Seaborn Chapter 80

The Captains cabin was supposed to hold a kind of authority on its own, sort of like how an audience chamber would for a king. By virtue of the Captains authority, the place where he slept and conduced business would take on an atmosphere that rubbed off from its occupant.

I stepped into Burdettes cabin and imdiately changed my plans to have the next phase of redemption held here. The room was odious to . It wasnt just my own nightmares of this place, it had absorbed the essence of my treacherous first mate. I didnt consider it my cabin in my own head it was Burdettes room how much worse would it be for all those whod spent the last months seeing Burdettes claim on it?

Instead of conducting business here, I grabbed the chair and carried it to the quarterdeck above, asking an orc to free the bolted-down desk and bring it up as well. The design of the carrack included a quarterdeck with more elevation above the main deck than typical, so I could grant each audience a asure of privacy and gravitas that the process deserved.

The quarterdeck held an assortnt of improvised shelters. I pushed these out of the way to make space but didnt demand it be cleaned before conducting this business. Let the debris serve as a contrast and a reminder!

When my desk was brought up I positioned it so I was seated facing the ladders, with space between and the wheel for the crewman to stand.

Please have the elf Rhistel co up first, I instructed the orcs before having them all vacate the deck. I needed no guards for this.

Rhistel was dignified but leery as he climbed up to the quarterdeck. He and Drese were actually rather similar in their deanor, but the madu carried himself with confidence whereas the elf carried with him a wariness like a fish that had been hooked several tis.

I wondered if at the end of all this Rhistel would stay.

Seeing no place to sit, Rhistel stood in front of , first crossing his arms before folding his hands in a much humbler appearance.

First off, I want to thank you for the good that you did these last months, I said. Things could have been much, much worse if not for your intervention.

After a mont of silence, he thanked .

I explained the basics of what was to happen to the whole crew prior to my dealing with Burdette, I went on. I am going to elaborate on that with each mber. I start with you because you are in a unique position.

I trusted you more than anyone except Sadeo. I wanted to help you, and rejoiced with you when you redeed your profession and befriended Cherry. Since then, Ive also had the opportunity to go over this, I pulled a copy of Voice of the Crew from my adventurers bag. Your words are particularly poignant and accurate.

He stared at the book for a mont before I realized everyone on board was as cut off from the worlds news as an extended whaling expedition would be. I paged through the book while I explained what it was, flipping back to his own words before handing them to him. It would seem that the human world has been taken with the story and book binders are making cheap copies with different assortnts of letters. Your words are in nearly every one.

Ironic, Rhistel murmured. It truly was; if the humans had known he was an elf his letters wouldnt have enjoyed the acclaim critics hastened to give him. Many of the crew wrote these with the illusion you would never see them, my Captain.

They wrote them for the entire world, Rhistel. I said. They can content themselves with the fact I was the last person on the seas to see them. I have no intentions of using anything in these pages to punish anyone, even the more outspoken.

There were many rather vociferous condemnations of amongst the collection.

I suppose now youll tell just how well be punished?

After you, I am going to invite the crew up one at a ti. If they have any desire to stay on with , they will have to explain why to my satisfaction. If they wish to be free, I will remove their curse imdiately.

Imdiately?

Yes.

Arent you concerned about safety concerns? There are many who bla you for everything. If you take away your control over them through the curse ...

You concern has already been raised and addressed by my orc lieutenant, Gnaraugh. It cos down to having several dozen professional warriors acting as security. I will leave even those who hate safely on shore most are entitled to their bitterness, I wont punish them for it.

I see, he said, setting the book down on my desk. You said you would be doing this with all of the crew after . Is that a deliberate choice of phrasing?

Yes, Rhistel, it is. You represented the non-humans on board, and your decision to join in mutiny carried them with you. Once I was gone, you fought with Burdette for control. You have assud responsibility for this crew, and so your punishnt will be to see it carried through.

I will offer to free you, Rhistel, but not until every crewman has either decided to stay with or been deposited on land. You will be the last. Once every person who you took responsibility for has been accounted for, then you will have the freedom to choose your own fate again!

Rhistel spent a minute absorbing what I said, watching my eyes for sincerity and glancing out to sea in Cherrys direction. He bowed to . I accept this as both justice and rcy. I swear to uphold your command while I remain in your service.

I accepted his oath and dismissed him, asking to have Bosun Willy sent up next.

