Zheng Yanyan now couldn't tell others that she missed Zhou Yuwen, because she would start crying as soon as she opened her mouth. She silently followed behind Lu Lin, from eating to taking showers.
Dressed in a crew-neck T-shirt, still having long slender legs, but holding the bathing basin she seed like a walking corpse without any spirit.
She didn't say a word while taking the bath, and as soon as she was done, she hurried to the locker to check her phone, hoping that Zhou Yuwen would send her a ssage, only to be disappointed that there was still none.
Lu Lin asked her what was wrong.
She couldn't hold back anymore, turned around and hugged Lu Lin, sobbing in her embrace.
At this mont, Lu Lin suddenly felt a bit of soft-heartedness, thinking, wasn't Zhou Yuwen being a bit too heartless...
Zheng Yanyan cried again after the bath, her eyes red, evoking a sense of pity; back in the dorm, she still didn't say a word.
Everyone could see that Zheng Yanyan was in a strange mood, Shen Yu curiously asked Lu Lin, "What's with her?"
"Nothing," Lu Lin replied indifferently.
That evening, Zheng Yanyan sneakily checked Zhou Yuwen's social dia again, but unfortunately, his Monts were locked, leaving her no choice but to look through their chat history.
She never deleted her chat history with Zhou Yuwen, thinking that soday she could use it to make a video for their anniversary or their wedding.
The history of their conversations from their first acquaintance to their romance was recorded in those chats.
Sotis when Zheng Yanyan stayed in the dorm, she would send Zhou Yuwen so flirty texts at night, like, "Babe, I can't wait to get intimate with you."
"I really want to kiss you (kiss)"
"Do you want to kiss (kiss)"
"Damn, there are so many mosquitoes in Jinling, my neck is all bitten up [picture]"
After the breakup, Zheng Yanyan found that even the usual complaints beca precious to her.
Whether in the chat history or the photos treasured in the album, Zhou Yuwen's responses always seed lukewarm, even in photos where she was being goofy on her own and he wouldn't even look at the cara, just showing his profile.
Yet, for Zheng Yanyan, all of that felt so endearing.
The word Zhou Yuwen said the most was "Oh."
That actually made Zheng Yanyan very angry.
So she would respond with "Nope."
Then Zhou Yuwen would reply, "Huh?"
Now reading these, Zheng Yanyan couldn't help but laugh under her covers.
The first night after the breakup was the hardest. Zheng Yanyan could be stubborn for a while, but she couldn't keep it up forever; in the deep of the night, alone with only her pillow, sleep was elusive.
Zhou Yuwen's profile picture on Zheng Yanyan's phone seed colder than ever.
Even though she knew Zhou Yuwen's social dia wasn't public, Zheng Yanyan couldn't help but keep opening it to check.
Unintentionally.
She hit "poke."
Zheng Yanyan imdiately beca flustered.
But unexpectedly.
Zhou Yuwen replied.
"?"
That was sothing Zheng Yanyan hadn't expected, but it also brought a little grievance, a little surprise.
She really missed Zhou Yuwen.
But when chatting with Zhou Yuwen again, she pretended to be aloof, "Aren't you sleeping?"
"I'm out."
Actually, Lu Lin had secretly inford Zhou Yuwen about Zheng Yanyan's current state, suggesting that Zhou Yuwen should at least try to persuade Yanyan.
"She's too pitiful."
Zhou Yuwen didn't particularly care, as he had made his intentions clear, rely wanting so ti to cool off, not an actual breakup.
During this ti, if Zheng Yanyan wanted to chat, Zhou Yuwen would respond.
Not to ntion chatting, even if it were sleeping, Zhou Yuwen wouldn't mind.
But Zheng Yanyan was being stubborn.
"What are you doing outside?" Now, even chatting with Zhou Yuwen made Zheng Yanyan feel happy.
Zhou Yuwen said he was out dining with Liu Shuo.
"He's dating Lv Hui," said Zhou Yuwen, and took a photo to send to Zheng Yanyan.
The three of them were at a barbecue restaurant, Lv Hui and Liu Shuo sitting together, Lv Hui still sporting that deadpan look, while Liu Shuo seed quite happy.
Hearing that Liu Shuo was dating, Zheng Yanyan felt a surge of happiness and couldn't help but send a ssage, "Our little brother is dating and you didn't tell ?"
Zhou Yuwen felt sowhat awkward reading her ssage, not sure how to reply.
Plus, with Liu Shuo urging Zhou Yuwen to eat, Zhou Yuwen temporarily did not reply to Zheng Yanyan.
Zheng Yanyan had sent that ssage to test Zhou Yuwen's attitude.
Seeing his reaction, Zheng Yanyan suddenly panicked. After waiting for more than ten minutes without a reply and being soone who tended to overthink things,
she thought that if she hadn't broken up with Zhou Yuwen, she would have been there with him and Liu Shuo, believing herself to be a part of Zhou Yuwen's circle and loving the late-night drinking and snacking, teasing around with Zhou Yuwen.
Now the thought of not having those monts if she truly broke up with Zhou Yuwen made Zheng Yanyan inexplicably distressed.
Truth be told, all that Zheng Yanyan wanted could be fulfilled by any other boy.
But the weird thing about a breakup is that during that period, no one else will do; only he will suffice.
Plus, being with Zhou Yuwen did indeed feel safer than with others.
"..."
Seeing Zhou Yuwen not replying, Zheng Yanyan could only send ellipses by herself.
Then Zhou Yuwen didn't reply again.
Zheng Yanyan couldn't resist saying, "I know I went too far last night and made you mad. You want to punish now, and I accept the punishnt. But honey, can you at least not ignore ..."
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