did not speak during the whole process. She looked out of the window without expression, and could not see whether she was happy or angry.
Lu Jingshen reached out and held her slightly chilly hand in the autumn night and asked, "do you have anything to ask ?"
Jingning looks back.
She turned to look at him, with an unexpected calm in her eyes.
"In fact, you already knew about it, didn't you?"
Lu Jingshen raised her eyebrows.
There was an accident in the depth of my eyes.
However, he did not hide, and he replied honestly: "I had a premonition before, but I didn't get the confirmation, so I can only say that I am not sure."
"Do you believe that I am really Guan Jiwan's daughter?"
Lu Jingshen did not speak.
His eyes were so deep, like a whirlpool, to draw people in.
After a long ti, he said in a low voice, "do you know why aunt Jiwan died?"
Jingning shook her head.
She didn't know much about the family.
For Guan Jiwan, there is nothing to say.
Lu Jing said in a deep voice: "she died of depression. She was trapped in love. She spent many years unable to walk out and finally committed suicide."
Jingning earthquake!
"But isn't it said that she died of illness?"
"It's just a white lie."
Lu Jingshen sighed, took her hand and rubbed it gently. He said in a low voice: "aunt Ji Wan was very ill at that ti. Depression made her suffer a lot. The outside world only knew that she was sick, but did not know what kind of disease she had.
Once, on the Mid Autumn Festival, all the people who shut the house went out to watch the Lantern Festival, so they left aunt Jiwan and her servants at ho. That is to say, on that night, aunt Ji Wan couldn't bear the torture of illness and cut her wrists to commit suicide. When she was found out, there was blood in the whole bathtub, and people could not breathe any more
Jingning sat there, almost unable to imagine the scene at that ti.
A person, is how painful, can raise the courage to cut his wrist, choose suicide?
She pressed the corners of her lips, feeling that her chest was a little stuffy, like being pressed a heavy stone, unable to breathe.
After a while, he hissed, "why? Why did she suffer from depression? "
"There are several reasons."
At that ti, she was forced to fall in love with Lu Shengshen in the accident because she fell in love with her husband
Jingning was shocked.
Lu Jingshen's eyes beca very deep. "At that ti, aunt Ji Wan lost her will to live, but later she found herself pregnant, which made her strong.
Later, you also know that the child was lost when she was only half a year old. Aunt Ji Wan could not bear such a blow. Her spirit was stimulated and she suffered from depression.
In order to cure her illness, the Guan family adopted Guan Xuefei from the orphanage. They wanted to cure her with this child, but the effect was very little.
After a few years, she still chose to leave. "
Jingning secretly clenched his finger and asked, "who is that man? Why were they forced to separate? "
Lu Jingshen shook his head.
"I don't know. I was very young at that ti. All these were ntioned later when I heard the adults chatting. The identity of each other was very mysterious. They were all secretive and didn't ntion it. But then I happened to see a badge left by Aunt Ji Wan. I can probably determine where the man ca from."
Jingning was stunned.
"From where?"
"ZHUGE family."
Jingning was shocked!
Looking at the depth of the landing, her pupils opened slightly, and her mouth opened slightly in shock.
Lu Jingshen added: "that badge is a unique purple flower of Zhuge family. If the other party can leave it to Aunt Jiwan, it indicates that it has sothing to do with the Zhuge family. However, it is still unclear who is there. If you want to know, we can check it."Jingning is silent.
Want to know?
Of course.
After all, if she really is Guan Jiwan's daughter, that person may be her own father!
But
Maybe the news ca so suddenly that she couldn't get rid of her mory so quickly and accept the fact that her parents had soone else.
She was silent for a mont, then rubbed her brow wearily.
"Forget it. Don't check it for now. I'll think about it."
Seeing this, Lu Jingshen reached out and took her hand.
"Don't think too much, anyway, no matter what the truth is, at most it's a matter of the previous generation. I'll always accompany you if the status quo can't be changed."
Jingning just pulled the lip corner and showed him a reassuring smile.
After returning ho, she was a little tired, originally lying in bed should be able to sleep quickly, but I don't know why, but her mind is in a ss, how can't sleep.
Guan Laozi's words, constantly appear in the mind, the original chaotic thoughts stir up a ss.
Lu Jingshen found her strange, hugged her from behind and asked in a low voice: "still want to close the family?"
Jingning didn't deny it and nodded.
Lu Jingshen sat up from the bed.
He got out of bed, poured a cup of warm water, handed it to her, and then held her back in his arms.
"I'll talk to you for a mont, eh?"
Jingning nodded.
In fact, she didn't have much to say, but her thoughts were too confused to sleep. Maybe Lu Jingshen could help her with her thoughts, which would make her sleep more fragrant.
Therefore, she will be in her heart so uneasiness and doubts said.
All the way, Lu Jingshen just listened quietly, like a tree hole, and didn't interrupt.
Until finishing, Jingning felt relaxed a lot.
She looked up at him with an embarrassed smile, "am I thinking too much?"
Lu Jingshen shook his head.
"It's normal for you to think about it."
After a pause, he said in a deep voice: "grandfather Guan refused to tell you the truth, perhaps because of the complicated situation of Zhuge family, he didn't want you to be involved in that muddy water."
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