The moon reflects the snow, the flow of light and shadow, two people stand opposite.
There's no need to cover it up.
He Yan's eyes fell on the drink autumn sword in her hand. At this mont, she found that the sword was so heavy that she could hardly hold it when she held it now.
"When did you know that?" She spoke softly.
"He Wanru's nanny has been found by ." Xiao Jue replied.
He Yan suddenly looked up at him.
He was as calm as ever, as he was saying, but it was a trivial matter. Her heart filled with thousands of complex emotions, sour, flustered, nervous, and finally turned into a sigh of relief.
"Yan he didn't an to cheat ," he said
But why to cheat, even her own, can not say a reason to be accepted.
Xiao Jue bent down to pick up the sword which had been broken into two pieces on the ground. Just now, the long sword in his hand was chopped into two by Heyan's Yinqiu.
He Yan looked at his action quietly, and when he bent down to stand up, he said, "you already know everything?"
"Almost." Xiao Jue's eyes were clear and light, "you are Xu Zhiheng's dead wife, and he Rufei wearing a mask."
When the word "dead wife" was uttered, he Yan's heart was severely shocked. It seed that the secret he most wanted to be found was exposed, showing so confusion for no reason. She had the courage to move forward all her life, and she was not afraid to face thousands of troops in the battlefield. Only when she faced the man in front of her, at this mont, she had a heart of retreat.
But she couldn't run away. She had to face it when she was found out. Whether it's the past full of conspiracy and calculation, or the future without seeing the way ahead.
"Yes," He Yan said, "I am He Yan and he Rufei, your classmate."
Xiao Jue's eyes moved slightly. After a mont, he asked, "why did you beco the daughter of the Chengn captain?"
"If you have found mother Qin, you should have known how I died." He Yan grinned bitterly and looked not far away from the tree. The ice was hanging on the tree like drops of tears, hanging in clusters on the top of the tree. "After I die, I will wake up again, and it will be the" Heyan "now."
"Maybe God looked at pitifully and gave another chance," He Yan shrugged. "Even if I said it, no one would believe it. Maybe soone would think I was talking nonsense. But now that you have found , I think you have believed it. "
"Why do you want to exchange identities with he Rufei?"
He Yan was stunned for a mont. His eyes were always bright. At the mont, he was as confused as a layer of fog.
"Xiao Jue, no one can decide his own destiny when he is born. It's the sa with . As long as I can rember, I've been "he Rufei." She said slowly, "I only know that my elder brother won't live long. If I don't beco" he Rufei ", the title of he family will be taken back. Therefore, I must live in the na of" he Rufei "and live my life like this."
"But at that ti, I was too young to submit to this fate, so I left the Hejia family and went to Fuyue army to earn military achievents and get a reward. What's more, I didn't expect that my elder brother, who was dood to die early, was not dead, even in good health. So when I returned to Beijing, everything would go to you. It's good for him to be like he Rufei and I to be He Yan. "
There is nothing bad about this. Although at that ti, I felt that there were so grievances, but this is the best outco that can be thought of. No matter he Rufei or Heyan, he can retreat completely.
He Yan raised her head slightly, as if to force the tears back. She said with a smile: "he Rufei is a famous general of Feihong. Miss He Er is just a sick seedling with poor health. When she is old, she can find a good match for herself by virtue of his na. The matter is over here."
"It's just that they're afraid that I'll show clues and drag down the whole family. They don't trust . So, after that, they'll take my life." He Yan self mocking smile, "this should, is also God's punishnt to ."
Those who resist fate will be killed by fate. If she was still obediently doing "he Rufei" in the he family, and did not go to the battlefield, did not fight for military rit, and was not a general of Feihong, maybe when ti ca, she and he Rufei would return to their positions again, and they would not lose their lives.
But
If soone asked, if the ti can go back, she can have a chance to choose again, will she still leave the he family? He Yan thought, she should still be able to. It is because she has embarked on a road quite different from the established destiny that she will find that the vastness and vastness of the world, the fireworks and customs, are quite different from those hidden in the four houses.
"Your eyes..."
"It was his family who made them blind." He Yan interrupted his words, "but they probably didn't expect that I could live well without eyes. It's all thanks to you." She said with a smile, "I rember what you said to at the back of Yuhua temple that day. Even if I am blind, I will be the most different one among the blind. "Xiao Jue breathed slightly.
What he said did not hurt Heyan. If he Yan was blind, he might be able to save his life after losing the threat to his family. It was because she refused to accept her life that she made the family uneasy again and took her life.
"Xiao Jue, you must not bla yourself." He Yan seed to see what he thought in his heart, "I don't regret my choice at that ti. If I didn't et you, I would not even have the courage to live. As early as the mid autumn festival night in Yuhua temple, there would have been no such person as Heyan. "
The fate is cruel, but the fate is also mysterious. Every seemingly casual choice makes an unpredictable result. Now she has beco hesui's daughter. She is no longer a blind man. Her old friends appear in front of her one by one. It is hard to say whether she is more regretful or more fortunate.
"I am Heyan, and I am he Rufei, too." She smiles, "when I woke up, I bumped into the recruit camp of liangzhouwei by mistake, and told you that it is not a fake to want to make contributions, because only by standing at the sa height as he Ruo, can he expose his lies. My life does not matter, but because of , he Rufei killed many innocent people, which is unforgivable. If you owe , I'll get it myself
"Now I am the Marquis of Wu'an, and I have the ability to fight against him. And that's what I'm going to do next. I'm sorry, Xiao Jue. I didn't an to deceive you. It's just that so things are ridiculous. Maybe I'm timid and don't know how to face you. "
"You've been lying to ." He said.