I chose Willy for a specific reason: I knew that he would chose to have the curse lifted, and he was a straightforward man. If I first spoke with all the people I wished to keep on, then those waiting would see a string of people returning from their talk with still cursed. If I sent down Willy curse-free, he would tell it straight to all those eager to discover what I was doing. I wanted these individual conversations private, but had no reason to keep them secret.

My conversation with Willy went as expected. He was the Bosun, supposedly the most knowledgeable deckhand on board. Only I was more proficient than he was, so hed never felt his authority and Id been too green as a Captain to see that he needed it. I spent a few minutes removing his curse, after which he sagged to his knees and began to cry.

I got up from my desk and clapped my hand on his shoulder. Take it from soone who actually deserves the bla on them: try to forgive yourself. You can strive for a life of redemption, shut yourself away for your life or even hop aboard another ship like its business as usual. I wont pretend to have any magical insight for guilt. But Willy, I squeezed his shoulder hard. Youre not an evil man. Recognize that.

He nodded I suspect it was a reflexive acknowledgent and not because Id stumbled upon any magic words.

Please send Abner up next, and have him bring another chair.

My carpenters mind had been cracked. He was living life so stressed that hed been reduced to reacting to everything rather than thinking for himself. It took several minutes of trying to convince him I wouldnt punish him for anything he did before I simply removed his curse and sent him back down. Id make sure he went ashore with friends who might help him regain his senses once he was away from all this.

I went through several forr deckhands before I received my first surprise when I asked Varinya the lioness up. Shed been supportive of before, back when Id been the hero who pulled Burdette down, but I expected shed seek freedom from now. Instead, she turned and looked over the crew below.

I think Ill wait and see what they decide.

I pulled my eyebrows down from my forehead and restrained my reflexive answer about how I was running things. I knew Varinya, and I knew her character. A bit lopsided with strength and dexterity over intelligence and wisdom, but all the forr prostitute had ever wanted was to protect her adopted family whoever they were that day.

Ill let you wait and decide after Ive spoken with the others, but I dont want you sharing your decision with others. I dont want you to inspire a lot of wait and see choices.

She snorted, which sounded both more fearso and derisive coming from a leonid than any other race. Okay.

After her, I adjusted my plans slightly. I called Sadeo up next.

Before you ask, he said. Im with you this ti to the end of the line! I heard what you were telling the others and Im staying. Besides, youll need to run any artillery if you hope to have any chance of hitting a warren at 50 paces!

It warms my heart to hear that, Sadeo. I actually thought thatd be your answer, though. Why I really wanted to talk with you next is because I wanted your insight, and now is as good a ti as any to set the standard of getting it.

His face, all set to fiercely argue, softened in a smile. Were turning over fresh ground here, arent we?

We certainly are. So tell , amongst the crew who is definitively leaving and staying, and who remains undecided?

I showed Sadeo my list and he pulled the spare chair up beside and stood on it, helping categorize where people stood. I was actually surprised at the people he said would consider staying on. I had assud I would lose about 90% of my old crew, but with Sadeos insight it looked more like 60-70% definitely wanted out. I wasnt happy about retaining the hands so much as I was about the specific people whod consider staying people who I valued and whose trust again would an a lot.

After hed helped out and we spent several minutes talking about what the future held, I sent him back down very chipper kitsune.

Myota was next it seed the only reason he wasnt poisoning people against was that no one wanted to listen to him. Id once considered him an ally, back when the ship was an average slave-ship. However, even then hed sold his idealist theories of how things ought to be in a very annoying manner. Wed disagreed on how to free the slaves and hadnt agreed on much since. Hed perford admirably as a surgeon on board, but hadnt ever attempted to hide his opinions. He made sure I heard them now, and even trimming the wayward courses and regularly pulling him down from his soapbox I still spent more ti with him than any other crewmber.

He of course demanded his freedom, and told the only right thing to do was free everyone. He didnt accept my option of giving them a choice as a valid one. As the curse dropped away, I told him he was free to share with whoever would listen, but that he should have a care with the types whod be interested in extracting information from him.

It was a warning I planned to give everyone. The fact that it finally made him quiet was just candy.

Dogens role as quartermaster had been greatly simplified when Id relied on the supplied hardtack and water, but to my surprise he was willing to stay on. His reason that he had nothing better waiting for him and maybe a lot of trouble was a depressing one, but I accepted him. Gerald would appreciate having soone else manage inventories so he could focus on cooking and experinting.

Joash was a decent seaman and wasnt too proud to say he hadnt committed a few cris in his old life, but he couldnt ever feel comfortable as part of my crew. I released him.

