The air in our tannery-turned-ho felt like a broth that had been reheated too many tis—thick, foul, and inescapable.
The ammonia stink from the curing process mixed with the scent of bodies never truly clean, creating a unique perfu of poverty.
Four days since I'd started my ga with Hector.
I sat cross-legged in the darkest corner, back against the damp wooden wall, while my fingers chanically cleaned a scrap of raw hide I'd bought with our last coins.
The work was rough and stank, but it gave us a reason to be here. A poor family trying to survive by taking on nial work—that was our story if anyone asked.
The hide in my hands felt slick and greasy, its raw texture reminding of things I didn't want to think about. I focused on the repetitive motions of my hands: scrape, pull, turn. A soothing rhythm amidst the swirling storm of my thoughts.
"You've been staring at that hide too long."
Mother's voice broke the silence. She stood by our small stove, stirring sothing in a rusted pot.
The faint firelight reflected the lines of exhaustion on her face, but her eyes were still sharp.
"Judging its quality," I replied, not looking up from my work. "Different patterns of decay. This one's from an old cow, died not from slaughter but sickness. See the brittle connective tissue."
Mother stopped stirring. "And what use is that knowledge?"
"To know what we're dealing with." I finally looked at her. "Everything has a story, Mother. Even a piece of animal skin. And that story determines its value."
She sighed, a sound full of a thousand anings. "Sotis the way you look at the world worries , Mateo. As if everything is just a puzzle piece to be arranged, not a living, breathing thing."
"It's how to survive," I said, returning to my work. "Emotion is a luxury."
"Emotion is the reason we survive," she countered, her voice low but firm. "If not for feeling, for love, then what is any of this for?"
I didn't answer imdiately. Across the room, Eleanor stirred from her fitful nap. She sat up slowly, the rough blanket hanging from her small shoulders like a king's tattered robe.
"Brother?" Her voice was hoarse.
"Here, El."
She blinked, adjusting to the dim light. "I dread about Fantasma again. He said... he said he was cold."
Isabella, sitting near the burlap-sack-covered window, turned. "It's just a dream, sweetheart. Fantasma is fine."
"But how do we know?" Eleanor whined, and in her voice was a tremor of genuine fear that made sothing in my chest tighten. "We left him. We just left."
"We had to," Mother said, moving to hug her. "But we'll go back soday. And Fantasma will be waiting for you."
Eleanor looked at , her large eyes asking for confirmation. "Really, Mateo?"
Two lifetis, decades of experience, and I still didn't know how to answer a child's simple question honestly without breaking her heart.
"We'll do our best to go back," I said, which was the most truth I could give.
She nodded, accepting the answer with a trust that made feel like a fraud.
***
Night fell quickly in San Marcos. We relied on an old kerosene lantern whose fla flickered like a sick man's pulse.
Shadows danced on the walls, taking strange, sotis frightening shapes.
I put away the hide I'd been working on, stacking it neatly as a true craftsman would. Every detail mattered. Our identities now depended on consistency.
"Isabella," I called as she helped Mother clean up from our simple dinner—a sort of cornal porridge with bits of salted fish. "How are your preparations for class tomorrow?"
She snapped her fingers, a nervous habit left over from the past. "I've morized my story. Maria Flores, father was a teacher who died of yellow fever, mother sews for a living, little brother..." She glanced at . "A little brother who's quiet from the trauma of seeing his father die."
"Good." I nodded. "Trauma explains my silence and gives reason to avoid questions."
"Do we have to pretend our father is dead?" Eleanor asked in a small voice.
A pause. Then Mother said, "No, sweetheart. That's just a story for others. For us, Father is still alive." She pressed a hand to her chest.
But we knew the truth—Father was likely dead. Or worse, captured and tortured by ndez. That thought hung between us like an invisible blade.
"What matters," I said, breaking the tension, "is that we're consistent. I'll accompany you tomorrow but stay in the background. I need to observe the staff, security, who cos and goes."
"For what?" Isabella asked.
"To understand what value they prize. The ADF sells dreams—education, progress, democracy. But behind that, they gather information, recruit local assets. If we know what they're looking for, we can provide... or sell it."
Mother set her spoon down with a slight clatter. "We're talking about betraying our own country."
"What country, Mother?" My voice ca out sharper than I intended. "The Venez Republic we knew is gone. All that's left is ndez and his n. And foreign powers picking at the scraps like vultures."
