Chapter 61. Do I Have to Go This Far? (1)
I almost turned around reflexively, but I couldnt take my eyes off the two-way road that continued ahead.
No one was coming right now, but it was raining and I had to stay focused in case soone ca from the opposite side.
Should I ask if theyre filming right now?
I kept glancing back nervously, checking on Seong-wons condition.
He seed to have cald down a bit since earlier, but he still held a lukewarm plastic bottle and a cold cat in his hands.
It seed impossible to ask Seong-won if he was okay with being fild from behind.
Instead of continuing the conversation, I quietly closed my mouth.
I had turned off my personal mic a long ti ago, so there was no sound to use.
Even if they fild, it would only be a short clip in the interview scene without any sound.
It was best to keep my mouth shut when I couldnt tell if this situation was being recorded or not.
Were almost there. If youre having a hard ti, get off. Ill talk to the others.
I gestured to the PD behind .
Lets get off.
The PD nodded his head, shrinking his body.
I could see Seong-won sitting inside the window, but everyones eyes were on as I got off empty-handed.
Um
Should I ask them to turn off the cara for a mont?
I stared straight at the main PD behind the cara lens and made a scissors sign with my hand.
PD-nim, Im sorry, but can you please turn off the cara for a mont?
What?
Kyunghwa, who had been sitting close together on the floor until a mont ago, asked what I was talking about.
Cara first.
What are you trying to say, Ise-ssi?
The PD gestured with his hand, covering the cara lenses with a cover.
We went to the hospital. But they said they were too young and there was no chance, so they couldnt do anything.
Ah, wow
Everyone looked at with hardened expressions and asked.
Then what do we do?
I sighed and glanced at the car.
I told him to co out when he felt better.
Ah
After a brief silence, Seon-woo finally opened his mouth.
Seong-won-hyung, you must want to be alone right now, right?
Seon-woos eyelashes fluttered over his wet eyes. I hesitated and couldnt answer right away.
Maybe?
Then Kyunghwa intervened calmly.
Stay still. Seong-won needs so ti to calm down right now.
I thought the phrase life is like a second chance suited this guy more than .
Of course, he seed to have a hard ti ntally and subtly cared about the other mbers, but still.
Sothing It wasnt because he was ticulous and caring by nature.
I wondered if he had so circumstances that made him have a strong sense of responsibility since he was young.
Even if he does Its not sothing I can dig up.
Anyway, thanks to Kyunghwas intervention, Seon-woo didnt rush to comfort Seong-won and turn the already troubled guy upside down.
Then, with a click, the passenger seat door opened and Seong-won ran out.
Huh.
Uh, what do we do
Everyone was watching Seong-won and trying to figure out what to say. At that mont, Seong-won shouted loudly.
Quick, bring so formula! And so warm water!
Seong-won ran to the living room with only a cat wrapped in a towel, without a plastic bottle in his hand.
Huh? Uh-uh!
Surprised, Yejun ran to the kitchen to make so formula without even checking the cat. Fortunately, there was so water left that he had boiled to drink today.
Ill be right back!
While Yejun was making the formula, Seon-woo hurriedly filled a new plastic bottle with water.
Ouch, hot
Be careful. You not getting hurt is the priority.
Uh-huh!
Seon-woo looked like he was about to cause an accident, so Kyunghwa followed him and nagged.
Plastic bottle! Ill bring it right away!
Seon-woo ran to the living room with a plastic bottle that was slightly warr than human body temperature.
The cat, who had seed to have no strength to live when they went to the hospital, was breathing heavily.
Just a mont It might be too hot Let wrap it with a towel
The three grown n crowded around the cat, raising its body temperature, and Yejun brought the formula.
What happened? Is it better?
Ah, what were you throwing up while making those noises? Now youre even crying.
Seong-won quickly showed the contents of the crumpled tissue he had stuffed in his pocket.
There were traces of sothing that looked like a rubber gasket, chewed up beyond recognition.
How on earth did you swallow this?
It seed like his mother had abandoned him because this thing was blocking his stomach and making him sick.
ow-! ow-! ow-!
As Yejun squeezed a little milk on the back of his hand and let him sll it, the cat started to ow as if he was hungry.
Thats right, thats right, eat slowly.
As the cat reluctantly started to suck on the bottle, everyone sighed in relief.
Thats a relief
That vet was totally crazy No, never mind.
Kyungwha almost blurted out a curse, then quickly glanced at the staff.
Huh?
The cara that had been covered with a cloth until a mont ago was now filming us clearly.
PD-nim, are you filming right now?
I got up from the floor and walked over to the staff and asked. The PD answered without changing his expression.
No, I covered it up earlier because I thought the situation was bad. But now its better. We have to film if we can.
