Chapter 68
[If you are a player (2)]
After the End of the Century Destruction, the Republic of Korea lost so areas to monsters and left others in ruins.
Thirty years have passed since then, and despite the inauguration of the Fairy Woman, the neglected areas have remained largely unchanged. There is talk of retaking occupied territory and rebuilding shattered cities, but for now, just defending the existing territory is enough.
Its about ti.
Eunha brought Euna to a building in an area that had been neglected by the governnt.
The slightest movent stirred up the dust on the floor. If you looked down at the floor, you could still see their shoe prints.
They both drew on their mana to keep the dust from entering their respiratory systems.
How did you know her, Eunha?
Weve been friends since we t in Happiness.
It was difficult to recover if unnecessary topics were brought up.
Eunha scratched his cheek.
He wasnt lying. Eunha had t Shin Seo-young at Mount Bukhansan, but he hadnt gotten to know her since lunch at Happiness.
As it was, he avoided the questions he couldnt answer and waited for her to arrive.
Shes coming.
Ah.
It wasnt long before the flow of mana was observed.
Euna, who had gotten better at deploying her sensing net, also recognized an abnormal flow.
A wind was blowing. Inside a building that couldnt be called windy.
And.
Eunas mouth dropped open as she watched the winds from different directions intertwine in the middle of the room.
It was a simple yet thodical technique.
On the surface, it looked like anyone could do it.
But Euna knew how hard it was to imagine the shape of the wind. It was only with the support of her imagination that the rituals ca together and beca truly magical.
Greatwow.
The only ti Euna knew of Shin Seo-youngs power was when she unleashed the magic she had constructed in the party hall.
It was the first ti she had witnessed the reason why she was called
Im sorry. Youve been waiting a while, havent you?
Ive been waiting a long ti, not just a little.
Youre really impatient, arent you?
Seoyoung Shin stepped out of the wind. She swept her hair behind her ear and pouted her lips when she saw Eunha, who was giving her a big smile.
Hello?
Oh, hello!
Euna quickly bent her upper body at a right angle in greeting. Since shed gotten a glimpse of Shin Seo-young, shed wanted to learn more magic.
Ive introduced myself before, but Im Shin Seoyoung. Dont call
Xin Feng or whatever, just call
Sister Seo-young.
Yes, Seo-young!
Okay.
Shin Seo-young looked at the sparkling Euna and suppressed a smile inside.
Shed been caught.
This was all according to plan.
In fact, she didnt even need to use magic to appear. She just wanted to show Euna, her future pupil, a side of herself as a teacher, and she wanted to stimulate Eunas mind.
Of course, Eunha was unimpressed by her appearance. In fact, when he realized her intentions, he gave her a cold shoulder.
Seo-young wasnt disappointed by Eunhas reaction.
Her target today was Euna.
Lets show her a little more, shall we?
Theres too much dust in here. Let
air it out a bit.
She waved her hand lightly.
At that mont, the ripples that spread out from under her palm beca wind, blowing away the dust on the floor.
Wow!
Euna exclaid, as expected,
Oh, I wish I had one of these in my house.
Eunha marveled in a different sense.
Eunha you.
What? Why?
Eunha smiled widely, like an innocent child.
He has beco more playful since the last ti she saw him, more playful indeed.
It was as if she was dealing with an indifferent person.
Noona, did you bring it?
I brought it as you asked.
Eunha didnt pay attention to her tongue-in-cheek reaction. Sighing, she reached into her belt pouch.
What she handed him was a small gemstone.
Eunha looked it over, then walked over to the window to hold it up to the light. The sunlight streaming through the tall building was enough to see its condition.
It was fine.
The gemstone had a smooth cross-section. It was an eighth-ranked gemstone, the highest grade, with not a single flaw in sight.
Sis, I told you before, being a player is dangerous.
Yes.
Euna replied with a determined face, but she had already heard the explanation before she ca here.
But if you want to beco a Player, Im not against it anymore. Im not against it, but Im going to test you to see if you can beco one.
Eunha imbued the small gemstone with mana.
It was only a small amount of mana.
But mana has a way of attracting mana. Even though it was only a small amount of mana, the mana dissolved in the air began to flow around the stone.
