"Have you decided how you're going to die?"
Kael found it difficult to describe such a feeling.
It wasn't that Kael was particularly sad right now, but he involuntarily recalled his first eting with Anderson. In that tiered classroom, the forlorn Anderson was still very young. As he walked into the classroom and was seen by his classmates, he silently shed tears at the door.
It was only later that Kael learned about Anderson's experiences at ho.
After all, in the context of the grand era, it was rely so frosty tribulations, but when it ca to individuals, it felt like a bone-chilling wind trying to freeze a person stiff.
Later, Kael originally wanted to have a good talk with his student about this matter, but he felt that ultimately these things needed to be overco by oneself. As a teacher, he only needed to give silent support and care to his student, without the necessity of saying sothing forcibly.
Saying anything could instead be too sentintal.
In the end, he was left with just the words "Don't lose composure in tis of frustration."
However, Anderson seed to really take it to heart, and even later foolishly followed in his footsteps.
Sotis looking back, it always felt like he was doing sothing unnecessary.
In fact, at that ti in the classroom, when Anderson asked about the secret of resurrection, Kael thought, is such thinking what a student who has only recently embarked on the path of magic should have?
He always disliked setting down nearly impossible long-term goals casually and preferred setting small goals that could be achieved through effort in the short term, beginning with not liking this kind of behavior.
Or rather, usually, the inherently reserved him would not express his deepest thoughts.
Lies are armor for self-protection; you must learn to wrap yourself in layers of lies to ensure your vulnerabilities aren't exposed or easily exploited.
Before gaining strength, every choice he made could result in quite undesirable outcos, which was related to his situation at the ti. After all, his life was full of crises from the start.
This constant sense of crisis left Kael with only limited energy to focus on the present.
As for the future, he would deal with it once he managed to survive.
At that ti, he thought, isn't this guy lacking self-awareness? He had seen countless people who set unrealistic long-term goals early on in his past life.
Most people end up with a rough conclusion; no one cares about your initial dreams, and others might even laugh behind your back, watching your dreams fade, hiding in the shadows to quietly die as you go from being sharp-edged to having all edges worn down.
It's such a trashy reality, and it's the sa everywhere.
Therefore, he actually knew that at that ti he didn't think highly of Anderson. Yet he sohow couldn't forget that scene, and as a result, he still ended up bringing this unrealistic drear onto his boat.
It's not really feeling sorry for him either.
Sympathy is the most useless emotion because simply having it won't change anything.
The problem always remains there, and if you don't solve it, at most you are just closing your eyes and pretending to be blind. But pretending to be blind also can't make the problem go away.
He just felt that for a mont, it seed like he saw himself in his youthful pri. For a brief period, he was once like that too.
Later... he could never see that version of himself again.
So if possible, he didn't want Anderson to lose here.
But suddenly one day, that dumb student stood dumbfounded in front of him, pulling a long face, seemingly a bit sad.
In truth, you never expected him to beco the Great Sage Equalling Heaven, as the situation of this guy is incomparable with that monkey from Shuilian Cave.
If all else fails, just be a Zhu Bajie, and when being lazy and unable to defeat the monsters, cry out, "Senior Master, save ."
Then he could step on a rainbow cloud and co killing all the way from afar, striking down those wolves, tigers, and leopards with nowhere to hide.
That would be quite nice.
But he didn't; he couldn't even be Zhu Bajie because Kael never heard a call for help.
For heaven's sake, even if it were a cat he had raised for many years, he would find a way to rescue it when it called for help. So why didn't he speak up?
Whether it was the stubborn heart that remained or sothing else, for a long ti, he couldn't find this guy.
Then one day, while secretly eating ginseng fruit, he accidentally found skeletons under the Ginseng Fruit Tree, among them seeing the fool who aspired to pursue immortality.
At this mont, he finally understood that it wasn't a matter of not wanting to speak up; he was simply buried under the Ginseng Fruit Tree but was lucky enough to take a bite of the ginseng fruit and tasted what the power of immortality was before choosing to close his mouth actively.
He realized he would likely be unable to defeat Immortal Zhenyuan, the Ancestor of Earth Immortals.
But Kael was still angry.
For God's sake, stop being stupid, okay?!
Their target is Kael, whether he's there or not, all the enemies will ultimately stand before him. Where is your place to worry for ?
First, honestly love yourself and find every way possible to survive, alright?!
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