Lu Xiuting paused for a mont, trying to say sothing, but Lu Sisi shook her head and continued, "However, I want to spend more ti with my brother.
In the future, when I have ti, I will co to see him or take him out to play."
Lu Xiuting was a bit surprised, "Huh? Why? How did your relationship with your brother suddenly..."
Lu Sisi sighed, "I was wrong before.
I was under the impression that I was the only victim in this family.
Only just now did I suddenly realize that my brother is also a victim.
The entanglent between you and dad, I really don’t care; you both are grown-ups, adults, handle your own conflicts.
But my brother and I, we can warm each other.
The warmth of familial bonds—this kind of thing, you can’t give , nor can dad.
But I suddenly discovered that my brother and I can exchange it among ourselves."
·
After returning from the Yang Family, Lu Sisi imdiately called Gui Geng and took the puppy to a pet hospital.
Vaccinations, deworming, then bought a bunch of pet food.
Having done all this, Lu Sisi took a picture of the puppy eating and sent it to her brother.
"Give it a na when you have ti."
·
Chen Yan opened his eyes.
Another new piece of mory had been consud and integrated.
He exhaled a long breath.
This ti, the digestion process took longer than the previous "Life of Ants," not just a day and night, but a full thirty hours.
He recalled the last image in his mind.
A diligent bee, while flying past the treetop, suddenly plunged into a spider web...
At this thought, Chen Yan couldn’t help but shiver.
This death experience made him feel sowhat terrifying upon reflection.
Entangled by cobwebs, watching the spider crawl towards him, wrapping him layer by layer in webbing, then his body began to feel paralyzed by so kind of toxin, finally, before he even died, starting to be consud by the spider as food...
Chen Yan exhaled, slowly stood up, and quickly took a hot shower.
Under the wash of hot water, the chill in his body was driven away, and his skin no longer had that eerie goosebumps feeling.
He ditated again in the room, using the Techniques from the God-Hosting Chapter, carefully combing through his Divine Sense and Primordial Spirit, gradually feeling everything return to tranquility.
It seed that nothing had changed, yet sothing seed to have undergone a substantial transformation!
Not cultivation, not Primordial Qi, not spells, not Divine Techniques, not the strength level of divine sense.
But rather a sense of realization, about the world, about life, about the perception and attitude towards everything...
Twenty-two-year-old Chen Yan felt as though he were an old monster who had lived several lifetis.
To people, forty ans no longer confused, fifty to understand destiny.
Simply put, when a person reaches forty years of age, they’ve essentially completed all things in this lifeti, and witnessed all birth, aging, sickness, and death, joys, and sorrows.
They have seen through everything about the world and life, hence, there is no confusion, nothing that remains unclear, having mature judgnt about everything.
Understanding destiny at fifty ans a deeper realization about the aning of life, a further enlightennt towards effort and fate.
But such a thing is absolutely impossible for a twenty-year-old.
A writer once said a sentence that is particularly reasonable: If you haven’t observed the world, what are you discussing about a worldview?
So understanding, so enlightennt, must be accumulated with age and experience.
If age hasn’t reached, and the experience hasn’t been gained, everything is rely a child’s forced sorrow for new words.
It looks as childish and laughable as a teenager lanting "I’m tired, I feel I can’t love again."
Yet now...
Although Chen Yan is only twenty-two, beneath the God-Hosting, having experienced two true life-and-death fates...
Unknowingly, his ntal Realm actually changed.
·
The next morning, Chen Yan woke up and made a phone call back ho.
When Lu Sisi answered the phone, Chen Yan could hear the faint, high-pitched sound of a puppy barking next to Lu Sisi.
"What’s that noise?"
Lu Sisi laughed over the phone and replied, "I adopted a puppy, it’s a stray from the neighborhood."
Chen Yan smiled, and then on the phone, Lu Sisi recounted the events of the past few days, finally saying to Chen Yan, "I know, mom was organizing those family gatherings because you requested it.
Chen Yan, I greatly appreciate you doing these things for , but now I’ve realized, I don’t seem to enjoy being with mom and dad as much. However, my closeness with my brother grew, so..."
Although sowhat surprised, Chen Yan imdiately said, "That’s okay, do what makes you happy, a brother is also family, since you like him, spend more ti with him. Familial bonds don’t have to be obtained solely from parents.
Lu Sisi, I just hope you’re happy."
There was a mont of silence over the phone, then the girl’s voice seed to choke slightly, quickly saying, "Co back early this ti, okay?"
"Okay."
"Be safe, don’t let yourself get exhausted or injured again."
"Okay."
"You... I’ll miss you."
"I will too."
Chen Yan said, smiling faintly, "This trip is quite important... I’m going to find soone who’s very, very important to ; if I can et her, perhaps many questions I’ve had could be answered.
If things go smoothly and answers are found, maybe I won’t have to travel so far so frequently anymore."
On the other end, Lu Sisi paused for a mont, her tone still was gentle, "I’ll be waiting for you to co ho."
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