Noona Seoyoung, please.
Sure.
Eunha tossed the gemstone onto the floor, and as if it had been waiting for this mont, the mana rushed in.
Seo-young imdiately ford a barrier around the entire floor.
Seo-young, wheres the player device?
Its here.
Here, sister.
Seo-young pulled out the player device, which was a knife that a child could wield.
Eunha checked the device for any problems and handed it to Euna.
Yeah.
It was her first ti holding the device. She ran her hand over the sharpened blade.
It was cold. Very cold.
A knife without a hint of warmth. She knew what she had to do with it.
Ill begin.
The stage was already set.
Eunha pointed to the monster that was born from omnipresence.
Huh?
The monster shook off the mana on its body and looked around.
Euna, who had been carefully holding her sword, made eye contact with the monster and panicked.
It was a blue squirrel the size of her palm.
Porori, an eighth-ranked monster. Thats your enemy.
Eunha said calmly.
Euna couldnt understand anymore.
This is a monster?
She thought monsters were dangerous beings that hard people.
The monsters she faced as a child and the monsters at the Dawn Departnt Store were like that.
But this monster was so small and cute.
It was hard to think that they could harm people.
Dont let your guard down.
Eunhas advice fell on deaf ears.
Porori cautiously approached, her tiny head cocked.
Are you going to hit ?
Her round eyes seed to ask just that.
Hes so cute!
I wanted to run over and hug him right then and there, and rub his face.
By the ti I thought about it, I had already given Porori full access.
Huh?
Pororis head popped up, and she opened her mouth with a toothy grin.
Poro..ri?
Where did a head that could swallow one whole co from such a small body?
It was a sudden and unexpected turn of events.
There was no ti to think.
Im going to die.
Thats why I told you not to let your guard down.
If Eunha hadnt kicked Porori, her head would have been ripped off.
Eighth-tier monster, Porori. A monster that catches its opponents off guard with its cute behavior and then shoves anything into its mouth.
Ah.
Suddenly, she rembered what Eunha had told her earlier.
Humans and monsters could not coexist.
Monsters born of omnipresence kill humans for mana.
Dont judge by appearances. If youre a player, you shouldnt hesitate against monsters. Its you, sister, who dies.
If youre a player, you exist to kill monsters.
But just a mont before, she had thought that maybe there were monsters that were harmless.
Her complacency was her undoing.
Monsters were monsters. Monsters and humans could not coexist.
Still, still.
She looked down at the knife on the floor. She hesitated when she looked up and saw Porori standing guard, keeping her distance.
She was supposed tokill him?
Porori was now frightened and running away as soon as he made eye contact. After realizing that the entire floor was surrounded by barriers, the monster cowered in the corner.
It looked like a frightened puppy. I wanted to run over and reassure it that it was okay.
Even if Porori recognized it as a monster, she felt resistance to killing such a small creature.
Ah.
It was a knife.
Even if it was a device, it was still a weapon that could kill.
From the mont I realized it, my hand trembled as I held the knife.
Suddenly, she rembered the incident at the departnt store at dawn. Even then, she had failed to kill the man, even when she could have.
This ti, she must.
Shed made a promise to Eunha. If she wanted to be a player, she had to at least be able to kill monsters.
Still, it was better than before.
Monsters, not people.
Can you do it?
Eunha asked her, barely able to hold her sword.
Euna nodded, even if it was forced.
I still want to be a player.
I never wanted to be a player from the beginning.
That day, I watched Eunha run to face the Kraken alone.
That day, listening to stories of him taking down goblins to save his friends.
That day, watching him sleep in his hospital bed.
That day, watching Julieta being taken away by the n, feeling helpless.
That day, I watched Bruno turn one hellish mont around in an instant.
Its not wrong to be weak.
Its not wrong to be left behind.
Its not wrong to be protected.
But she didnt want to stand by and watch helplessly.
She didnt want to let her beloved brother do it all alone. She wanted to be the one who could stand beside him.
She needed strength to defend the people she loved. She wanted to be the one who could protect them.
So, so.
Euna tightened her grip on the knife.
The trembling didnt stop.
But she had to get through it.
Hes scary, really.
