(Continuous POV Saya)
The minutes passed and I was in the dark inside this box without knowing what would happen to ... from what my mother said, it seems that the person to will co is Alexander-san.
But there was a great fear in
that perhaps because of the environnt I was in now, this seed to grow every second and I could only imagine bad things that would happen to
very soon. Because of this, even the fact that Alexander-san would be the one to co was lost at so point in my head and I could only think that soone I didn't know would co here and will take advantage of .
The anger and feeling of betrayal towards my mother likewise at so point disappeared and I could only tremble inside this box.
"Hello ... I have co as I have promised"
Without knowing how long I had been here, suddenly I hear a voice that makes my body spasm in surprise... as I listen to soone move around the place, then I cringe as much as I can as if wanted to hide
and so no one will find .
"Hello! Is anyone here?!"
The second ti I hear the voice then I recognize it, it was Alexander-san. So thinking that he would get
out of here, I calm down a bit and try to move or make noise so he knows where I am...
[Trun ~]
But then, having cald down and therefore having a little more clarity in my mind, I rember that he was supposed to be the one who would co here according to my mother's plans... perhaps the fate that awaits
has not changed much after all.
Well... with him, more than fear for doing those kinds of things that my mother wants
to do, it was more that I didn't feel ready to do that... w-we haven't even held hands or anything like that... w- we should first do other things before we can do that and so maybe I can prepare myself ntally for that.
Then, as if he doesn't care about my thoughts, I hear Alexander-san approach where I was and along with this, my heart starts to race for various reasons.
The next mont, I notice him start opening the box and seconds later the darkness around
finally disappears and a face I was familiar with shows up.
I couldn't deny that I was also upset with him because I thought he would be part of my mother's plans... but seeing the surprise on his face when he saw
here, I understood that perhaps he was only involved in her plans.
He stands for several seconds as if he doesn't know what to do or as if his mind has been blank for a few seconds. Well… I think most people would act similarly to him if they suddenly found themselves in this situation.
"..."
"Mmmpp ~ !!"
Wanting him to co back to himself, I try to talk to him, but because I'm gagged can only issue a whimper... the good thing is that it seems that even so I can get his attention and he focuses back his look in .
"Mmmpp ~ !!"
Unfortunately, perhaps out of curiosity or because he was trying to understand what's going on, instead of helping , he begins to examine all this carefully... of course, that including
too. So just at that mont, I rember how I am at this mont.
I was completely naked! All parts of my body were perfectly visible to him...
Certainly, I had been naked in front of him before, but... on that occasion, I did not think much about it and did not see him as different from a child, after all we did not have much ti to have known us... but now things are very different from then!
As my mind is flooded with such thoughts, Alexander-san's expression changes on several occasions... I could see the doubt on his face, also in a second he seed angry, then determined, and finally I could see the desire and exaltation in his eyes...
S-So in the end things will not be different from my imagination and they will end in the sa way that I thought... I know that Alexander-san is not a saint and in fact, that he was a determined person was one of the things that I liked about him.
Previously I had suffered because the person I liked was not soone decisive... Komuro did not resolve to step forward with Rei and so I thought that perhaps I would have a chance with him.
In the end I thought that if it had been
instead of Rei who would have had his attention, then things would not have changed much if he didn't have the courage to take the first step… after all, both of us couldn't do it either.
So seeing a guy who was completely proactive when he wanted sothing and was also quite interesting both in character and physically, before I knew it I had an attraction to him making
forget the rest.
Well, what my mother says is true... the fact that things have not progressed between us is mainly because I am the one who keeps a distance.
Although it seems that things will now have to change... or they will be forced to change.
…N-No! I do not want this! I don't want my first ti to be this way... this is not my choice! This is because other people wanted it that way...
I-I don't need my first ti to be romantic or sothing like that, I just want to be the one to give my body to the other person and that nothing else had to do with that choice.
"Mmmpp ~ !!"
Thinking about it, another whimper cos out of my mouth, only that this ti it wasn't to find help. Now I was trying to free myself from my restraints on my own as anxiety and fear return to
again.
I'm sure I like Alexander-san, but I don't want things between us to be this way... or not for now. At this mont more than wanting to be close to him, I want to get away from him as much as I can ...
"Calm down Saya ... I won't do anything wrong to you ..."
