Rebirth and Second Chances Chapter 109: Decision Made

Talk of destiny and inevitability only increased the pressure of this decision and the repercussions of making the wrong decision more frightening. The choices before was more daunting than anything I had ever faced, even more so than those decisions I made when reincarnating. At least when I was making those choices, my decisions only affected Caraid and I. Here, my choice would have repercussions that would decide the fate of an entire Universe.

How fucked up was that?

One person making a decision that would impact countless lives, races, and worlds.

It seed idiotic to that S-Pri would need to use this type of chanic to change a Universal paradigm. What if I was a complete asshole? Granted, my Karmic balance would suggest that wasn't the case. But when you were faced with a decision that could screw over the Gods themselves, then things have gone entirely too far off the rails.

That was my biggest fear. I didn't think I was an asshole. But I was aware enough of my foibles to admit I had a bit of a 'hero' complex, and as my discussion with Gwyn had pointed out, I had real issues that dealt with my personality and character.

I was too human. Too prone to imperfection.

I thought I was better than others because I believed myself smarter. Pride in that intelligence was my greatest failing before I reincarnated. Now? With my new abilities? With Status nus that quantified that intelligence, that allowed to use level ups to increase that stat? I was afraid that those shortcomings of my personality were going to influence my choice.

Beleros reminded .

Cyronax concluded.

Danu agreed.

I would never understand what those seeking world domination were motivated by. It was hard enough to make decisions for myself. Adding Vassals, House mbers, and staff only exacerbated those decisions. Making decisions for an entire populace was insane. This entire process was idiotic. S-Pri must have glitches if it thought I was the best person to usher in a new age for Earth.

Honestly, I knew I wasn't anyone special. I could only hope that S-Pri had factored in so variable that I wasn't aware of. So hidden quality to my personality that would allow to make choices that would give Earth and her people a decent starting point once the process was triggered.

"Will I be able to speak with you once this is done?" I asked Danu; Beleros and Cyronax by extension.