Long Shen stood in front of Yunyu's apartnt door. Truthfully, he didn't have any expectation of coming here. It was already a blessing if Yunyu didn't kick him out the mont he saw his face.
Long Shen took a deep breath and knocked on the door,
Knock. Knock.
"Yunyu, please open the door. I want to talk…" Long Shen said.
…
No answer, which made Long Shen frown. Bai Yunyu never forgot to answer and respond to anything that he did. It made him feel restless, scared that his bad feeling might've co true.
Long Shen knocked on the door again:
Knock. Knock.
"Yunyu, it's , Long Shen. Please open the door. I want to talk…"
…
No answer.
Feeling that his bad on might've co true, Long Shen clicked the door handle. Turned out, it was unlocked the whole ti.
Long Shen gulped as he entered the room that had been ruined. He saw the sofa had been stabbed and shredded with a knife as he walked in. He doubted that Yunyu would do sothing like this. He knew that Yunyu was a poor kid. He wouldn't destroy an expensive sofa just because he felt like it.
'Did that bastard Aaron Xu ca here before ? This must be his doing. There is no way Bai Yunyu would do sothing like this!' Long Shen thought. He continued to enter Yunyu's bedroom, and his heart skipped for a second.
He saw the wall full of sticky notes had been ruined, and all the heartfelt ssages about Yunyu's admiration to Long Shen, his adoring ideas, his sincerity, all gone.
All things that made Long Shen felt happier all had been shredded to pieces in only one night. Long Shen also saw the scattered pieces of the pink notes, which obviously contained the love that Yunyu had for him.
And now everything was gone.
Long Shen refused to believe that Yunyu was the one who did this, "This must be that bastard Aaron Xu's doing! There's no way Yunyu would do sothing like this to his own! He wrote everything that he feels about in these sticky notes. How could he desecrated it! That's just not possible!"
Long Shen was in denial, but his heart dropped when he saw an open wardrobe. The wardrobe was completely empty, with only a few pieces of dirty clothes.
"Where did he go? Why didn't he tell first?" Long Shen was again in denial. He didn't want to accept the possibility that Yunyu might have left him because he was too tired, too exhausted with his own feeling. That he had given up loving Long Shen.
Because what was a good thing that ever ca to Bai Yunyu after he fell in love? Other than pain and suffering, there was none.
Even Long Shen knew it as well, knew how much of a jerk he was to Yunyu.
Long Shen shook his head, though his heart was uneasy, he still believed that Yunyu would give him a second chance, he must be, because Long Shen was already thinking about settling down with Yunyu if it was needed.
Long Shen felt his heart was in a lot of burdens as he walked to the kitchen. He saw the kitchen was clean, with many plates and utensils they used to eat together yesterday. The mory was still crystal clear in Long Shen's mind. Because it was the first ti, he actually ate together with soone else.
He did have many dinners with actresses or higher-ups, but he called those as a business.
With Yunyu, though, it wasn't just a business because he enjoyed it.
Long Shen darted his eyes at the dining table and saw a box on the table. It attracted him imdiately because he felt that it was a ssage from Yunyu.
But at the sa ti, he was afraid if it would be sothing that would only twist his heart.
Long Shen approached the box and read the note, or more like a letter, written by soone in obviously huge emotional distress. Long Shen knew that it was written by Yunyu.
-To Long Shen, the man who is my heaven and hell,
Mr. Long Shen, by the ti you read this note, I've left the country and go sowhere far. At least far from you.
I know that you're disgusted by my love for you, but I've loved you since the day you saved from poverty and starvation, and for that, I appreciate you a lot.
I want to serve you forever. I know this ugly cannot be with you, even if I love you so much. But since you have dismissed , I know that the ti has co for to say goodbye. I truly enjoyed the ti working with you.
You're both my heaven and hell, you pulled out of poverty, but you keep abusing with your words and your heartless attitude, just because of my appearance. Mr. Long Shen, I still rember everything you said to , everything you did to . I still rember how many tis you called an ugly fucker and that I should die.
I should hate you, I know. But I cannot.
This stupid love inside my heart keeps growing every day as much as my insecurity every ti you mocked . I'm sorry for undeservingly falling for you, Mr. Long Shen.
You must've been disgusted after you found out yesterday. That's why I don't have the face to see you anymore. I will leave, so you don't have to see for the rest of your life. But let confess one more ti, this is the last ti, so please bear with it.
Mr. Long Shen, this ugly Bai Yunyu loves you… forever.
PS: Inside this box, I've put all your belongings, most of them are the clothes you gave . I never wear them, so you won't need to worry about your clothes being tainted by my ugliness.
Bai Yunyu-
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