Chapter 39. I endured a lot (4)
A sudden, unforeseen event.
Bern’s life was like that, and Bern’s death was like that. That was how life began as a Kalyan, and even now, everything cos suddenly and without warning.
In fact, it might be different for anyone else in the world, but Kalian was confident. I was suddenly invited to an unexpected life that could not be compared to anyone else, and everything about my life was sudden.
So wouldn’t it be okay to suddenly call soone out once in a while? Even if you dare to find it on your own at least once, wouldn’t you co and pretend you can’t win? That’s what I thought. It was a vague and unfounded belief in the thoughtful Sispanian.
But this ti too, it was Kalian who laughed at the sudden result.
“It’s always up to to be surprised.”
When the common door opened and Kalian saw an unfamiliar shadow inside the now completely familiar interior, he said this without realizing it.
There was no answer back.
Since he was waiting for an answer and didn’t say anything, Calian first bowed his head to show respect.
“I et the most great Sispanian.”
It was aid at a black cat sitting gracefully on the axis of ti that no one can still approach.
Perhaps because I had already experienced a similar experience once, although it looked different, the feeling of greeting a cat without any sense of life was not that unfamiliar to .
The cat, whose entire body seed to be sparkling with black light, looked at Calian with its red eyes that seed to have been carved from the most beautiful rubies in the land. Calian’s mouth drew a long line as he looked into those eyes.
‘It’s a cat.’
I knew the aning of the black butterfly, but this ti, why is it a cat?
I couldn’t figure out why.
Therefore, Calian stood still for a mont, looking at the haughty black cat, whose color, behavior, and mood were completely different from Lucy, who would co closer and crouch at people’s feet whenever she saw a person.
I couldn’t estimate it.
The black butterfly ant death, but the black cat ant nothing.
I knew that Alan often referred to Calian as a black cat with red eyes. However, it was just a nickna given by Alan when he recognized Calian with his hidden claws, and it had no other significant aning.
“I was wondering if this would also be welcod.”
Sispanian, who seed to understand Calian’s intentions, gave a quiet answer. It was a sound that was difficult to tell from which direction it was coming from.
“I’m not sure what the black cat ans.”
Calian asked again, wondering if there was another aning that could only be conveyed to Kairis.
The cat blinked its big eyes once slowly.
An answer was once again heard from an unknown direction.
“As you know.”
Calian slowly blinked his red eyes, following the cat.
As we know, the black cat had no particular aning. So, I was wondering whether I would welco the sight of a aningless black cat the sa way I did the day I saw the black butterfly.
“…… ah.”
Calian, who needed a mont to interpret it, looked for soone without saying a word.
……First King Hatsuara.
Of course, I ca first.
I ca here first because I had sothing to ask, but I am regretting eting you.
I can understand everything my brother says, but I can’t get used to Sispanian’s rambling speaking style.
So, Hatsuara.
Is it true that you had a conversation while fully understanding what that person was saying? Did you two have a proper conversation before that?
If you can stop by, please give an honest answer. I feel like I’m going through a bit of a similar struggle as you. Because of the short speech gene that seems to be more powerful than blessings.
“I ca here, so how could I not be happy?”
Of course, I couldn’t express my long complaint against Hatsuara in words, so a very normal answer ca out of my mouth.
Could it be that the ancient dragon misses soone who can welco him no matter what he looks like? Isn’t it because there is no one person who would welco no matter what I look like, so I co to you in this strange appearance and ask questions that are difficult to understand? This thought that suddenly occurred to was also put aside.
If Calian’s thoughts were correct, he thought it would be too harsh.
The one who curses forgetfulness has found the one who is cursing not being forgotten.
“furthermore.”
Soon, Calian added one word, organizing the thoughts that were not going away and pushing them away.
“No matter what form you take, your essence is the sa. To , which form is different?”
Whether it is a black butterfly, a black cat, a black dragon that we have not seen yet, or the image of a woman that we have always seen. It’s all Sispanian, but I can’t tell whether it’s aningful or not and whether it’s welco or not…
Ah.
