"When Zhan Che went to your house before, was it to give you a pregnancy-maintaining injection?"
Fu Shihan didn’t answer but asked back, and Su Wanxin hesitantly nodded.
"Was it discovered that night?" Fu Shihan stamred for once.
That night, soone was having a birthday.
He heard she was going, so he decided to join the fun.
When she arrived, she greeted everyone with a smile, but deliberately avoided looking at him.
Fu Shihan got angry and mischievously coaxed others to toast her with drinks.
He knew she had a soft temperant and wouldn’t have the heart to refuse in such a situation.
As he expected, she kept drinking, and by the end had clearly overdone it, calling a driver to take her ho.
Fu Shihan originally planned to follow her that day but got held up by others.
And since they had just broken up, with his pride, he didn’t want to bow down to her so quickly, so he didn’t go after her.
Thinking back now...
He really was a bastard.
What despicable things had he done?!
Fu Shihan raised his hand to touch her cheek, lowering his head to rest his forehead against hers.
"I’m sorry," he said softly, his eyes filled with pain and regret. "I went too far."
Su Wanxin looked into his eyes up close, unable to resist his tender and lingering deanor.
She lowered her eyelids, stayed silent for a mont, and said,
"That night I started bleeding, and the doctor said I needed to be hospitalized to maintain the pregnancy. I had no choice; I couldn’t risk going to a public hospital for fear of being recognized, so I called Zhan Che."
Fu Shihan listened and rembered how during that period he had Lin Rui follow her, finding out that she frequently went to Zhan Che’s hospital, causing a painful pressure in his chest.
"I didn’t know if the baby could be saved, or if I would want to keep it, so I didn’t tell you."
"You didn’t want it?" Fu Shihan asked nervously, "No, it’s our baby, we can’t not want it!"
"At that ti... we had just broken up. Having this baby would have been very complicated."
Fu Shihan frowned, thought for a mont, and said, "But you knew we were already married, we can’t separate that easily!"
"I considered secretly divorcing, anyway... you don’t rember."
Hearing her say that, Fu Shihan’s eyes turned a bit red, muttering softly, "You heartless little thing."
He really almost got completely shut out by her.
Fu Shihan didn’t dare imagine what would have happened if the baby was lost, if she divorced him, what would beco of them in the future.
Even if they got back together, with his personality, knowing all this would surely lead to a major conflict.
"Wanwan." Fu Shihan tightly embraced her, nuzzling her ear, "Never think about leaving again, I can’t live without you."
Thinking about all the suffering she endured alone, the difficulties she faced.
He regretted so much, not knowing what to say or do, only wishing that she would hit him hard.
Wasn’t that nurse saying, she was afraid of injections, would cry from the pain?
At the ti, Fu Shihan thought she was joking, but thinking about it now, he didn’t dare.
Fu Shihan held her tenderly, deeply inhaling, trying to calm his emotions as he took in her faint fragrance.
"Marrying soone like , do you regret it?"
He slowly raised his head, looked down to ask her.
Soone like him, so bad and unreasonable, knowingly and repeatedly making mistakes.
Su Wanxin saw his pained expression and felt heartache.
Should she have not said those things to him? But if she didn’t, he would keep blaming himself, making her feel even more uneasy.
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