"Harsh language, Mateo."
"True language." I stood, feeling suddenly claustrophobic in the small space. "We tried being good. We tried being honorable victims. Look where it got us. In a stinking tannery, with Eleanor shivering and money nearly gone."
Eleanor looked back and forth between us, her eyes shiny with unshed tears.
"Mateo," Mother warned, her eyes cautioning .
I took a deep breath. "I'm sorry. But the fact remains. We need leverage. Information is the only currency we have now."
"And Hector? The Brittonian driver?" Isabella asked, skillfully shifting the conversation.
"I'm eting him tomorrow morning for more information." I walked to the window, peeking through a gap in the burlap. The street outside was quiet, lit only by a full moon that looked pale through the harbor mist.
"He's scared, but fear makes him predictable. As long as we hold his debt, he'll cooperate."
"And after we get the information we want?" Mother asked, her voice flat. "What do we do with him?"
I didn't answer imdiately. Outside, a cat slunk past with ghost-like movents, its yellow eyes shining for a mont before vanishing into darkness.
"We'll pay his debt," I finally said. "As promised."
"And if he decides to report to his employer afterwards?"
"We'll make sure he has reason not to. If necessary..."
Mother stood, facing fully. "That sounds like a threat."
"It's insurance," I corrected, though we both knew the difference was thin. "In this world, Mother, goodness without strength is foolishness. We tried being good. Now we need to be strong."
A tense silence hung between us. Isabella hugged Eleanor tighter.
The lantern shadows danced more wildly on the walls, as if reflecting the turmoil in the room.
"I didn't raise you to be like this," Mother whispered, her voice suddenly sounding very tired.
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"You raised to survive," I countered. "And that's what I'm doing."
She nodded slowly, then turned back to the stove. Conversation over. But the residue lingered in the air, sharper than the ammonia.
***
The next morning, San Marcos awoke to the blare of ship horns and the shouts of dockworkers. Morning fog hung low, draping the city in a dampness that felt like wet cloth on the skin.
I left the warehouse before dawn, disguised as Alejandro the blind street urchin.
A dirty bandage wrapped around my eyes, a wooden stick tapping the cobblestones with a constant rhythm. Different body language, different way of moving—every detail mattered.
I waited for Hector at our agreed spot, a small coffee stall near the bird market. The rich scent of roasting coffee mixed with the sll of bird droppings and damp straw.
He arrived five minutes late, face pale and eyes bagged like soone who hadn't slept all night.
"Alejandro?" he whispered, voice raspy.
I nodded without a word, then turned and began walking, my stick tapping the ground. He followed, his steps heavy and uneven.
We walked in silence for ten minutes, until we reached an abandoned warehouse on the harbor's edge. I'd scouted this place yesterday—empty, with only rats and pigeons for company.
Once inside, I removed the bandage. Hector frowned at my intact eyes.
"You're not blind," he said, his tone sowhere between surprise and anger.
"Perception is everything, Señor Hector," I replied, my voice different now—smoother, more educated. "What people believe is more important than the truth."
He shook his head but didn't comnt further. "I brought what you asked. The delivery schedule for the next two weeks." He held out a folded piece of paper.
I took it, unfolding it carefully. The schedule was detailed—tis, locations, cargo descriptions, even recipient nas. So nas I recognized as local businessn with Brittonian ties.
"Good," I murmured, folding the paper and tucking it into my inner shirt pocket. "And the special crate you ntioned? The one with the Brittonian railway company padlock?"
Hector chewed his lower lip. "That cos every Friday. From the stear 'Star of Cornwall'. Usually picked up by a man with a thick mustache, a Brittonian himself, not a local. He cos in a closed carriage."
"Describe him."
"Tall, maybe six feet, blonde hair going grey, always wears a grey suit. He speaks Spanish with a heavy accent. Oh, and..." Hector hesitated.
"And?"
"He has a strange habit. Before the crate is loaded onto his carriage, he always walks around it three tis, as if checking sothing. And he never touches it directly—always wears leather gloves."
Interesting. Ritual indicated sothing valuable or dangerous. Or both.
"You observe well," I praised, and saw a bit of color return to his face. Even in situations like this, acknowledgnt still mattered.
"I... I want my debt cleared," he said, his voice breaking. "My children... they ask why we don't eat at anymore. Why their sister can't have new shoes."