I finally understood.
Calian, who finally understood Sispanian’s aning thanks to the thoughts that blood again, slightly lowered his head.
“thank you.”
Sispanian.
A truly thoughtful Sispanian.
I think you heard the voice of soone losing what was inside them again today.
He said that to let us know that it doesn’t matter how you look on the outside or the aning that leaves behind people’s lips for a long ti, but it’s just what’s on the inside that matters. You ca looking like that for that purpose.
You ca looking aningless.
“You always teach .”
The cat’s red eyes moved slowly again. Calian, who felt that it was like a smile, smiled back.
“You seem to have a lot on your mind today as well.”
“It is a path that I have co to at the end of my thoughts, so I have no choice but to continue on.”
“okay.”
The cat blad it and landed on the floor with a light movent.
I thought that the tips of the paws coming together resembled Lucy’s movent, so I looked down for a mont, and the black cat with its hind paws touching the ground was imdiately surrounded by a cloud of light.
Just like the black butterfly once did, this ti a small universe gathered around the black cat with red eyes. Before long, the cat’s shadow grew longer, creating a familiar appearance.
As I was watching the round tip of the cat’s paw change into the tip of a thin shoe, I suddenly heard a voice right next to . Compared to the first ti we t, the second ti we t, the voice and tone felt a little friendlier today than the second ti we t.
Strangely enough, it was the kind of thing that reminded of Chase.
“Please stop thinking of being forgotten as too sad. It’s sad not to be able to forget, but if you consider being forgotten as sad, it’s hard to fully understand what’s more sad. Why don’t you just consider it a little unfair?”
The red eyes that said those words looked just like Calian’s and looked just as sad, so Calian could not say anything and only gave a short answer.
“yes.”
It was because I couldn’t say I was sad when Goryong, who was still trying to understand himself, said that he was sad because he missed it. It was because I couldn’t co up with any words of comfort while looking into those red eyes that clearly still missed the person who had left.
“I will.”
I was comforted by that human aspect that showed that I was not alone in this sad world. Although he didn’t an to do it, Calian found it comforting. Although this was not the path I sought for comfort, I found comfort this ti.
Finally, laughter cos out.
“Talk to . I will listen.”
Sispanian, who had looked directly into Calian’s mind the previous two tis and answered what he didn’t say, was this ti asking Calian to speak first.
Calian nodded slightly and asked a question.
Sispanian heard that question and let out a small laugh.
“How strange.”
After a while, Sispanian opened his mouth like this, and his eyes turned to Calian.
“You look like him.”
Instead of answering, Sispanian first conveyed these sentints to Calian, who actually had no relationship with Hatsuara.
He said he resembles Hatsuara.
“What is it similar to?”
Calian, who was embarrassed to hear that I resembled the founder of the next country instead of an ancestor whose na I didn’t know, asked an unexpected question about what that ant and whether it was a complint or not.
“It’s as if there is no reason.”
It wasn’t a complint.
* * *
I had no intention of finding out about Kalian’s every move.
– They say they are talking with the 1st Prince at Chermil Palace.
But Reric said this.
It seed like he had relayed the ssage out of concern that Calian and Randel’s presence together might harm Plantz, but Plantz was not at all curious.
– sorry. Prince Calian ca to Heysia and was late as he had to stay for a while.
Moreover, after drinking another drink, I heard this story.
It was through Needlen, who had decided to help the two vice-corps commanders with their work starting tomorrow.
Since Calian probably wasn’t visiting secretly anyway, Needlen’s remarks were not sothing to be taken lightly. The problem was that I wasn’t curious, but the person who said it wasn’t at fault.
okay.
I definitely wasn’t curious.
My crazy younger brother, who didn’t know what he was thinking, ca up with a grand plan to stab Serenti in the back, t Randel, and went to Heysia Palace.
“…… under.”
How on earth could you not be curious after hearing that?
This ti, they are trying to et Sispanian to cause so kind of accident again.
