Yuan took a deep breath and sat on the bed as he turned his head to look at the three won lying on the bed.
'What am I... even doing?'
He knew that, by mortal standards what he had done now was completely wrong because he defiled three won without their consent.
His mind was overwheld by the lust he was feeling for the first ti and so he couldn't control himself...
... so he did sothing like that.
A pang of regret and guilt gripped his heart and his eyes trembled looking at the won.
'Sex is... no more fun. It's like I am just fucking... so toys I hypnotized. There are no emotions in it...'
He couldn't help but wonder how people could like this so much when it gets boring and feels tasteless.
Now, even if he had sex with them, he couldn't have the enjoynt he first experienced.
'Lust is not good... and what to do to these three won.'
'Should I tell them that I... no..'
He didn't know why, but for the first ti, he felt so strange emotions swirling in his heart and clutched his head.
'For now... let them rest.'
*flick* He disappeared from there and appeared in a blank space, which was filled with nothingness and waved his hand.
*swish* Suddenly, the whole place began to twist and change as a separate world appeared there.
The world is filled with fluffy clouds, a bright sun, along with nature and an enormous palace begins to appear in the midst of it.
As he entered the place, he let out a deep sigh and walked inside one of the rooms with a large bed on it.
Entering, he waved his hand and the bodies of three won appeared on the bed.
"For now... rest."
He muttered under his lips, as he still hadn't decided what to do with them.
He won't abandon them, as now that he has defiled them, they are his responsibility.
And he knew very well, that the three won must be hating him, and for now... he is not sure what to do.
Maybe he is afraid to face them? Afraid that he will be hated by them?
He doesn't know how to approach them.
At this ti, he suddenly rembered the face of a woman and a robe appeared around his body as he appeared back in the room.
He dashed out of the room in a hurry.
"Big Sister..."
He walked to the nearby room and pushed open the door "Big Sister..."
Hm? Zhao Fumin who was sitting on the bed weakly raised her head and saw Yuan standing on the doorstep.
"Yuan..."
A smile appeared on her lips as she hastily got down from the bed and walked near him.
But then she stopped in her tracks and looked into his eyes "So, what happened..."
Hearing her indifferent tone, Yuan replied "Fifteen days ago...I was-"
"You were having sex with won in your room for fifteen days? HUH?"
As she yelled, Yuan went silent, and he could see that she was clearly angry with him.
A sigh escaped his lips and he spoke "It was.. I found out about this feeling, Lust... and couldn't stop myself."
Zhang Fumin gripped her palm in frustration "So, knowing about this emotion... you went and fucked won?"
"You brought won from the brothel with your money and had sex with them for fifteen days?"
Yuan opened his lips to speak but Zhang Fumin cut him down "You don't need to talk anymore. Go away! Don't even look at my face again..."
"I didn't know... you were a beast who would have sex with so random won like this for fifteen days..."
H-Huh? Yuan was taken aback and an inexplicable feeling swept through his heart as he looked at the disgusted face of Zhang Fumin.
"I-uh.." his words stumbled and he didn't know how to express his feelings.
His eyes trembled in pain and his gaze lowered, a huge pain of guilt weighing his heart.
'I don't want this... What happened to ... All of this...'
'It's not a problem... I shall just revert the ti and make it so that sothing like this didn't happen in the first place..'
Zhang Fumin was perplexed as she saw the hurt in Yuan's face and blinked her eyes in surprise.
'Huh? He doesn't know how to hide or fake his emotions... so his emotions are genuine, but why is he sad?'
Taking a deep breath, she mumbled in her mind 'I should first hear what he wants to say.'
As Yuan was about to revert the ti, Zhang Fumin walked closer to him and hugged him in her arms.
"Yuan..."
Yuan was taken aback and gazed down at Zhang Fumin, who had her arms around his waist "Big... Sister."
Zhang Fumin raised her hand and patted his head "Little brother, what happened?"
Feeling her soft body, Yuan inadvertently hugged her back and spoke in a soft tone "I had sex... with three won."
Zhang Fumin nodded her head and continued patting his head "And..?"
"I.. had sex with them for fifteen days... but now, I just feel empty."
Zhang Fumin's hand went down as she patted his back and frowned slightly "You are feeling empty?"
With a nod, Yuan continued "Yes, Big sister. At first, I was enjoying myself with them... but as ti passed, I just couldn't enjoy it anymore..."
"i-I don't know what it is, but it is missing sothing... sothing I need, but I don't know what it is."
"I felt like, I was just having sex with so.. like, there is nothing... I am having sex with nothing." Yuan was at a loss for words, as he didn't know how to explain that emptiness.
Zhang Fumin kind of understood Yuan's situation. When a child tastes sweets for the first ti, they will need more of the sweets.
Just like that, Yuan also tasted the pleasure of sex but soon got tired because there are no emotions in this sex.
With a sigh, she asked "Little brother, where are these won now?"
"They are... not here now."
Upon hearing this, Zhang Fumin narrowed her gaze 'So they were really from brothels and they left after having sex with him?'
With gentle pats on his back, she spoke "Yuan, in sex... there must be love."
Yuan's hands traced her waist as his hug got tighter "Love in sex?"
Nodding her head, Zhang Fumin uttered "En... Sex without love feels empty. Find a woman.. who loves you and you also love her."
Yuan's gaze narrowed upon hearing this and he mumbled "A woman I love..."
He gazed at Zhang Fumin's face and she tilted her head in confusion "Little brother?"
However, she realized his gaze and took two steps back from him "I am your Big sister... so don't think of like that."
She said those words without knowing that she would regret these sa words in the future.
Yuan gave a faint nod and spoke "I at least know that much. I shouldn't love my sister. I will... look for a woman who loves ."
Zhang Fumin nodded her head and placed her hands on her waist "Well, seems like everything is over now. And another thing... don't leave the inn without telling where you are going."
A soft smile stretched across his cheeks and he nodded his head "Yeah..."
Zhang Fumin also smiled in her heart as she could see more emotions in his face than last ti 'He is gaining those emotions...'
Yuan walked closer to her and pulled her hand gently, making her sit on the bed "And it looks like you have not eaten anything and haven't had a good sleep." he muttered, looking at her face.
Upon hearing this, Zhang Fumin could only sigh "It's all because of you... your room is beside and I can hear moans all the ti."
"I just couldn't concentrate on anything I was doing."
Yuan felt guilty and sighed in his heart "I shall go and bring sothing for you to eat."
Zhang Fumin nodded her head "Yeah... go and bring sothing to eat, Yuan. I am hungry."
Looking at the back of Yuan leaving the room, Zhang Fumin smiled gently "My Little brother. I am glad... he is alright, but having sex for fifteen days straight. I pity those won..."
"And I also wasted my 15 days of training.. I only have one and a half months more before the tournant begins."
A little later, Yuan ca back with the food and placed it on the table "Big sister..."
Zhang Fumin stood up and sat on the chair as she asked "Yuan, you didn't bring anything for you to eat?"
With a shake of his head, Yuan spoke "No, i am not hungry..."
"How that? You were also not eating anything for fifteen days.. I know you have a strong cultivation base, but still, you have to eat."
She took a spoonful of food and brought it near his lips. "Here, Yuan."
Smiling, Yuan opened his lips and she fed her "How is it?"
"Good."
Nodding her head, Zhang Fumin began to eat her food and Yuan gazed at her smiling face as she continued her al.
'Love... I couldn't think of anyone but her. But I shouldn't love her?'
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