Ti had long proved her thoughts and there was no aning in dwelling on this matter anymore.
But she couldn't help it.
When she was thinking alone, Dina would rember the difference between the two worlds and keenly realized that it was this comparison that often made things unbearable. Not having sothing and having sothing but losing it gave her a completely different feeling.
A demonic magician often had to ss around with their own emotions in order to advance.
This was one of the few easiest thod for them to advance.
Because their talent was not very good and they had to find so tricks so that they could get stronger.
What tricks?
There were various.
But many of them were harmful to them.
It was just that for the demonic magicians, these thods were nothing and as long as they could get stronger, they would be willing to pay the high price to use these thods and possibly grow even stronger.
Dina herself was the sa.
If it ant getting more power, then she would be willing to pay any price to get it.
Because she knew very well how humiliating it was to be at the weak position and had to look up at others all the ti.
She didn't want it.
Rather than staying at the bottom and only able to look up at others, she wished to take the matter into her own hands and possibly carve her own future. Even if it ant that she had to step on many people's bottom line and toyed with them.
Being ruthless to oneself ten tis more than they do to others.
The path of a demonic magician has always been filled with pain because what they wanted to achieve was sothing that couldn't be achieved in normal tis.
But so what?
For these ordinary people who have nothing and knew that their own talents restricts their own paths, they would rather take on other thods so that they could overco this physical challenge.
So Dina set off and beco the feared demonic magician on the Green Planet.
She saw other returnees and they also noticed her, but none of them truly tried to stop her. Even if Ruth ca to her under the order of the higher ups of Continent Z, it was obvious for Dina that she has never thought about stopping her.
"Out paths are not against each other and I have no enmity against you… so why should I listen to them and truly fight with you?" Ruth said calmly after their show battle in front of the higher ups.
The two of them barely knew each other.
But they knew that they used to be famous when they were in Afirer Kingdom with each of their own strength.
Is demonic magician's path really that detestable?
Dina didn't think that way after she had walked on this path for a period of ti.
She knew very well that many people who walked on this path ca here because they thought that they could do anything they wanted as long as they had power. Many of them committed cris and eventually be chased by the law enforcers.
Well…
Dina had watched so many of the demonic magicians using their own tricks to conveniently trick other people and commit cris.
But she honestly didn't think much about them.
Because it was also true that demonic magicians were using their own negative emotions to drive up their own strength.
And…
It was also the best thod for revenge.
Because for so people who were oppressed by others in their entire life and having no talent, the demonic magicians' path could be said to be their way out.
Their only thod to enact revenge on their own.
As for the price they had to pay?
It was a small matter for many of them.
Perhaps so people would like to scold them for not cherishing their lives, but for so people already on the dead end, this is the only way.
Dina herself was clearly not at the end of the rope.
She knew that very well.
But she also knew that her only options would be to live in diocrity for the rest of her life or to fight hard and bet with everything.
Dina didn't want to live in diocre manner.
Perhaps so people would think that she was foolish and that her actions would only lead to her downfall.
But Dina herself didn't care that much.
Because she knew very well that she has a dream that she wished to fulfill.
A dream and goal that she would not hesitate to pursue with all of her strength and life even if it ant that her life would never be smooth sailing.
That's why she kept on working hard.
Dina was not like Peter who cared about the people behind him and the situation on the Green Planet as a whole.
Her heart was not big enough to contain so many people's emotion and state.
What she wanted to pursue from the beginning until the very end was to step forward and live an exciting life.
Even if she had to die for it, then she would be wiling to do so.
This is why when she found out that Peter was also on the Green Planet and that the two of them were actually transmigrators to Afirer Kingdom, she didn't take the initiative to step forward and co closer to him anymore.
Because Dina didn't think that it was necessary.
They have lived a completely different life and even if their lives did intersect at so points, it was no longer possible.
Was there any regret?
Dina didn't know.
But there were so many failed romance stories in the world. Just adding another one of hers would not make any difference.
She knew that so people knew about their affairs but never asked it.
Because this is their private matters.
And from now own, their paths would never intersect anymore.
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