I can just barely hear my door open up; forcing to wake up.
As I look towards the door I can see Airi standing there with her lantern in her hand. A calm look on her face as she stares at .
"Are you ready for to teach you about the light that dwells within you?" Airi asks with excitent in her voice.
I give her a nod before getting out of bed.
"It’ll be even better if this can help out with awakening my power," I respond while stretching.
I follow her out of my room and into the main hall where all the seats have been moved. I can see a white board in front of , with a bunch of stuff already written on it.
It isn’t really worth trying to read it without the proper context.
I take a seat in one of the old chairs that are laying around the room. The sa look of excitent is still on her face as she begins to point towards the board.
"I’ll begin to tell you about the light now," Airi says with a smile on her face.
A couple of hours go by and I think I’ve finally learned quite a bit about the light.
The light within a human is the main reason we can even awaken in the first place... but it isn’t always stable which is why so people turn into zierel.
There is a problem with the light flowing within though; my body is constantly fighting against the infection which is causing pain.
Pain that I can’t just ignore.
Good thing I made a nice list of things to describe everything she taught today. I’ll make sure to keep this notebook handy in case I ever forget anything.
(Authors way to say it’ll be more detailed in an auxiliary Chapter.)
"There is still a lot for to teach you but I don’t want to overwhelm you either," Airi speaks loud enough for to hear.
"I definitely think I learned a lot today. This alone is a big deal for since it will help understand my body a bit better," I reply calmly.
"It is good that you are taking this quite well," Airi says with relief in her voice.
Learning isn’t my favorite thing to do, but I can handle it when it cos to Airi. She is the main person I need to help with everything.
Tess couldn’t teach how to awaken... Or I guess she did try to help . Her power is still a lot different from the light bearer so it wouldn’t matter.
I still think it was the right decision to leave her back at the courtyard.
I’m sure Alice is upset that I disappeared so I don’t want Tess to cause her anymore grief. Especially if Alice knows about her power since it could be quite helpful to them.
Being able to see into the future a bit is a extrely useful power to be gifted with.
"Anyway I need to rest a bit, feel free to relax for a bit," Airi speaks once more before leaving the room.
I watch as she leaves the room, taking in everything she taught today.
My notebook definitely has quite a bit of notes down now which is helpful. Sothing about this room feels off today though, I’m just not sure what it is.
It almost feels like soone is watching from sowhere within the room.
I don’t think anyone else is inside of the church though so it is probably just my mind playing tricks on . It does happen quite often with everything I’ve been through.
I’d like to believe that it is so sort of trauma that I can’t get away from.
Constantly feeling like sothing is going to erge from the shadows to kill ... That feeling is the worst. I’d kill whatever it is, if I need to.
I got up from my chair and went into my room after moving past the lingering thoughts.
It feels peaceful in this room so I can actually relax without any worry or stress. This is where I spend most of my ti right now, at least until I can hunt the zierel.
The silence is sothing I’m slowly getting used to nowadays.
Airi doesn’t really make much noise when she sleeps... It just seems to be who makes the most noise in this place. The nightmares just bring it out of without much effort.
Watching my family die over and over again just isn’t great. It is a horrific sight that I can’t get rid of....
"Wouldn’t it be nice to get rid of the mory." The voice speaks up with a nonchalant tone.
I don’t really know if it is good for to get rid of the mory altogether either. That mory is all I have left of them now... Even if it isn’t the best mory.
I’ll get past it on my own one day.
"Doesn’t hurt to offer at least," she says with disappointnt.
I also don’t understand how I can understand you or respond like I do. All of this is a pain in the ass to deal with out of nowhere all the ti.
But I do appreciate the offer to get rid of the mory... Just I need it to go away naturally instead. I’ll get better with it as ti goes on anyway.
Humans just function that way.
The voice doesn’t speak after that and I sit silently in the room for awhile before laying back down on my bed.
Looking up at the ceiling I can hear the screams of my sister as I lay here powerless.
They’ll never be able to co back.
But I can make sure that I accomplish my goals; Mom would be proud to see wipe them all out.
All of them will be proud when I wipe them out permanently.
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