Ezekihel’s Point Of View
’Stupid, irritating, idiot. How could he be so fucking care free? Ignorance is not always bliss... dumbass...’
"Ezekihel... you really didn’t act rational in there at all. Should we talk about it? You seem to want soone to kill you... why?" yhymn asked.
He had taken back to his room and chained to his bed.
’New cushy life, he said... but I’m still a fucking prisoner.... how is this any different? Stupid, dumbass, idiot...’
He had gotten too comfortable with his luxurious life, I wanted to see him crumble with despair. Say whatever you want, but his high horse was too high if you asked . He was still educated in the art of seduction like the rest of us, he just got to choose his firsts. The rest of us didn’t have a choice.
"Ezekihel...?"
"What?! I don’t want to talk about it. Nothing makes sense anymore... he’s lived too good of a life and has forgotten where he ca from. My fears are not so easily forgotten..." I replied.
I could feel the tears threatening to spill over any mont. I was absolutely terrified, and it felt ridiculous that I was the only one feeling this way. Danhiel didn’t offer a bad lifestyle, but it wasn’t perfect either. Even still, it was better than my life in the facility. How could life with this singular Alpha be better? He didn’t even listen to , or defend . He wouldn’t even take my side with anything. He was useless when it counted and I was beginning to feel exceptionally alone.
"What is it that you are so afraid of? I’m not saying I’d go on a killing spree, I won’t even keep you here if you want to be set free, but I will help you live the life that you want to. I’ll give you a new identity move you to your own place in another city. If you want to sell yourself that’s fine too, Maihzdin has the highest paid Ogas. Just tell what you want, E..." yhymn said.
It was comical, he actually seed to care. He seed to genuinely want to do anything for that I wanted. The problem was I had no way of knowing what I should do. All my life soone had made every decision for , so it was unreasonable to assu I’d know anything about living on my own.
"I can’t actually read yhymn. I know a few words, and my numbers but I can’t read. Unlike Daize Oga Zine, we are ripped from our mothers before we even know what mothers are. I don’t even rember her face. I didn’t have a nurturing upbringing like Tristan. We were sectioned off by weakest to strongest ogas. All we were taught from age 10 to 16 was pain, servitude, and sexual pleasure. So I have no idea how to live for myself. I don’t even know what it ans to live in this world. I wouldn’t even know where to start. That sounds more terrifying than going back to the facility. At least I know what awaits there!" I yelled, the tears finally falling.
"What would happen if you were taken back to Kai right now?" He asked.
"Haah... it depends on how they marked . If I was presud dead, they’d confine for 4 days. Ask questions, and I’d probably be chained to the director’s bed for those 4 days. If I’m deed a Runaway, they’d confine for 2 months. One week I would service the director, the next Danhiel, the 3rd week would be a person of Danhiel’s choosing.... but the last 5 weeks.... I would be subjected to the Disciplining Penance Suite. Where the Alphas of the facility can have their way with day and night. They can bring a friend, use drugs, weapons, etc. It’s an ’Anything Goes’ kind of room..." I replied with a shudder.
"Why didn’t you just say that? Those guys aren’t heartless, y’know..."
"You think that blissful idiot would understand? What hardships has he even faced!?" I sobbed angrily.
"You may not see it as suffering, but Tristan has been through a lot too you know. I’ve seen the files, and those files probably only tell half the story. They beat him regularly, subjected him to nurous daily tests. He would need to ejaculate liters each week, he was sexually abused before his heats had even started. They used his sperm to impregnate an Oga and now he has a child he knew nothing about. They killed his mother and let her die in his arms to teach him a lesson. He’s known pain and hardship Ezekihel... just because it’s not the sa pain as yours, it doesn’t an he suffered any less than you did..." yhymn said, scooping up and sitting down on his bed with in his lap.
I couldn’t believe my ears. None of that made sense. They said he remained pure his entire life in the facility. Not to ntion he was the Golden Goose of Delgaide... Why would they treat him harshly when then needed him so badly? How could they allow that to happen? And why kill the Oga who birthed him? By all accounts, she should have been treated like royalty. They should have secured her wellbeing above all others. I could do nothing but stare at him in open shock.
"It seems you didn’t know... Hm... like I said he’s has a tough life. From what I know, after they killed his mother he escaped with his siblings. He was afraid of having to give birth to children from n he didn’t know, not only that but the success rate for male Oga pregnancies are extrely low..." yhymn sighed.
"But why would they treat him so harshly when they needed him?" I asked, confused.
"Honestly from what the guys say, Tristan didn’t know the full truth of his DNA he just assud he was a specially crafted Oga, much like his siblings. I’m told the director told him the truth when he found Tristan working at a club. The way he delivered the ssage was "detestable beyond words" and it sent Ferdinand over the edge. He tortured and killed that man for the suffering he wrought upon Tristan..." yhymn replied.
"Great... now I feel like an asshole... I’d like to apologize to him when I can... I had no idea. I don’t think Kai knows either. Hell I don’t think anyone knows. There is a process to follow for any Ogas born with the infallible geno. Their mothers are placed on a much higher pedestal for one thing, and the perfect Oga is given an education and comfortable lifestyle... no wonder he ran away, he wasn’t treated accordingly... haaah... what idiots...." I groaned.
I just couldn’t believe it, he was taught to service an Alpha before his heat activated. He wasn’t told why he was being treated differently, he wasn’t given a better life after the test results revealed his genetic makeup. Everything was just wrong. I was feeling more and more like the idiot.
He had cried when I told him he lived a good life. At the ti I didn’t quite understand why, but it all made sense now. He really had had a shitty life like he said. I had no right to berate him like I did, he was probably more hurt over it than he let on...
"Will you let take care of you, and provide for you? I’ll try not to make you upset, and I’ll try to give you space when you need it. I can’t guarantee I can fuck you every night, but I can help you ejaculate every night. If you want to leave, I won’t stop you. I will say however, I might go with you. You’ll worry sick otherwise..." yhymn said.
His eyes were glowing fiercely. I felt like he was compelling to say yes, as if my next breath should be given to by this man. I had never relied on soone in my life, and now that I was being told to, it felt more terrifying than any punishnt the facility could dish out to .
I swallowed dryly looking into his bright blue eyes. I just couldn’t understand why he cared so much. It felt unnatural, it felt weird and foreign to . He didn’t want anything from , he just wanted to provide what he could for .
"Why? Why do you care so much? Why ? Won’t you just find another helpless Oga and drag it ho too?" I asked.
He chuckled and wiped my tears, giving a helpless smile. It was adorable. It was unfair. He was playing dirty, I already felt like shit. Now here he was laying on his cuteness heavily.
"I’m not asking you to be my mate, you skittish kitty. I’m just asking you to let take care of you. And if I do bring ho another skittish kitty, you just be sure to teach it how to pleasure you if I have to work longer hours, okay?" He replied chuckling.
I could only stare in complete shock. He was totally serious, and I was completely speechless. I couldn’t deny my jealousy at the fact that he didn’t just say "I’d never bring ho another kitten." But I also couldn’t get upset, because he had basically implied that he’d bring one ho to keep company, and not for his sexual gratification...
’Seriously... This guy is so fucking embarrassing... What do I do...?’
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