Then Alexander-san speaks again and instinctively I look up to see him, but I can only see a figure blurred by the tears in my eyes that had started to co out before I knew it.
When the image clears up a bit, I could see that his gaze seed to have returned to normal and apparently the previous thoughts he should have had, they had disappeared soti...
That cald
down a bit, but... I was very clear that he was sowhat a perverted boy and perhaps this could change again at any mont, so I could not let my guard down.
"I'm going to free you, so I need to do a few things and get closer to you… I will do nothing but take you out of the box and remove the ropes, I promise."
I see his hands approaching
with so suspicion, but he keeps his word and only takes care of freeing
from the ropes that restricted my movent. So gaining the freedom of my body again, I quickly move away from him and take the sheets on the bed to cover my body ... I didn't want to awaken those previous desires in him again and also in this way I felt safer.
Things keep quiet for a short ti giving
a chance to calm down and think things over... plus underneath the blanket that covered , I watch and steal so glances from Alexander-san to see what he was doing, but apparently he too starts thinking about so things.
I was glad that he had not followed the plan that my mother had made, so I wanted to thank him for releasing
and not take advantage of the situation since if it had been soone else, things might not have ended like this.
The problem was that I didn't want to get his attention now either and also I didn't have the courage to speak to him right now...
"Well ... I think the best thing is for
to go out so you can calm down"
"W-wait Alexander-san!"
Suddenly Alexander-san gets out of bed. So when I heard his words, before I knew it, I had approached him and taken his hand to prevent him from leaving here...
This seems to surprise him, but in fact, I was more surprised than him. Strangely, although I didn't want to be around him now, also a part of
felt safe with his presence… it was a contradictory feeling and sothing that I couldn't explain myself if soone asked
about this.
Well... there was also another reason and this one I could explain it, it was simply that in all this ti that we know each other I had never had the opportunity to be alone with Alexander-san... so even though it was not the way I wanted that this happened, in the end, at this mont we were both alone.
Although I really dislike that this was thanks to the person I least wanted to think about at this mont, my mother. I was actually enormously angry at her right now... although I have to admit that if it wasn't for her, maybe I wouldn't have had the courage to ask Alexander-san to speak alone together.
Also… the words she said to
before made her subordinates put
in that box were still echoing in my head. What she said was true and perhaps I should be grateful for not having to go through the bad things that other girls or won in this world did.
In fact, I'm still terrified of the fact that if he wasn't the one to show up here and things turned out in a bad way in the end... I don't know if I could go on living with it. So it was not a lie that it was best if I was a little stronger and more determined… I also don't want to be the sa as the person who made
stress so much before for not can making a choice.
"... what's up, Saya? Do you need anything?"
"N-no… I just wanted to thank you, I was really scared and didn't know what could happen to
while I was in that situation… if it was soone else who ca, then maybe things wouldn't have ended this way"
"..."
Thinking about all those things, I hear Alexander-san's voice asking
why I had stopped him. I didn't want him to think I was a strange person for suddenly acting this way, so I try to explain how I felt and also thank him for getting
out of that situation.
"Do not worry"
In the next instant he starts stroking my head... it was a little embarrassing that he treated
like a little girl since I was older than him, but ... this felt quite nice and made
feel a little more reassured.
So I just try to enjoy the feeling and then I lower my gaze to allow him to caress my head in a better way, after all, I was a bit taller than him.
But then in doing that, I discovered one thing that perhaps would have been better not to have seen since this was causing my nervousness to start growing once again...
The area of ????his pants in the crotch was quite bulky! It almost even seed like these would tear at any mont!
"Hmn? Oh! ... This is... well... Saya, you are a pretty beautiful girl after all and so I think it is impossible that I did not show any reaction when I saw you earlier... sorry"
"N-no, it-it's alright..."
Because he probably felt my body tense again when I discovered that, he tries to find out the reason for this and so he also looks down to also realize the sa as
and after he tries to explain himself...
...although this made
nervous, at least I discard sothing that was going around in my head and also made
a little restless. It scared
that the fact that Alexander-san hadn't done anything previously it was simply because I wasn't soone that attracted him enough.
So in a way, this also made
a little happy, besides... the fact that he didn't seem to be controlled by his desires again, made things easier for .
So I try not to pay too much attention to that part of him and could to answer him.
