Seven Sins System Chapter 465. Tangled Emotions
I stared at the river blankly, watching as the surface continued to ripple, disturbed by my previous frantic telekinesis. Fresh chapters posted on n͟o͟v͟e͟l͟f͟i͟r͟e͟
The water had been my savior. I should feel grateful for it. Yet as I looked at it now, there was no sense of relief, only a heavy, gnawing doubt.
A long exhale escaped my mouth. “Why did I panic because the forest was on fire? Why did I feel the need to put it out?” I asked myself aloud.
The words sounded absurd to my own ears, almost like they belonged to soone else. I couldn’t reconcile the actions I had just taken with the being I knew myself to be.
This wasn’t . This wasn’t the devil I had always been. The Lord of Wrath, the Inferno Incarnate—I had never cared about the collateral damage of my battles, about the destruction left in my wake. If the ground beneath had to be reduced to ashes, flattened to a wasteland because of my power, so be it.
I never hesitated to unleash my fury, to let the world burn if it ant achieving my goals. That was the nature of who I was, what I represented. Destruction was my calling card, my identity.
And yet, here I was, standing by a river, having just gone out of my way to prevent a fire from spreading. A fire that, in any other situation, I would have let rage unchecked. The idea of it made feel... pathetic, like a mortal who had suddenly developed a conscience or, worse, joined so kind of green movent, obsessed with protecting the environnt. The thought made sick to my core, but there was no denying the reality of what I had just done.
I shook my head, trying to dispel the doubt that had taken root in my mind. This wasn’t who I was supposed to be. I was supposed to be the embodint of chaos, the one who brought destruction wherever I went. So why had I gone against that? Why had I felt compelled to stop the flas rather than let them consu everything in their path?
I knelt by the river, running a hand through the cool water, watching as it slipped through my fingers. ‘Right… that’s because I didn’t want those damn goddesses to know I was in the mortal realm,’ I reminded myself, trying to justify my actions. That was the logical reason behind it. The last thing I needed was for the goddesses to sense my presence here. A raging forest fire would have drawn them right to .
But still, the explanation felt hollow, like an excuse I was clinging to rather than the truth. There was sothing deeper, sothing I wasn’t willing to confront. The idea that I had acted out of more than just self-preservation, that perhaps I had been motivated by sothing else—sothing more human—was unsettling. It made feel stupid, weak, as if I was losing touch with the very essence of who I was.
I couldn’t help but laugh bitterly at myself. Here I was, doubting my own sanity because I had chosen to prevent a forest fire. The irony of the situation was almost too much to bear. I had faced down goddesses, demons, and everything in between, yet here I was, brought low by sothing as mundane as a moral dilemma over a burning forest.
As I was about to stand up, ready to shake off this strange, unwelco introspection and return to what I did best—destruction—sothing near my feet caught my eye. My gaze was drawn to a small, glimring object partially buried in the dirt. Curious, I reached down and picked it up, holding it up to the moonlight to get a better look.
It was a rock. A smooth, purple-colored rock that shimred faintly in the pale light. The color was striking, a deep, rich violet that seed almost out of place in the landscape around . For a mont, I just stared at it, turning it over in my hand, feeling the cool, smooth surface beneath my fingers.
The sight of it stirred sothing in my mory, sothing from long ago. It was eerily similar to a rock Puriel and I had found when we were kids, back when things were... simpler. Before the battles, before the betrayals, before everything had beco so damn complicated.
I frowned, the rock suddenly feeling heavier in my hand. “I wonder if she’s found it,” I muttered to myself, thinking of the necklace Puriel had lost that morning. I had seen the frustration in her eyes when she realized it was gone.
‘Should I check on her?’ The thought slipped into my mind, unbidden, as if it had co from sowhere deep within , from a part of myself I wasn’t entirely comfortable acknowledging. I scoffed at the notion, shaking my head as if to dispel the ridiculous idea.
“Well, why should I care?” I said aloud, my voice harsh in the stillness of the night. But even as I spoke the words, I knew they rang hollow. The way I was holding that stupid purple rock, the way I was turning it over in my hand as if it were sothing precious, told a different story.
This was madness. I was supposed to be out here hunting, reveling in the thrill of the kill, not standing around in a burned-out forest, reminiscing about childhood mories and worrying about so goddess’s lost trinket. I had co here to forget, to escape from the tangled ss of emotions that had been plaguing . But instead, I was being drawn deeper into it, caught in a web of conflicting desires and mories.
I stared at the rock for a long mont. It was just a stupid rock, a piece of the earth that should have ant nothing to . But it didn’t feel like nothing. It felt like everything I had been trying to avoid. I clenched my fist around the rock, feeling the cool stone press into my palm.
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