Seo-young, who had lunch with Eunha every month, knew how important his sister was to him.
So it was surprising.
The way he treated her so coldly.
What? Did I get sothing on my face?
Eunha asked without taking his eyes off Euna, who was struggling with Porori
Youre more composed than I thought.
I have no reason to be composed.
She realized now that Eunha was suppressing the urge to kill Porori right now. If she touched him in the slightest, his mana would explode with the power to harm people.
But we have to do this.
Because players are dangerous?
Eunha nodded steadily.
Players didnt kill monsters that threatened humanity.
Players were the most greedy, selfish, and self-serving of all.
She was well aware of the fate of those who entered the Academy with a sense of righteousness to beco defenders of humanity.
So gave up along the way.
So resigned themselves to reality.
So would eventually be culled.
Only a small percentage of players would go on to beco defenders of humanity.
Which one am I?
It occurred to her, and she smiled bitterly.
She was the one who had adapted to reality. Wearing the mask of a defender of humanity.
I need her to be just my sister, so I dont want her to be a player.
For the umpteenth ti.
Even when she could have killed Porori, Euna didnt dare to swing her sword.
It was the reason for this long, tedious battle.
But if she wants to be a player, I have to help her beco the player she wants to be.
Is that what youre doing, making a child whos still in elentary school kill monsters?
Seoyoung was dumbfounded.
Normal humans have a resistance to killing creatures.
Even the Player Academy doesnt do crazy things like ask new students to kill monsters.
Yes, this was crazy. Now hes doing the crazy thing of asking you to kill monsters if you want to be a player.
Ah, this kids mind is ssed up.
What were you thinking just now?
Oh, nothing. I just thought maybe youre too sensitive. I dont think its too late for you to enter the academy.
I originally wanted to tell you to kill people, but I decided to lower it to monsters because I didnt want to hear that Im a crazy person.
I have to pretend I didnt hear that.
Seoyoung didnt reply. She felt like if she did, she would find out just how crazy this world was.
There are two reasons for this test: I want her to give up, and I want her to realize that saving soone is no different than killing soone.
Seo-Young couldnt agree more.
Saving soone ans killing soone.
At least in the players world. Sotis players had to sacrifice soone to save soone, and sotis they could only save soone by killing soone.
And the other reason?
The other one is if my sister is going to be a player, I want her to be a strong player, so at least she wont have anything bad happen to her.
Seoyoung couldnt agree more.
The world of players was ruled by the logic of strength.
It was wrong to be weak. You had to kill before you were killed.
It was wrong to be left behind. It was wrong to be culled before being culled.
It was wrong to be protected. It was wrong to betray before you were betrayed.
She had suffered unspeakable indignities to get to this point.
Those who caused that tragedy are no longer here.
If shed had unrivaled power from the start, she might not have had to go through such a difficult ti. Maybe I wouldnt have gone through the painful and complicated emotions.
No, wait.
She looked down at Eunha.
How did this child know about the players world?
Above all, it seed like he was warning against trusting anyone. Not to entrust ones heart to anyone.
If youre a player, you should at least be able to kill monsters.
Thats the ideal players life.
Players are human beings after all, and they cant help but trust soone.
To completely deny that notion.
Is it because hes still young?
Or is it because he had so experiences at that age that led him to such thoughts?
Seoyoung wanted to believe it was the forr.
Euna had 14 chances to kill Porori.
And it wasnt until number 15 that she was able to cut off the monsters breathing.
Amidst the ruins, even though they had engaged in such a fierce battle, there was no trace to be found.
Just a thud, with the sound echoing through the floor as the lifeless jade stone fell.
Ah
Euna sank to the ground.
Her grip on her sword had stopped trembling.
As she stared at her bloodied hand, the sensation of slaying the monster shed been struggling with returned.
Aah.
Sothing gurgled inside her throat. She ducked down to avoid spitting it out. She clamped her hand over her mouth.
She held it in, barely.
Then a single tear slid down her cheek. She wiped it away with her bloody hand. Until blood sared across her face, which was a mixture of sweat, tears, and dust.
Well done. You did well.
Quietly, Eunha wiped the dirt from her face.
She embraced him silently, sobbing softly.
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