His words cut deeper than I'd expected. I looked into his eyes—not the eyes of a traitor or a cheat, but a father caught in a vise.
"I'll keep my promise," I said, my voice softer than I intended. "Three more pieces of information, and your IOU will be returned. Plus two hundred Bolívars for your trouble."
He nodded, his eyes glistening. "What will you do with this information? You're not police. Not ndez's spy either—they wouldn't work with children."
"I'm not a child," I answered, and for a mont, I let the mask slip, letting him see the agelessness in my eyes that didn't belong on a boy's face.
He frowned, confused, but didn't press. Maybe he thought it was just an impression.
"Next piece of information," I said, bringing the conversation back to business. "The ADF man who ets with the warehouse foreman. You said you saw them exchange sothing."
"Yes. Last week. I was delivering a crate of docunts to the sa warehouse, and when I arrived, the ADF man was just leaving. They shook hands, but I saw... sothing pass between them. Small. Maybe a key? Or a coin?"
"Describe the ADF man again. More detail."
Hector closed his eyes, concentrating. "Middle-aged. Black hair with grey at the temples. White shirt, always crisp. The scar on his chin—like a small letter V. He walks a certain way... like this."
Hector demonstrated—a confident stride, shoulders back, head slightly tilted. "Like a teacher or a preacher. And his eyes... his eyes are too calm."
I morized the description. "Na?"
"Don't know. But I heard the foreman call him 'Don Miguel'."
Not an Arican na. Maybe a local staffer employed by the ADF, or an alias.
"Alright." I nodded. "The next eting with this ADF man. You'll tell beforehand. Can you do that?"
Hector nodded, then suddenly his eyes widened. "They... they won't know I told you, will they? I have children—"
"They won't know," I cut him off. "As long as you do exactly as I say. And rember, Mr. Li is still waiting."
Fear returned to his face, banishing the brief sadness. I felt disgust at myself, but pushed it away. Not now.
"Get back to your work," I said. "I'll contact you in three days."
He left in a hurried walk, leaving alone once more in the dark, dusty warehouse.
***
That afternoon, I accompanied Isabella to the ADF Store. This ti, I wasn't blind Alejandro, but Juan, Maria's quiet, shy younger brother.
Our clothes were slightly neater—still simple, but clean and carefully ironed by Mother using an old charcoal iron borrowed from a neighbor in the next warehouse. Small details built credibility.
The Store looked different in daylight. Sunlight stread through large windows, illuminating dancing dust motes.
The clacking of typewriters sounded like giant insects, mixed with low murmurs of conversation in Spanish and English.
Señora Alba greeted us with a wide smile. "Maria! And Juan! So glad you ca."
Isabella—now Maria—smiled shyly, performing perfectly. "Thank you for inviting us, Señora. This is my brother, Juan."
I nodded, making no eye contact, fists clenched at my sides like a nervous boy.
"Juan, no need to be afraid," Alba said in a patronizing tone. "Here we are all friends. Would you like to learn to read too?"
I shook my head, then hid behind Isabella in a well-rehearsed movent.
"Sorry, Señora," Isabella said in a plaintive voice. "He... since our father died, he doesn't speak much."
Alba nodded with what looked like genuine sympathy. "Oh, you poor children. But here, you'll find a new family. Co, let show you to the class."
As they walked, I followed behind, my eyes constantly observing. I counted doors (four, plus one in back), staff (three Aricans visible, five locals), and security (one old guard at the door, seemingly unard).
More interesting were the people coming and going. So looked like local businessn—good clothes, watch chains, overconfident air. Others looked like students or intellectuals—books under arms, glasses, curious expressions.
And then I saw him.
Middle-aged man, black hair with grey at the temples, walking with the confident stride Hector described. The small V-shaped scar on his chin. Don Miguel.
He wore no uniform or anything identifying him as ADF staff. Instead, he was dressed like a successful Venezian businessman—light linen suit, tie, polished shoes.
But there was sothing about how he moved, how the Arican staff nodded to him with a certain respect, that revealed his status.
He stopped to speak with one of the Arican staffers, a blonde woman with glasses.
Their conversation was low and brief, but I saw her hand him a small envelope. He accepted it with a nod, tucked it into his inner jacket pocket, then left calmly.
A smooth transaction. Efficient. Professional.
