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(POV Yuriko)
I close the door to my room and I lean on this one while making a long sigh... w-what just happened? M- and Alexander-kun we kissed? Yes, it is just what just happened! B-Besides, we did it for quite so ti...
T-That little guy is quite skilled at it… my mind went totally blank and I could forget about everything for quite so ti just getting lost in the sensation of my mouth.
…T-This is bad! If soone else saw us, then… th-then… e-eh? Ah, it's true… what the hell does it matter if that damn Soichiro finds out about this now?!!
My first instinct was to hide this, but thinking that it would be bad if Soichiro found out about this, what happened recently with him cos back to my head and makes my angry emotions return... no, that word could not describe what I was feeling right now! That damn man went and got pregnant a girl our daughter's age!!
Also, it wasn't just anger! I felt betrayed, hurt, and much more... honestly, the idea of looking for that little guy and let him make forget all this appeared recurrently in my mind.
The more I thought about it, the more things about that little guy popped into my head… I probably just didn't want to think about anything else at this point. I was not stupid, and I knew that that little boy had always had an idea about , but...I thought that he had been satisfied with our relationship in which I made fun of him a little from ti to ti.
...or maybe he just held back because he knew that I wouldn't betray Soichiro. Anyway, what was I thinking when I told him to prove what he said to ?! I really wasn't thinking clearly at the ti...
That was simply inciting him to do that! I-I know very well that this little guy is not soone to play concerning these things. In fact, I'm a little surprised that damn brat stopped at that ti.. i-if he had not, then I do not know what would have happened!
W-Well… I can't completely bla him for what happened there … yes, the only culprit for this is that damn Soichiro! If he hadn't done sothing that stupid, then none of this would have happened!!
…If he had talked to first, I might not reject the idea that he had another woman. But instead, that bastard put aside and didn't have the guts to tell until now that his son with another woman will be born in a couple of months!!
That bastard decided to just enjoy ti with his little slut while he couldn't fulfill his duties as a husband with !!
...or may it really that he was no longer attracted to ? Hmp~ No, the boy said that he really liked and that I was a beautiful woman! So it's just that this bastard doesn't have enough energy to satisfy two won! If you can't do it, then you shouldn't do sothing like that in the first place!!
If he had told that he liked another girl, because of how the world is now, I don't see why to reject that. Besides, I practically pushed my daughter to a boy who had many girls by his side... although I think it would be fair that since we have had so much ti together, then he must give a little priority.
W-Wait… there is another big problem! I-If Saya finds out that Alexander-kun kissed , she might get quite mad!! W-Well… I think that when she finds out that she will soon have a little brother or sister she will be more shocked… or so I hope.
Haaa~ Damn it… things have gotten really complicated now.
Feeling sowhat discouraged, I flop onto the bed. At the mont I didn't want to think about anything, but probably if I trying to avoid thinking about Soichiro, then I could only think about the boy again.
His words that he liked were constantly repeated in my head, and I can't deny that I didn't feel bad about these… besides, before knew it I was running my fingers over my lips as if I wanted to rember the feeling of that ti.
To be honest, that boy had made feel in ways that I never thought I could do... not that I liked him more than Soichiro for a simple kiss, my relationship with him was much more serious after all... although it was as if we would both try to simply fulfill our roles as husband and wife.
It's not that I don't love Soichiro... or at least I felt happy being with him. He was soone serious, responsible, and generally a good man. Soone who would be considered a great match by any woman, and so I didn't have many complaints about him.
Or I wouldn't have them if this hadn't happened...
On the other hand, I couldn't deny that Alexander-kun's character also seed very striking to … maybe that's even the reason why I pushed my daughter towards him.
That little guy is soone quite passionate... you can even say that he is soone lustful, though he is also responsible... or at least with the people at his side. Maybe I can not say that he is soone good, but he is not soone evil either... what no one can deny is that the little boy is a womanizer...
Although from what I've heard from the girls around him, he never tried to hide this… besides, he cares a lot about the girls around him and seems to love them quite a bit. This could be said to be due to the fact that he was soone who completely followed his wishes without being held back by them... so to so extent, you could see it as that he was too honest.
...So I cannot deny that seeing that passion and desire inside his eyes was sothing quite attractive... or at least they were for who had tried to continue a life repressing these things since they were not very consistent with a person with the status that I had.
Or maybe I'm just trying to imitate Soichiro to see us as a more appropriate couple... that damn fool seems to feel nothing at tis... even surprises a bit that he had been unfaithful... well, it seems that in the end he's still a man and not a fucking robot!
Ti passed, and my mind kept turning to the matter of these two people... I must say that due to Soichiro's actions, every ti I compared them, he seed to lose with that kid more and more.
In fact, even though I didn't want to see him for now, I was waiting for that bastard to show up to continue discussing things and get the little boy out of my mind, but... that fool couldn't even do that! Hours had passed since we left the cafeteria and that damn bastard hadn't appeared since then!!
...do not tell that this idiot decided to better go with his little bitch?!!
When that thought pops into my head, I quickly get out of bed and walk out of the room. If it is a truth that this bastard brought that little bitch and now he's in her arms, then this ti I don't just will slap him and I'll kick him in the balls instead!!
Since I didn't know if he was still outside or was in another room here, I have to go ask so of the girls who were in charge of cleaning the place to see if they had seen him.
"Yuriko... do you want to co in?"
In the end, it seems that he actually chose to sleep in a different room than ours… besides, since he invites in, then I don't think he brought his little bitch here. Or does he think I might hurt her? Hmp~ I'm not crazy to do sothing to a pregnant woman.