Willard Thorpe should have joined on with an adventurers guild: he was a crazy fool who had joined up with willingly for the adventure and now that I was returning new and improved wanted to stick it out.

My only request is that once I have a lead on finding g, you let go then. Sound fair?

I spent a mont racking my brain for who g was. Wait, g the adventurer girl? The one who showed up and tried to turn us against Davy Jones right before

He sighed wistfully. Wasnt she sothing?

Youre mad, I muttered, but made a note in my register and accepted his terms.

Phillip had been in charge of my motley fighters when Id first started out. He wasnt a professional warrior, but had spent ti in Andros army which had been where hed been hit with charges he disputed and was demoted to slave. Hed retained a strong sense of duty and morality so service under my previous command had broken him.

Yet when Id boarded I found him standing up for Varinya. His first words had been to beg not to have him kill again, that hed rediscovered his calling in protecting people.

I hear that youre giving people a choice

I sighed and threw my pencil down on my desk. Lets be candid with each other, Phillip. I owe you at least that much.

He nodded but didnt take my aning. I analyzed those orcs you brought with you. The fighters here really cant hold a candle to them, but I bet I could learn a trick or two!

Phillip, I said. I spoke with Sadeo and he told youd stay on if I played my cards right. He even told about how the two of you tried to be a moral compass for the lads caught up with Burdette. I wont lie: I wanted you. I wanted you because I broke you before, and I thought that if you stayed on it was a sign I was a good person.

You shouldnt stay with , Phillip.

He swallowed thickly, his eyes on the desk rather than eting my own. Why? Because I lost it? Or because of what you plan to do?

Because there is a better purpose for you. I have ideas, directions that I can take the crew to be a positive force on the seas. You could be a minor piece of that. Or, I emphasized the alternative. You could go with those young lads you were trying to steer. Sadeo is staying. Theyll be free, but theres dangers throughout the world and theyre liable to make foolish choices without a guide. You could be that for them.

You want to to leave, so that I can take care of the others leaving?

Ask yourself where youd do the most good, I answered.

He wrestled with thoughts, having sohow co to the perspective that he could be a fighter for again only to have push him away.

You dont have to decide now, I said. Go talk with Sadeo. Talk with the ones leaving. Ill send for you in a few hours, you can tell your decision then. Phillip nodded absently and stood, making his way back.

I watched him go with lancholy. It would have ant a lot if Phillip had joined. It ant a lot that he even wanted to. The truth of it was that I couldnt always be going into an engagent and wondering if it was too much for Phillip. He would also be a subordinate in the boarding team rather than a leader, so I wouldnt even be discussing options or necessity with him. He would be a grunt, and I couldnt in good conscious put him under Gnar. It was better if he found a different purpose.

I hesitated when I got to Arnnaiths na. The half-elf boy was smart but not wise. When Id returned hed imdiately begged to be taken back as my cabin boy.

I was offering people the freedom of choice, but that required a certain level of maturity to evaluate the choices. Id already seen examples of grown n lacking that capacity, did I trust Arnnaith would?

Ti to see.

I expected him to sulk up and plonk down on the chair opposite before giving a sullen glare like the self-important brat he used to be. Instead, he stood in front of the desk ith his hands folded, ek as could be.

Devious manipulator or frightened youth?

Tell about how you and Rhistel get along, I asked.

Well Captain, weve gotten along better since our rocky start, but we dont exactly spend ti together, see?

It would seem he picked up on others thods of speech. You used to talk about nothing but going to your holand of Elessar. Has that changed?

Yes, Captain. It has.

Why?

The point has been brought ho very clearly that half-bloods wont be wanted.

You dont even want to see? What if they start losing the war an need more fighters? You know Im giving blanket freedom to everyone, why co to with your cap in hand? Just say you want to go to Elessar and itll be done!

Arnnaith glanced at his empty hands. I dont have a cap, sir.

I was sure that he was being deliberately dense, rather than confused over the idiom. If any of my crew want to stay, they have to explain why to my satisfaction. This is your chance to explain.

I have the tactician skill, Captain Donic! I even leveled it up while you were gone.

Lieutenant Gnar has the skill as well, along with a great deal of battle experience.

It doesnt hurt to have a second? Arnnaith said, even his tone acknowledging it was a weak argunt.

Donic, the truth is I have nowhere else to go. You treated fairly, even if it took so ti to see it. Why is it such a bad thing to want that back?

