Elias stayed low beside the last cage, counting chain links the way he used to count stitches.
One link... two... five more to the next weld. The pattern should have been calming. It wasn’t. His hands might have been steady, but his head wasn’t.
He’d been fighting the hum under his ribs for weeks now, even though it seed longer.
Numbers usually kept it down—dosage ratios, pressure values, the easy, factual comfort of cause and effect. But around her, logic bent like heat over tal. The hum didn’t care about ratios. It cared about rhythm, pulse, and the sll of living skin.
Zubair finished the cut and signaled back without turning. Elias packed the cutters, double-checking the latch even though he’d done it a thousand tis. The motion helped. Order helped.
Sera passed behind him, quiet as always, her eyes skimming the yard like she was trying to morize every shade of rust.
He didn’t have to look up to feel her creature noticing him. The thing inside him responded before he could stop it—stretching, curious, almost reverent.
Don’t start, he told it.
She’s the axis, it whispered. She keeps the heart beating.
She’s not a heart; she’s a variable.
Then solve her.
He swallowed hard and stood. "Chains clear," he said, to no one in particular.
Zubair nodded once. "We move."
The yard stank of diesel and hot tal, the kind of sll that used to an work, not war.
Elias found the thought ridiculous—then hated himself for still using words like ridiculous. Nothing was logical anymore.
Not her, not them, not the thing in his chest that purred when she brushed within reach.
They crossed toward the second row of cages. Lachlan’s rifle barked once, short and exact. A torch went spinning out of a Saint’s hand. Zubair didn’t flinch. Sera didn’t even look up. She was watching sothing else—sothing farther.
"Next line," Zubair ordered.
Elias knelt to the chain, jaw tight.
He wanted to keep his focus on steel. Steel didn’t pulse. Steel didn’t breathe.
But when Sera crouched beside him to check the link, the hum spiked like a current straight to bone. His fingers locked for a mont. She didn’t notice—or pretended not to.
The thing inside him wanted to show her what it could do. He wanted to prove he could be useful, necessary, more than a dic. The logic-side pushed back.
She doesn’t need more teeth; she needs hands that fix things.
Teeth fix things faster, the creature inside of him pointed out.
That’s not how this works.
Then show how it does.
He forced a breath out through his teeth and kept cutting. The ring split clean. The cage lurched free. The creature purred.
Sera moved away first. Zubair’s voice cut through the comm: "West line—hold your fire."
Alexei answered from the ridge. "They’re not Saints."
Elias froze mid-motion. Not Saints. That ant new trouble. The hum inside him surged again, eager. It liked new things. New blood. New rules to break.
He pushed to his feet. "How many?" he asked.
"More than five," Alexei said. "Less than sense."
Zubair didn’t break stride. "We finish the yard first."
That tone—calm, grounded—usually kept Elias steady. This ti it didn’t. The creature didn’t like ignoring prey. He could feel it press against his ribs like an animal testing a cage.
They’re close. They’ll sll her soon. Don’t let them touch her.
They won’t.
You don’t know that. Humans always reach for the sun before discovering that it burns.
He shook his head once, trying to dislodge the voice. Logic. Facts.
The creatures weren’t telepathic; they were instinctive echoes, neural grafts gone wrong. He’d read the data back when there were labs. He rembered the scans. He knew what they thought he was.
So why did the thing keep talking like it rembered being alive in a ti before him?
A horn blew again—two short, one long. The Saints were trying to form ranks, dragging chain-rigged cages into a crooked line. Zubair barked directions: "Elias, right flank. Lachlan—eyes on the tankers. Sera—stay covered."
Sera didn’t move imdiately. Her gaze had gone past the cages toward the west gate. Elias followed it and saw the newcors cresting the rise.
They looked clean, too clean. Chro helts, plated jackets, bikes that still glead under the dust. Not scavenged machines—maintained. A different breed of survivors. Organized, smug. One of them carried a banner stripped from an oil drum, hand-painted with a broken halo and a single word: SAINT-EATER.
The irony made Elias snort before he could stop himself.
"Sothing funny, doc?" Lachlan’s voice from above.
"They brought religion to a gunfight."
"Sa difference," Lachlan muttered.
The bikers slowed when they saw the cages.
Their formation rippled, engines idling like wolves growling behind wire. Zubair raised a hand, palm down, and the team stilled. Sera’s creature flared under Elias’s skin again, dragging his focus back to her.
She tilted her head, fascinated.
Not frightened, not tense—just watching. Like she’d discovered a new species and couldn’t wait to see what sound it made. Her hair caught the fixed light, not soft but alive, every strand an invitation to stare too long.
He looked away. The hum didn’t. It leaned forward through him, scenting her through borrowed lungs.
She’s ours. We were made for this horde.