"No, it's fine"
"" ... ""
Now that we were in front of each other, I began to think that maybe it was not a very good idea to co here… the only thing I could think when I saw him was to yell at him and hit him again, so I can only keep silent after answering him.
He also does the sa, and then an awkward silence as we watch each other is generated... damn it! Does he expect to tell him not to renounce to ? That I beg him not to abandon for another woman?! Or is this bastard just going to pretend nothing happened?!!
"S-So… s-so have you found soone else?"
"... wh-what?"
Perhaps seeing that my anger was increasing by every second that this silence continued, he finally opens his mouth. His words leave blank for a mont, for a mont I wanted to yell at him what the hell was he saying and then really hit him again, but then I rember what happened with Alexander-kun recently and that maybe soone saw us and then said that to him. So so nervousness invades .
After thinking about that for a bit, I calm down. This motherfucker is in no position to bla for kissing soone else right now!
"...in the cafe you said that you had soone else"
"Youuu..."
Now that I thought about it, I think that because of the anger at that ti then I said sothing like that, I had completely forgotten that. Also, it seems like what happened with Alexander no one probably saw it… so I was a bit relieved by that as things between us wouldn't get even more complicated.
But then thinking about his words, the fact that they sounded like since now I have soone else that I like and since he too, then we should both go our own way, that makes my anger even greater than before!
Well, not only did I feel angry… that also made quite sad. Although I'm glad that at this mont I could only show him my anger… I didn't want this idiot to see cry.
"I get it! So you want to spend all your ti with that little bitch now! Don't worry, I won't bother you anymore!! "
[Clink]
This ti I don't slap him and instead take the ring off my finger and throw it in his face! So while I hear the sound of it falling to the ground, I turn to leave.
"Y-Yuriko..."
“Hmp~ Don't worry about , as you say, there is soone who cares about ! I don't need your pity!! "
"..."
When he calls , I turn around again for a mont to see that his expressionless face seed to show a little doubt in this one... it was certainly strange to see him show any emotion, but that's not what I wanted to see... I wanted him to at least show a little concern about ! At least that would tell that he still cared for !!
Instead, his expression of doubt only tells that he thinks more about that girl than about ...
Then a second later I didn't want more to see him make a worried face, now I wanted to see the sa thing as when I said those things to him before in the cafeteria... I wanted him to suffer as much as I did! So that's why I say similar words, even if these were lies...
Well, maybe now I knew that those words were not totally a lie… that was most likely the reason why I didn't collapse in the hallways and cry there. So I was able to wait until to get to my room again to do it.
"Sniff... sniff... Waaah ~"
Once inside my room, I quickly lay down on the bed and start crying as I smother it with my pillow… that damn bastard… does he really just want to push aside now ?! Trash, idiot, asshole!!
After maybe the hundredth insult towards Soichiro, the idea of feeling bad about this one even started to bother … so if before I had a little impulse to go into Alexander-kun's arms to forget everything, now I really wanted to!!
I no longer cared that Soichiro found out about this! No… actually it would be nice if that damn bastard knew!! The only thing preventing from doing so is that in Alexander-kun's room Haruna and Kurisu were surely there...
So the only thing I could do was try to think about the ti we had on the roof of the castle so that I could forget everything else. I do not think that now my feelings for him have increased, but certainly not decreased as my thoughts by Soichiro. Or rather I try to avoid thinking about him by taking refuge in the mories that have with Alexander... then I do this until just at so point I fell asleep.
The next day, I discover that I was not the only one who had been thinking about him. I imdiately realize when I see him that Alexander-kun seems to have decided to be more proactive in approaching ...
Or maybe it's just that after the two of us walked past that line that we had never crossed until the night before, then instead of turn back behind of this one, he decided to keep moving even further...
W-Well... if I had t him the night before again, then I might even be the one who would try to seek comfort from him, but ... having cald down a bit, I knew that for various reasons this was not very good.
Although being honest, I can not say that his actions make upset or feel bad... in fact at knowing that soone else likes prevents from feeling even worse than I already feel.
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(POV Alexander)
The morning after arriving at HOTD, we have a small eting in which Yoshioka informs us that he had chosen a city about 45 minutes away by helicopter for to show them the use of the tactical level scrolls, and the leader chosen to accompany was none other than Yuriko-san.
Apparently, Yoshioka and Soichiro were sowhat busy with things at Kinato's camp. Although I think that the main reason why things ended up like this is that the first one was probably also quite busy in caring for the woman who was carrying her first child in her womb... I do not intend to earn the dissatisfaction of a woman pregnant so I have no complaints about this.
Also, I believe that as his friend, Yoshioka not is so foolish to force Soichiro to go along with Yuriko-san at this ti...
Most likely at this ti what happened in the cafeteria is the biggest gossip around the camp… after all, there's no way that was kept a secret after so many people witnessed it.
To make matters worse, last night Yuriko-san's screams were heard throughout all the castle... now I could see how the won who saw Soichiro make a bad face or spoke badly of him discreetly. Since he was still a leader, then sure they thing that not would be good if he listened to them.
The n, on the other hand, so saw Soichiro with so sorrow, perhaps sympathizing with him, although... there are also those who see him with a certain strangeness and surprise on their faces. Most likely, these n do not understand why he having one of the most desired won in all the camps would do sothing like that... I must say that I even was in this part of the n that thought this.
Well... perhaps it is one of the great mysteries of life why a man with a beautiful woman can still be unfaithful.
Because everything before, to end l seems that the leader chosen to accompany was none other than Yuriko-san... about this, I have nothing why have a complaint. In fact, I had to try hard not to smile in front of Yoshioka and Soichiro...
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