He had even taken care of the filming angle in the anti.
His attitude of taking it for granted irritated .
So youre going to keep filming?
Well, yeah, we have to edit and upload this weeks episode right away. Do you know how many hours weve wasted? We have to film sothing to fill the ti, do you want us to just sit still?
Well, at least until the situation settles down a bit
Then he snickered. The PD treated like a child and laughed.
Lee Se, you dont know anything about broadcasting, do you? You had a sweet taste a few weeks ago with the direct shot, dont you know what people like? A bit of stimulating material, emotion, and fun! This is a chance to catch all three, are you going to miss it?
And then he patted my shoulder with his hand, as if to comfort a naive kid.
Lee Se, I know youre scared and worried right now. But well take care of everything and make it look good. Anyway, the final version will be reviewed by your agency, do you think Ill send you sothing that will get scolded?
As he said that, his mouth curled up, and I felt a chill. I looked behind and everyone was busy taking care of the cat, and only Kyungwha was looking at .
Co over here and stop arguing with the staff.
Kyungwhas eyes seed to say that. What nonsense. Even if we lose todays footage, do we have to send this out?
[- Ive been active for five years, but Ill lose my fandom if I dont have any content.]
[- We have to send sothing out so the fans have sothing to consu. What do we have, a few music videos from 20 years ago?]
[- WePlanet is really I didnt expect anything, but they cant do their job and theyre discriminated against by other groups Im having a reality check, what about our Clingies?]
If we stop filming now, it would be like crossing a point of no return with the staff.
You guys are getting paid by , arent you? Should I push you?
That was what the original Lee Se would have thought, but I couldnt say it out loud.
I had to see these peoples faces again and again in this narrow entertainnt industry.
How long would it take to find new staff?
The production team we hired now was also people we got through connections.
If we flipped over because of a conflict during filming, we would lose face with Kang Yugeon who introduced us.
I was the one who paid the money, but I couldnt do anything. I told them to say I cant do it because Lee Se will go crazy if they didnt want to do sothing.
I couldnt even say a word of protest at this mont.
As I said nothing, the PD gestured for to move.
Lee Se, turn on the mic. Were going to shoot again.
Damn it. I clenched my teeth without showing it.
***
The filming continued until the scheduled schedule was finished.
The observation cara didnt turn off either, and the interview went on as usual.
I was worried if Seong-won could handle the interview normally, but fortunately he ca out in front of the cara bravely.
A handso persons face wouldnt go anywhere even if it was swollen with tears, but This was too much.
In the end, the staff brought a hot pack and he started filming with it on his face.
Are you okay?
Seong-won, who ca back with a silent face, looked for the cat first.
He had been with him for five years, and even longer if he counted the trainee days. No one complained that he looked at the animal before the person.
Hes sleeping well. Look at his belly, its so plump.
Yejun said thankfully that he didnt need to stimulate his bowel movents manually after a month.
Instead of the yard, we brought in a cat litter box and a basket for sleeping in the bedroom. Thats when I rembered that we hadnt eaten properly.
Now that hes okay, lets fill our stomachs too.
We couldnt eat poorly today either. We brought basic seasonings and all kinds of food from the dorm.
I smiled awkwardly in front of the surveillance cara.
I hope Seong-won feels better, so I brought out my secret weapon.
It was none other than a tomahawk steak. I had smuggled four ice packs in my bag without the manager noticing. It wasnt a very aty cut compared to its weight, but it had the best visual appeal.
Wow, how did you hide this?
Wow, can we grill this? too!
Yejoon ran over with his eyes sparkling, even before Seong-won. This guy was second only to Seon-woo when it ca to appetite. It was almost pitiful.
Wait a minute. You go and light the charcoal over there.
As I removed the tendons and fascia from the at so it would be tender, Yejoon jumped out with enthusiasm.
He soon ca back with the barbecue grill ready.
The fire is up!
I seasoned the at generously and took it to the grill.
Did you bring foil today? How about we roast so potatoes?
Oh, good idea.
While Yejoon and I ran around like crazy to make up for the wasted ti during the day, Kyunghwa and Seon-woo stayed by Seong-wons side.
The cat seed to have passed a critical point, but I still didnt feel he was healthy. What if he didnt make it through the night?
Everyone was showing their utmost care for Seong-won, who had barely cald his mind.
anwhile, the at was sizzling nicely. Now it was ti to carve the flesh from the bone and grill it again until it was hot inside.
I sliced so butter and rubbed it on the at chunks, then turned around and shouted.
Get the table ready, were going to eat!
Maybe a hearty dinner would give us so energy.
I felt more strength in my hand holding the at tongs than usual.
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