We were made to survive as a group, not to worship the ground she walks on.
Survival is worship.
He ground his molars together hard enough to taste blood. "Zubair," he said, voice lower than he ant. "They’re lining up."
"I see them." Calm. Certain. Always in control. Zubair was gravity, and Elias tried to hold to him like an anchor. "We wait. Let them start the mistake."
Alexei’s voice sharpened over the line. "One of them just raised a flare."
The Saint yard erupted.
The flar truck roared; chains rattled; the false preacher on the platform shouted about gods and debts. The newcors didn’t flinch. They revved their engines in unison and advanced.
Zubair’s jaw flexed once. "Positions. Don’t waste ammunition. Elias, cover Sera."
That last part landed heavier than it should have. Cover her. The words lit sothing raw in his chest. He moved to her side automatically.
She looked at him—really looked—and the hum inside him broke form. It didn’t purr this ti. It pressed closer, whispering thoughts in a voice that felt like his own and not his own.
She breathes and the world obeys. You should too. It would make your life a lot easier if you did.
He closed his eyes once, hard. "Not now," he whispered.
She tilted her head again, curious. "Are you all right?" Not worried. Just interested.
"Define ’all right.’"
That earned a faint smile. "You’re still trying to define things."
"Soone has to."
"Maybe not anymore. Maybe this world isn’t ant to be defined."
The flares burned out overhead, leaving greasy trails of smoke that flattened against the clouds. The bikers spread around the outer ring of the yard.
Saints scread orders.
Zubair crouched near a pile of hoses, marking lines in the dirt. Lachlan’s rifle cracked twice. Alexei stayed silent; his kills never made noise.
Elias watched Sera crouch beside a cage, resting her palm against the steel bars.
he dead inside didn’t move, but the hum in him jumped like it had heard a frequency the air couldn’t carry. She wasn’t doing anything—just touching tal—but sohow the cages stilled.
His creature purred, softer this ti. See? She holds it all. No numbers. No reason. Just center.
He wanted to argue, but there was nothing to argue with. Facts failed here. Equations didn’t hold. He was watching entropy settle into order because she was breathing in the middle of it.
Zubair straightened. "We finish this before they decide who owns the ss," he said. "Alexei—west eyes. Lachlan—two shots left, make them an sothing. Elias—if she moves, you move."
Elias nodded automatically. "Understood."
Sera glanced over her shoulder. "That’s unnecessary," she murmured.
Zubair didn’t answer. Elias didn’t either. Orders were orders.
The bikers opened fire first—three rounds into the air, one into a Saint who shouted too loud. The yard devolved instantly.
The Saints panicked, shooting at everything that moved. The cages rocked; the silos hissed. Smoke clawed upward.
Zubair gestured sharply. "Pull back to the truck. On my mark."
Elias grabbed the side of the cage for balance. The hum inside him was no longer whispering; it was roaring in rhythm with the chaos.
Tear them. Burn them. Use what the bitch gave you to save the one that matters.
His veins felt electric. His breath shortened. Every rational warning he’d ever believed told him that if he let go, he wouldn’t co back.
Sera stood up beside him, hair in her face, eyes bright with sothing that wasn’t fear.
"Elias," she said, simple, calm.
He looked at her, and the hum froze.
"Later," she added, almost gently.
That one word hit harder than a command. The creature eased, folding itself smaller, waiting. Logic didn’t do that. Equations didn’t soothe monsters. She did.
He exhaled through his teeth, shaking his head like it might help. "Copy that," he muttered.
Zubair’s voice snapped back over the comm. "Now!"
They moved—Zubair first, Sera right behind, Elias covering her flank.
Bullets punched dirt and tal. Lachlan laughed once, high and bright. Alexei’s answer was a single silenced shot that ended a scream before it started.
They reached the Humr. Elias turned to check the yard one last ti.
The Saints were still dying like amateurs. The bikers were still advancing like kings. And Sera was already watching the newcors with that sa tilted-head curiosity.
We could have them too, the creature whispered. They’d kneel.
Shut up.
You don’t an that.
He slamd the door harder than necessary and leaned his head back against the fra, breathing through his nose until the numbers returned—four n, one woman, fifty ters, half a tank of fuel, five minutes to decide who dies next.
For the thousandth ti since the labs, the math didn’t comfort him.
Outside, Zubair’s voice ca low through the headset. "Hold position. We let them finish the Saints. Then we see what kind of gods they think they are."
Elias looked at Sera in the passenger seat. Her expression hadn’t changed. She was still amused.
The creature inside him purred again, quiet and certain.
Told you. The world keeps itself around her.
He didn’t argue. Not this ti.
He just checked his rifle, counted the rounds, and waited for the next impossible thing to make sense.
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