In Qin Piao’s view, she was well aware of her situation.
Though she lived with Luo Yang, it was considered as living together.
However, she never overtly expressed a desire for recognition of status.
After all, she was a married woman.
Single young won were different, as they often had great expectations of love and would generally demand status.
Of course, if one willingly chooses to be a lover, that’s another matter.
There’s nothing in this world that doesn’t exist, but examples of single young won not wanting status are rare.
If no babies are born, the situation might be better.
Once a child is born and soone asks who the father is, one has to cover it up.
No matter how beautiful the woman, it’s tough to live long like that.
Such a life is truly exhausting, as if a heavy shackle is placed on the spirit, making it impossible to lift one’s head.
Frankly, if Qin Piao weren’t a married woman, she couldn’t accept a life without official status either.
Before she t Luo Yang, Qin Piao felt like she was groping in darkness every day.
Life was depressing, devoid of any hint of light.
Everywhere were disdainful glances, everywhere were contempt, everywhere was malicious gossip.
People around her, things around her, Qin Piao felt they were all prejudiced against her.
In the past, whenever she went out, she carried a look of inferiority, afraid to et people.
Even when buying groceries in the morning, she’d go much earlier than others to avoid eting too many acquaintances.
Because all the villagers from miles around considered Qin Piao as a cursed beauty, whoever married her would beco a short-lived ghost.
If there was no evidence, Qin Piao’s three marriages together only lasted about a year.
So short a ti, and all three husbands ended up dead.
This kind of thing being called a coincidence, the villagers wouldn’t believe it.
In the countryside, matters of gods and ghosts are generally regarded with belief rather than skepticism.
Therefore, anyone who knew Qin Piao thought that getting too close to her would bring bad luck.
Back then in Hongyun Brigade, Qin Piao had no friends.
It wasn’t because she was ugly.
It was rely that her reputation was frightening.
Qin Piao felt helpless; she thought there’s no "Husband Cursing" written on her forehead, and she looked quite beautiful, so why didn’t anyone want to be her friend?
Of course, to be fair, the unscrupulous hooligans didn’t care about the curse. If Qin Piao was willing to indulge in debauchery, they would gladly accept.
Fortunately, Qin Piao held her ground back then and didn’t go down that path.
Or one could say, Luo Yang appeared just in ti.
If not, Qin Piao wouldn’t have been able to endure it, and she would have fallen.
Since life seed hopeless, living a debauched life day by day might not be a bad choice.
Having been burdened with this reputation of cursing husbands, Qin Piao was already quite depressed.
Even her family guarded against her, thinking that her frequent visits would bring bad luck to her unmarried sister.
Thus, her family didn’t welco Qin Piao back ho.
As a result, Qin Piao really felt that the world was vast, yet she seed to have no place to stand.
There were tis when Qin Piao wondered what living was for.
Whenever she thought about it, she would beco sowhat absent-minded.
If Luo Yang hadn’t appeared during the lowest point of Qin Piao’s life, she would have had two choices: living a life of a courtesan or going to et King Yanluo alone.
Luo Yang was like the sun, illuminating Qin Piao’s path in life.
Not only did he provide warmth, but he also awakened her confidence to start life anew.
Originally, ever since she had known Luo Yang, Qin Piao felt life was quite fulfilling.
Not exactly happiness, but close to it.
But behind her back, the villagers gossiped about her, saying besides "Husband Cursing," she couldn’t have children.
This kind of elusive mystical belief about cursing husbands, Qin Piao couldn’t prove her innocence.
But being accused of infertility made her very angry.
As a normal beauty, it was only because those three marriages were too short that she hadn’t gotten pregnant.
To prove she could have babies, Qin Piao was willing to risk it all.
As a married woman, knowing there were countless single young won around Luo Yang, Qin Piao truly lacked the courage to ask him for a child.
But when Luo Yang pretended to be her new boyfriend for a visit ho, she gradually gained the courage.
The source of courage, in fact, was Luo Yang’s care for her.
Qin Piao felt that not caring about official status and only wanting to have so babies for Luo Yang wasn’t too much.
Of course, raising the baby and buying milk powder money, that still had to be provided by Luo Yang.
Given Qin Piao’s understanding of Luo Yang, a little money for milk powder wasn’t a problem.
When she hinted at wanting to have a baby for him, Qin Piao’s heart was racing.
She worried about Luo Yang saying things like "don’t ask for too much."
If Luo Yang refused, eting him in the future would be sowhat awkward.
In that case, Qin Piao feared she’d beco lonely again without a close confidant.
To her surprise, Luo Yang promised on the spot to make her pregnant, which thrilled Qin Piao imnsely.
Now, the most urgent task in Qin Piao’s life was to get pregnant with Luo Yang’s child as soon as possible, first giving him a chubby baby.
With a baby, Qin Piao could show the villagers who thought she was infertile: Look, my baby is so adorable, so healthy.
Having a baby or not, determined whether Qin Piao could lift her head with dignity.
Moreover, with a baby, her family might change their previous views and no longer see Qin Piao as a beauty from hell.
To have a baby for Luo Yang, Qin Piao waited and waited.
In the Hongyun Brigade, Qin Piao found it difficult to find an opportunity to be alone with Luo Yang.
After all, Luo Yang’s official girlfriends were An Yuying and Tang Guihua.
Now in Tianjiang City, she finally found a chance to be with Luo Yang outside.
But Luo Yang seed to be avoiding her, which made Qin Piao uncomfortable.
If Luo Yang outright said, "I won’t make you pregnant," then Qin Piao’s heart would be dead.
If her heart died, she wouldn’t cling to Luo Yang anymore.
However, Luo Yang personally promised to let Qin Piao have many babies.
In this case, Qin Piao preferred to believe that Luo Yang simply didn’t have the ti yet to et her needs.
Yet thinking that Luo Yang might be sleeping with the three Gu sisters in the second half of the night, Qin Piao felt really unwilling.
In terms of looks, even though she had been married, her figure was still in great shape.
Seeing Luo Yang blush, Qin Piao swayed her charming body and offered a small suggestion.
She said with a smile, "Niu Zai, I have an idea I’d like to share with you."
Luo Yang, not wishing to say anything impolite, replied, "Sister Piao, what idea is that?"
From the sly curve of Qin Piao’s lips, it was clear she had so special thoughts.
With a coquettish smile, Qin Piao softly said, "Niu Zai, after you’re done with them, you can co to... hmm hmm..."
Listening, Luo Yang was secretly shocked.
Before Qin Piao could finish, Luo Yang sealed her mouth with his, stopping her from speaking further.
If he had to serve four beauties on the bed in the second half of the night, given that Qin Piao had earlier said it’d had to last at least half an hour each ti, the three Gu sisters probably wouldn’t settle for less.
In this way, not doing a few hours wouldn’t finish the task.
That would truly be fighting until dawn.
With just a thought, Luo Yang already felt waist-sore and leg-weak.
Unexpectedly, Qin Piao thought of such a thod, making Luo Yang even more helpless.
Hearing the "hmm hmm" sound, Gu Xue at the end of the corridor felt even more jealous, and her coughing got louder.
Luo Yang had to respond, "Sister Xue, don’t rush, I’m coming."
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