He Yan fingers slightly curled up, took a deep breath, "sorry."
"Do you like ? Are you lying to ?" He asked.
He Yan suddenly raised his head. He stood in the wind, upright and upright, as if in the past, but it seems to be back to the original, never touch the distance.
"No
Xiao Jue looked at her indifferently.
"I didn't lie to you." He Yan stopped and swallowed the sour feeling in his throat. Then he continued: "when he was doing he Rufei in the Xianchang hall, you took care of a lot. You gave dicine and taught how to use swordsmanship. You have always protected when I was a Heyan. "
"You always show up when I am in danger, Xiao Jue. I used to like you, and now I like you more."
Once sothing is said, it seems that all the worries are gone. He Yan's heart is very clear, Xiao Jue is a person who hates betrayal and cheating, which is related to the accident of Xiao family. So when she was in liangzhouwei, she would be so sensitive when she pretended to be a man. But now, she hides a bigger secret to be exposed. For Xiao Jue, from the beginning of eting with herself, it is a complete lie.
She has no right to ask Xiao Jue to forgive her.
"I'm not the real miss Huda," she said with a smile of artificial ease. "It's not my wish to involve you. Originally, I just wanted to make contributions in Liangzhou Weili and be your right-hand general. I didn't expect that you and I would co to this step. You and I are married by your majesty. We can't resist, but But... " She looked at Xiao Jue, "you don't have to worry about this marriage. You can only regard us as a cooperative relationship. If you have a girl you like in the future, I will explain with her that you and I are just playing gas. When the ti cos, it doesn't matter if you want to terminate the engagent or terminate . "
Xiao Jue's eyes suddenly cold, slowly asked: "did you leave?"
He Yan pretended to be indifferent and sighed, "in fact, it's aningless to get married, really. Although Yan Nanguang is so happy, you think there are many advantages in getting married. I've married a man myself. If I talk about it, I'll be happier before I get married. Maybe I'm more suitable for a person. Two marriages are so bad, "she joked." when you quit , I'll finish all my gratitude and hatred, and then I'll ride all over the world. It's better to live an ordinary woman's life in this house. It's not very good. It's just a pity for you, "she seems to be really worried about Xiao Jue." it's a good thing. It's just that you're married. "
Xiao Jue said coldly: "He Yan."
"Don't look so angry." He Yan said with a smile: "it's who should be sad. It's easy to cheat a marriage, but now it's exposed. Fortunately, I am a very broad-minded person. I always want to open everything. Once today is over, you and I will be ordinary classmates. Xiao Jue, "she said seriously, word by word," thank you, whether it was in the past or now. "
She had a relaxed smile and seed indifferent, like a heartless teenager in Liangzhou Wei. However, only he Yan knew that when he said this, every word was like a knife cutting flesh in his heart.
She likes a person so much and has experienced a lot with this person. Xiao Jue gives her warmth and treasure that she has never had before. She thinks that she has caught the moon, but actually she just catches the reflection of the moon under the water. Now that she wakes up, she should return to her own road.
Love must not give birth to greed, if there is no greed, perhaps now the ti of separation, will not be so sad.
He Yan raised a big smile, thought about it, and reached out to Xiao Jue, "here, this is your drink autumn, now the things are back to their original owners."Youth did not move, beautiful eyes coagulate her, surging with He Yan can not understand the mood. The next mont, he strode forward, Heyan will drink the autumn hand to him back in the past.
He didn't take the sword.
That hand grabbed Heyan's arm and gently pulled her into his arms.
He Yan is surprised, looks cold under the black robe, originally is incomparably warm embrace. Like the bravest general, with the softest heart.
"Xiao Jue, you..."
He Yan leaned in his arms and could hear each other's clear and powerful heartbeat. It was more intense than ever, as if it showed the unknown feelings of the youth. She raised her head and saw Xiao Jue's chin. He held Heyan's waist with one hand and pressed Heyan's head on his chest, as if comforting or afraid of her escaping from the confinent.
"I'm sorry."
"What?"
The young man's voice was subdued, hoarse and deep, "there is no first ti to recognize you."
For a mont, Heyan's eyes were moist.
For a long ti, it was like she walked alone in the dark night for a long ti. No one found her existence, and no one cared about her sadness and joy. No one apologized, no one cheered, happy or sad, the beginning or the end, are her own story.
Until one day, soone found her.
The only person in the world is her light, the source of all her splendor.
"Hello," she wanted to make the atmosphere relaxed, "Xiao Huaijin, I'll be reluctant to part with you like this."
He hugged Heyan more tightly and whispered in her ear: "I missed you twice."
"This ti, it won't be missed again."
He Yan was shocked.
She broke away from Xiao Jue's arms and looked at him in surprise, "I'm not miss Heda, I'm Heyan."
"I know."
"I cheated you, from my last life to now."
"I know."
"I've been married." She seems to be hard to say, "Xiao Jue, even so, are you the sa as before?"
She doesn't think that married people are inferior to others. There are so many divorced won in the world, and those who have been abandoned are no worse than others. They are just unlucky, or they have chosen a wrong marriage, which does not hinder their right to happiness.
But it turns out that people in the face of the people they really like, even if they are fairies, will secretly worry about whether they are in line with each other. Joy makes people timid, timidity makes people humble, not to ntion She received so little love that she could hardly be sure.
Under the night, the youth's eyes are like the autumn water, fading all the indifference and ridicule, warm inconceivable.
Xiao Jue smile: "how so not confident, even if married, in my eyes, you are just a girl."
He leaned slightly and looked into her eyes.
"What about general Feihong? I'm only here for Heyan."
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