If you were any of the other crew, I might let it go at that. The trouble is I have a hard ti trusting you, Arn. You have a habit of subterfuge and sneaking around, and I frankly cant keep up. When I had you shadowing , you shared everything I did, didnt you?

No!

Not to Burdette, Im sure. You hated him then almost as much as I did today. But to Rhistel? He didnt admit it, but I could see the lie in his eyes. You also remind of myself, and that seed of bitterness inside you makes wonder: now that youve dropped your hope of your maternal ancestry, are you hoping that youll get revenge against your father on the seas?

Umm, Arnnaith looked awkward. My father wasnt a navy man. His desne was landlocked.

Maybe I was projecting too much on him. The killing of my own father still bothered a lot. Arn, cut to the heart of the matter and swear to its the truth.

He bowed his head in sha. My father played manipulation gas against . Almost everyone else in the whole nation despised . Being your shadow being your shadow was the safest Ive ever felt. I cant be the hero of my own story, but I wont mind anymore tagging along for yours. He t my eyes. And I swear on my skills thats the truth!

I got a prompt regarding his serious oath, and I actually believed him. Most people looked at him and saw a child, whereas I saw a cunning mind and forgot that he was also still just a boy.

Im going to be running my ships differently. I will take you on, but youll be spending part of your ti as a hard-working cabin boy and part as an apprentice to Gnar, understood?

Got it, Dom!

Its Captain dont think I didnt see how you slid from using my title to using a nickna. You will perform your duties diligently while you work to restore my trust. Do not abuse it; there are hundreds of others Ive made sail their own courses and if I cant trust you Ill make you do the sa. Now do you understand that?

Yes, Captain. I do.

I nodded to the ladder. Go wait with the others.

After him, I had only to call back Varinya and Phillip. Varinya decided to stay on after all, while Phillip sought his freedom. He was much more assured of his decision after speaking with Sadeo, and I nodded to the kitsune in gratitude.

Those who have elected to leave the crew, gather where you can hear ! I had to use my Domain to see whether they obeyed since I couldnt feel their presence anymore. You all are now considered passengers aboard my ship. You will be provided for until we reach our destinations. If you wish to practice or learn work skills, that is acceptable. You will be returning to a different world than you left. War has changed things. You might find support amongst a governnt in exchange for what you know. If you wish this I wont hold it against you. Beware, as that sa governnt may decide that they can take answers from you how they wish, without your consent! You are freed n, and your future will be up to you. Start your new lives better than I did.

I dismissed them and yelled for my crew to muster, which they did on the decks of both the Deaths Consort and the Final Internnt. Now for all you who are staying, listen well! You are my crew, and I am your Captain! I expect your loyalty, and I promise it will be deserved! I expect your hard-working service, and promise it will be rewarded! I am your Captain, and I will rule over you. I will do so justly, and to that end I am appointing officers and advisors.

Gnaraugh! You will continue to be my war-leader. You will be in command of the warriors and fighters under . Gnar bellowed in acknowledgent and acceptance of the role.

Sadeo, you will continue to be my chief artillerist, and are promoted to lieutenant. The kitsune pressed his fist to his chest and nodded.

Drese will be my dical officer. It was a formal title to go with his current job, but formalities mattered. Structure was more important as the crew grew, and I had two ships to manage.

Rhistel will serve as the commander of the Deaths Consort whenever I am not on board. To assist him with naval matters, I am appointing Travis as his second in command.

It was a big promotion for Travis, but I was needed aboard the Final Internnt if she was to have any hope of keeping a straight heading. Travis was an outsider and loyal to , which should help whenever I wasnt on board. He was also a very handy seaman, which were in short supply among my crew currently. My crew composition was ironic, I used to have a crew full of sailors and a dearth of fighters but now the opposite was true. Thankfully I could mitigate that by summoning crew.

These command structures will have subordinate positions that I will discuss with my lieutenants. In addition to these command positions, I also appoint Gerald and Hali as advisors.

There are many more positions to be filled. So of you will be chosen and expected to step up. I will see to it that if you fill a position you lack experience in that you are grood into it. I am not an unreasonable taskmaster. If you have a quarrel with my decisions or with anyone else, you are to bring the matter to your superior. If you do not feel your superior has addressed it you may bring the matter to , though do not do so lightly!

I gazed over my assembled crew as the sun disappeared, and we stood under the light of the two moons.

This is a new beginning, gentlen, in a world where the battle lines are being drawn wider and wider. Lets make a difference!

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