Shades of Blue (Omeg Chapter 43 - 41 | Heat Room

Chapter 43: 41 | Heat Room

On the day of Blue’s eighteenth birthday, he attempted s*icide. The previous day was the second day of his heat cycle.

On the first day of that particular heat cycle, he had refused his father’s orders—which was to spend his cycle in the Heat Room.

After Preston Kent, Blue’s father, realized that a Dominant Oga could lose their Dominance without proper care from an Alpha, he designed the Heat Room in the basent of the Kent House.

The room’s purpose was specified in its na. It was a room wherein Blue would pass through his heat. As for Eliot and Atlas, they were both Alphas. They could go out into the world and spend their rut with any lucky Oga they found attractive.

As for Blue, he was thought to be a weak Oga, who would dare send him out during his heat?

And so, Preston arranged for Blue to receive temporary marks from different Alphas he thought were worthy during every single heat cycle of Blue’s.

No matter how hard Blue had tried to stop it from happening, no matter how much he begged the Alphas that were always sent to him, none of them spared him.

In fact, so had even forgotten that they only had to give a temporary mark to Blue. So would go further to spend his heat cycle the natural way—through sex. And during all of this, he was not yet an adult.

Blue had received temporary marks from over forty Alphas, yet, all of them were the sa. All of them proved they were truly Alphas to the core.

On that particular heat cycle before his birthday, Blue had run away from ho after finally venting to his father that he didn’t want to go through his heat in the Heat Room ever again.

Preston had, of course, raised a hand against him. However, Blue had dodged and kicked his father, then ran away.

At the ti, Blue had been proud of himself for being able to stand up to his father and leave the Kent house. But reality dawned on him soon after he realized that an Oga who was in heat in public was nothing more than a prey.

Blue was never able to rember how he had spent that day until he stumbled upon a small seafood restaurant in the outskirts of the city at night.

Maybe five to ten Alphas had tried to get their way with him and were almost successful, but Blue made it to safety in the seafood place. A place that was run by an old female Beta.

She had helped Blue with suppressants and a place to stay for the night. However, Blue was just a kid at the ti. The fact that he was an Oga had truly sunk into him that ti. It was like being splashed with a bucket of cold water.

Back in the Kent House, he only had to bear a temporary mark from an Alpha. Outside of it, everyone wanted to ruin his body to their satisfaction.

Blue couldn’t decide which one was better. He was scared to return to the Kent family. He was also scared to make a place for himself outside the Kent house. The two paths were both terrible.

And so, Blue had decided to choose neither. After crying himself to sleep that night, he walked out of the seafood place, forgetting to even thank the old woman who had accommodated him.

Blue had walked into the sea and was ready to drown to death. He had already been sinking down into the sea, gasping for air, and suffocating to death. All of a sudden, a hand had reached out to him and pulled him out of the water.

So many people had surrounded him, doing their best to save him. Blue had not known any of these people, yet, they had cared about his miserable self and strained themselves to save him.

The act of kindness done by those people was the only reason why Blue was alive at the current mont. Blue returned to the seafood restaurant and apologized to the old woman for leaving without informing her after she had helped him.

She was, of course, forgiving. Not everyone was like the people in the Kent family who couldn’t understand apologies and sense emotions.

From then on, Blue began to work in that very restaurant. He was given a small storage room to stay. He worked in the restaurant during the day, and wrote at night.

The idea of ’How to be a Perfect Oga’ inspired Blue’s self. With his main character, Milo Mikaelson, Blue had created an alter ego of himself. The more Blue wrote about Milo, the more he beca Milo.

Milo was elegant, bold, bitter, and snobbish. Blue, who had been weak, timid, and optimistic, began to change. He began to perfect Milo’s character. But he never fully beca Milo.

Milo was a Recessive Oga—the best type of Oga in Blue’s opinion. However, Blue was a Dominant Oga. And being that ruined all of his chances of ever being a perfect Oga.

With his recessive traits, Milo was never assaulted by Alpha pheromones. He never felt insecure by sensing his own pheromones. He could live a good life without anyone ever knowing he was an Oga, unless he wanted them to know.

Blue had been trying to get rid of his dominance for years after realizing that being a Dominant Alpha was nothing more than disability.

Other than that particular area, one could say that Blue was a perfect Oga by his own standards. Blue was always the first to call out people for faking and pretending, however, he had been living a pretend life for so long that he could hardly rember who his true self was.

Blue hoped to rember himself before Milo; himself before becoming soone that no one ever had anything positive to say about.

And for that, he had to return to the Kent house. It was the place where he was the most true to himself. Where he never lied to himself, but was always optimistic and believed that the hard tis would change for the better.

Blue wanted to go back to that place to face the root of his problems and reinvent/mold the old him into a better version.

Blue decided that this ti, he was going to save his own self.