"" ... ""
After that, a sowhat awkward silence is created in this room… now that we were alone, anything didn't co into my head so that the two of us could talk… no, I know precisely what I want to say, but I can't make those words co out from my mouth…
"A-Alexander-san! E-Emmm... you-you liked
?! "
"Hmn? Of course, as I said earlier, you're a pretty beautiful girl."
I wanted to confess what I felt, but in the end, being a bit of a coward, I first decided to ask Alexander-san what he thought of . His answer was sothing simple, but this was more than enough to make my heart quicken even more and a smile as the one he had on his face appear in the mine for the happiness I was feeling... then getting the courage listening to his words, I can express my feelings to him.
"I-I-I also like you! I-I wanted to tell you this-hmmm ~"
Unable to finish what he wanted to say, he makes our lips co together and in this way, I experience my first kiss. So tears begin to overflow from my eyes, but now these were for totally different emotions than before...
"Hmmm ~"
As he kisses
more intensely, he leans his body against mine and then makes
lie on the bed while he stayed on ... my hands that held the sheet with which I covered my body, before knowing it, they had released to embrace his body that was pressed against mine.
Because of this, my nudity becos visible again… well, with his body on top of mine it was still covered. Also, right now he seed more interested in sucking my lips and stroking my tongue with his than worry to focus on my body...
Whenever I had seen him do this with the other girls, I was very curious how that felt, it seed that the other girls enjoyed it quite a lot and even gave
the feeling that they forgot everything else and don't worry about sothing else.
I thought maybe it was because they were a little more open ntally... but now experiencing it, now I understood a little how did they feel.
The feeling was quite addictive and it made you want to get more… so I also start to imitate their actions that they had shown
to try to fulfill that desire.
But as much as I sought his lips, let his tongue play with mine, or swallow each other's saliva... it was as if this desire had an insatiable appetite that was not enough no matter how much it got, it kept asking
to get even more and more.
So we continued to do that until I lost track of how long we'd been kissing and the only ti we stopped was when we took a breath to recuperate us a little, but this was only for a second and soon one of us was looking for the lips of the other...
"Ha ... Ha ... Ha ..."
"Ha ... Ha ... W-wait Alexander-san"
Suddenly, unlike other tis when he had stopped to take a deep breath and then go back to looking for my lips, this ti he sits up a little while he remains on my waist and begins to take off his shirt.
Then I understood that he, unlike other tis I have seen him do this with other girls, this ti he did not intend to leave it in just kisses... now that I think about it more carefully, i-it's just the two of us! Previously he should have been holding back himself as there were other girls present, but right now he didn't have to worry about it!
"A-Alexander -san ... I-I'm not ready for that. P-Please, let's wait a bit for that... o-okay? "
Though my mind was still clear and I felt in that way… Perhaps my body felt differently from
since I felt that it had gotten quite wet in a quite sensitive place, but… this was too fast!
We may have known each other for a few months, but probably not an hour has passed since I told him how I felt about him…
Also, there was sothing else that scared
even more than having sex with him. If the other girls find out that we both did that, this can be a pretty bad thing ... I don't want to win the animosity of all the others.
Although I can deepen my relationship with him and get ahead of other girls if I do it, it would be quite uncomfortable if the others look at
strangely or angrily for this...
"Ha ... Ha ... sorry, I let myself go"
"N-no, it's okay... I think also it's my fault. But...
that is not painful?"
With my words, Alexander-san stops taking off his shirt while he seems to fight with himself… in the end after he seems to think about it a bit and calm down, he answers
while stopping his hands.
Seeing this, I can breathe a sigh of relief ... if he persisted with this, then maybe I couldn't stop myself either... I might be scared to continue but I couldn't deny what my body was feeling either.
…It also seed to be the sa to him. For a while when we were kissing, there was a pretty hard part that was pressing against my belly all this ti...
Thinking that the tingling that was constantly running through my body, while it was pleasant, also seed to demand that continue with what I was doing... then not doing so, it seed that it caused
so discomfort as if complaining about it... so seeing the state in which was that part of Alexander-san, I believed that perhaps for him this feeling was even worse.
"Well ... although it doesn't hurt, this can make
quite uncomfortable if I don't try to fix it... it may also make
a little irritable"
Although I don't know if he was answering my question or was talking to himself, apparently this really caused him so problems...
"I-I don't feel ready to continue and go to the last part of we were doing Alexander-san... b-but it's also my fault that you're like this... so-so maybe I can help you with that"
"..."
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