I looked away before he noticed my observation, pretending to be a boy interested in the large poster on the wall depicting the Statue of Liberty.
"Juan," Isabella called, "do you like this picture?"
I nodded, staying silent.
Don Miguel passed us, and for a mont, those "too calm" eyes t mine. It was just a flicker—a quick, impersonal assessnt—before he continued to the exit.
But in that instant, I felt sothing. Sharp intelligence. Alertness hidden beneath the surface calm.
This man wasn't just a local staffer. He was an operator, like . Just with bigger resources and a different agenda.
***
The English class lasted an hour. Isabella sat in the front row, paying close attention, occasionally repeating words with a deliberately imperfect but understandable accent. I sat in the back, remained silent, kept observing.
After class, Señora Alba approached Isabella with a form. "Maria, dear, since you can already read and write well, perhaps you'd be interested in... further opportunities? We sotis need assistants to translate docunts. Paid, of course."
Isabella perford the perfect hesitation. "I... I don't know, Señora. I have to look after my brother..."
"You can bring him. He can sit quietly, can't he?" Alba smiled at . I nodded, maintaining the pretense.
"And the pay?" Isabella asked with calculated shyness.
"Five Bolívars a week. Enough to help your mother."
Isabella appeared to think, then nodded. "I'll ask my mother."
"Good! Co back tomorrow with an answer." Alba patted her shoulder. "You're a clever girl, Maria. A bright future awaits you here."
When we stepped out into the quieting afternoon street, Isabella took a deep breath. "Five reales a week. That's... almost nothing."
"It's not about the money," I whispered, still in character as quiet Juan until we turned down a deserted alley. "It's about access. What docunts need translating? From and for whom?"
"You think they'd trust with sensitive information?"
"They'll test you first. Unimportant docunts. But if you pass that test..." I didn't need to finish the sentence.
We walked in silence for a bit. Then Isabella said, her voice almost too soft to hear, "Don Miguel. I saw him too. He made ... uncomfortable."
"Why?"
"He smiled at Señora Alba, but his eyes stayed cold. Like dead fish." She shuddered. "People like that are dangerous."
"He's the key," I said. "The man who ets the Brittonian foreman and receives envelopes from ADF staff. He's the connector."
"A connector for what?"
"That's what we need to find out."
***
That night in the warehouse, while Eleanor slept fitfully with a pitiful little cough, I sat with my updated ntal map. In the dusty dirt, I drew a diagram with a stick.
In the center: Don Miguel. Branch left: Brittonia (via warehouse foreman). Branch right: ADF (via staff woman). Below: Hector. Above: Us.
Isabella watched . "You think he works for both?"
"Or he works for himself," I replied. "An information broker. He takes from both sides and sells to the highest bidder." I studied the diagram. "That's smart. And it ans he has sothing both sides want."
"So what do we do?"
I looked at her face illuminated by lantern light—still young, still beautiful despite deprivation, still filled with a goodness not yet fully eroded by circumstance.
"We wait," I said. "We gather more information. We learn their patterns. And when the ti is right..." I pointed at the diagram. "We beco the third player at this table."
"And Hector? That poor man?"
I stopped my stick. "He'll be paid. His debt cleared."
"And then?"
"Then we hope he's wise enough to stay quiet."
Isabella looked at for a long mont. "Mateo, sotis I feel like I don't know you anymore."
Her words hurt more than a slap. But I just nodded. "We've all changed, Bella. The ocean doesn't ask permission before moving the ship; the storm doesn't apologize for tearing the sails. We're just adjusting."
"Or we drown," she whispered.
"Or we drown," I confird.
Silence hung between us, filled only by the sound of Eleanor's uneven breathing and the distant sea.
I looked at the diagram in the dirt, the lines and connections representing the dangerous ga we were playing.
In another world, another life, this might have been like a theory exercise—an intriguing mind ga. Here, it was a wager with our lives.
And amidst all the calculations, all the plans, all the strategy, one simple truth kept haunting : Every step we took was taking us further from the people we used to be.
Every decision we made was changing us into sothing darker, harder, more suited to this age of iron and steam.
I wiped away the diagram with my palm, erasing the evidence of our ga. But in my mind, the lines remained, etched deeper than I cared to admit.
A ship might not control the ocean, I thought. But it can learn to read the currents, harness the winds, and find a way through the storms.
And that's what we would do.
We would find a way.
Or we would drown.
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