After thinking that far, Planz let out a short sigh, turned the last page of the docunt he was looking at, and put it down.
– Grumbling,
Plantz stood up, pushing the chair away with a light sound. Arsene, who had been setting aside work to hand over to her starting tomorrow after sending Needlen out, raised his head and asked.
“Where are you going, Vice Commander Prince?”
“There’s nothing to do.”
At those words, Arsene looked out the window.
The sun hasn’t even set yet.
I’ve done my job, so I’m going.
Wizard, you either work overti or not.
Arsene tried to shake off the feeling that these words were being heard, and quickly opened his mouth.
“I am asking where the vice commander, the prince, is going.”
Plantz, who would normally have answered the question on his own, turned his head and looked at Arsene.
Plantz’s mouth opened as he looked down at Arsene with the sa eyes he would give to a living being that he did not want to give more aning to than just breathing in the sa space.
“To get my little brother.”
After covering Arsene’s mouth with words he would never hear in his life, Planz walked out of the office at a leisurely pace.
* * *
The rain has stopped.
It’s amazing.
I wonder if Sispanians also hate rain, so they try to stop the rain every ti they co here. After thinking about such worthless thoughts for a mont, Calian chuckled and ca out from the basent of Heysia Palace.
There was one that looked like dried, unripe tomatoes.
It’s obvious why you ca. Therefore, Calian, who was silently staring at the top of the head, which still looked green and fresh, quietly opened his mouth.
“No accidents happen.”
Plantz, who heard the words without even bothering to hide his tone of being annoyed, looked at Calian blankly without another answer. He’s a guy who can’t lie, so he either really didn’t intend to cause an accident, or he didn’t think it was an ‘accident’. Isn’t it one of the two?
“What.”
“If you know, you’re going to disturb again.”
“My brother is doing things he can’t handle.”
He doesn’t say anything. If you endure it, it will be obvious what he will say.
Unless you untie the chain on your heart, how can you beat that green guy in an argunt?
Therefore, Calian opened his mouth with a short sigh.
“Isn’t what the King of Secretia wants a healer? I am also calling him in the na of calling a healer, but what he wants anyway is to cure the disease.”
Looking at the long limbs, Plantz thought that he was definitely planning on causing an accident, so his face hardened. It was obvious what was revealed in that expression, so Calian continued speaking without stopping.
“Anyway, I think I need to have at least one advantage to prevent King Secretia from doing anything else even if he tempts the elves. So I went to see Sispanian. I want him to tell where the ‘mother tree’ of the elves is.”
Then Sispanian laughed.
Kalian, who said this, laughed brightly.
“What are you going to do when you go there?”
“I am using what I learned from the King of Secretia. Negotiations have passed, so the next step is.”
Then Sispanian started cursing .
Calian added once more, this ti smiling brightly.
The corners of Planz’s eyes narrowed.
I knew full well that he would be so excited to finally get the answer he wanted from Sispanian to find out where the mother tree of the elves was.
“What are you planning to do when you visit the guardian spirit of the elves?”
Kalian, who was properly carrying out his role as the ‘crazy younger brother’ in the crazy sibling relationship, turned towards Plants, who was looking at him with distrustful eyes and asking, and calmly answered.
If negotiation is not possible, then go next.
“Wood generally burns easily.”
Planz closed his eyes for a mont and opened them.
I imdiately knew what Calian was thinking.
The crazy guy is planning to use that blue wizard again.
If negotiation doesn’t seem possible, then.
Threat.
It must have been an attempt to threaten the elves.
It was clear that he had planned to use the Mother Tree as a hostage to send well-packaged Lucy poop to the King of Secretia.
“iced coffee.”
Plantz, who had figured out Calian’s plan, grinned and made a sound of understanding. Unbelievably, it ant that he had no intention of stopping this ti.
The rainy sky burned red.
Planz glanced at it and opened his mouth as he looked into Calian’s equally red eyes.
“It’ll be a good ride.”
LeMaine, who has crazy, unruly sons, either hold back or not.
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