~ NYSSA
The whole situation felt surreal, like I was in a simulation but I didn’t want it to end.
It was the happiest I’d ever felt, and while I was excited, a part of was fucking terrified at what that ant. More happiness ant that there was more to lose if things went to shit, and while I wasn’t hoping for that it would be stupid to assu that it wasn’t my norm.
"This is different," Aria drawled. She leaned against the doorway to my office, her hands crossed over her chest. "You looked happier when you ca in. Did Rowan say sothing to you?"
"No!" I yelled, shaking my head. "He’s.... perfect, this isn’t about him."
She raised a brow in amusent. "Perfect isn’t the word I’d use to describe my brother, but judging by the way you sll, I’m not going to ask more questions."
My cheeks burned bright. "We need to evolve to turn off our scents because I hate the blatant lack of privacy."
She laughed loudly, the sound echoing off the walls. "If you get mated, it won’t be that obvious. Your scents naturally intertwine. Sure, it could be more than usual, but it’ll beco part of your scent. I won’t be able to tell when exactly you... have extracurricular activities."
I realized that this was the perfect opportunity. "Thankfully, you won’t have to worry about that soon enough."
"I..." she trailed off, brows knitting as she stared at slowly. It took her a long minute to understand, and when she did, her eyes widened to the point of saucers. "Are you fucking with ? Does he know?"
I nodded, unable to hide my grin. "I told him yesterday."
"Well fuck!" she swore, her lips splitting into a wide smile. "I’m so fucking excited, partly for him, but mostly for you, Nyssa! We’re going to be sisters!"
She pulled into a fierce hug, and I realized in that mont that I hadn’t felt such warmth and connection in such a long ti. It’d been so long since I felt so accepted that for a mont, all the fears and worries were push aside.
She pulled back suddenly with a gasp. "We need to start planning your ceremony. Goddess above, the next full moon is in a week and there is so much to be done."
I blinked twice, watching as she mumbled to herself, all the while pacing the length of the room. She looked like a completely different person, her brows knitting in concentration as she started listing things off her hands.
"I’m a bit lost here," I murmured, watching her closely. "What does the ceremony have to do with a full moon?"
She stopped in her tracks, turning to with an incredulous expression. "Sotis I forget that you didn’t grow up here. Lycan mating ceremonies have to happen under a full moon. I don’t know why, but it’s just the way it is."
I nodded slowly. "Does it have to be a big thing? Because he’s the king?"
"Not at all," she said and I let out a sigh of relief. However, it was too soon because she spoke again. "That will be the coronation."
I went still, turning to her with wide eyes. "The what?"
"Coronation," she repeated. "You’re going to be Queen. There’s an entire ceremony for that. Typically it happens after the mating ceremony, but there’s no fixed tiline. You’ll be unofficially Queen once you’re mated, but to make it official, there has to be a ceremony. Other Alpha’s are invited. It’s a large occasion."
I swallowed the knot that ford in my throat, dragging my sweaty palms down my side. She made it sound so simple, but the very thought of standing in front of all those people sent shivers down my spine, and not the good kind.
"It’ll be fine, I promise," she assured with a soft smile. "Rowan will be with you the entire ti."
"That’s not what I’m worried about."
She cocked her head to the side. "Then what are you worried about?"
I opened my mouth to speak but no words would co out.
How could I tell her that I was worried about everything? About it coming together and slipping from my hands in the very sa breath? About getting so attached and losing it all and not knowing where else to go?
"I’m just nervous," I lied instead, shooting her a sheepish smile.
She frowned, obviously not buying my excuse. "Nyssa—"
"I should get back to work." I turned away from her before she could say anything else. "Maybe after you can tell all about lycan mating ceremonies."
"Okay," she murmured, watching carefully for a long minute before walking out of the room.
She shut the door gently behind her, and it was only when it closed that I let out a deep breath. I buried my face in my hands, trying to calm my racing heart.
Realistically, I knew there was nothing to fear, and yet... I couldn’t help but worry. It was ingrained in my system—the unease. I couldn’t push it away even if I tried.
My phone buzzed beside and I grabbed it without looking, imdiately assuming it was Rowan. I wouldn’t put it past Aria to tell him that I was nervous, and knowing Rowan, he would stress about it.
"I’m fine, I swear, there’s nothing to worry about."
"Well it’s good to know."
I went deathly still when I realized that it wasn’t Rowan’s voice. I glanced at the caller ID but it was just an unknown number.
"I think you have a wrong number," I mumbled.
"No, Nyssa, I don’t. I know exactly who I called, and I know exactly who you are."
My heart pounded furiously in my chest, my palms growing sweaty. "Who are you and what the hell do you want?"
"I don’t want any trouble. Hell, you could ask to fuck off and I will. I’m just a concerned citizen and I want to offer you answers."
"Answers to what?"
"Your parents. I know you went to their ho recently, I know you took so things from the house. I’m guessing you know the truth by now. I can tell you—"
"Fuck off!" I hissed, ending the call instantly.
I’d put my parents behind , I’d be damned if I let so strange bastard bring it back up again.
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