"Little Yuan ... When we were on the ship, I asked you sothing." Jack panted lightly. He paused to stabilize his emotions and heartbeat. The tip of his nose touched mu Yuan's nose gently."Let's start over again, okay?"
In this world, not all missed opportunities could be reunited after a long ti. So people missed it once and would never et it again.
In this world, not all long-term reunions would make one's heart beat faster.
He did not want to miss mu Yuan again.
Mu Yuan was silent. This scene reminded him of mu Yuan when he was young. He chased after his sweetheart, pestered her, and wanted her to make a promise that would last for a lifeti.
However, Jack had never allowed him to do so for his entire life.
At that ti, mu Yuan did not understand the difference between them and did not understand how many thorns their relationship had to overco before it could be bright. He walked with his heart without hesitation, and as they walked, they were separated.
It had been twelve years, and the person who had refused to let him live his life back then had asked him for a promise instead.
Mu Yuan felt miserable."I thought that there were so things that we both knew in our hearts and would not say out loud."
Be it him or Jack, they couldn't afford to give each other their promise.
Therefore, it was better to play dumb and muddle along. One day of joy was one day of joy, fighting for ti but not for long.
Jack's tall and hard body seed to have lost its support and was like a floating duckweed floating in the wind. His eyes dimd inch by inch, and his ice-blue eyes seed to hide a storm before they returned to calmness.
Mu Yuan's heart felt like it was being cut by a knife.
Jack rubbed the tip of his nose. Their familiar scent filled his nose, and there was also the sll of disinfectant. Jack said softly,"I'm sorry, I crossed the line."
They carefully maintained the balance and maintained the illusion of loving each other. They were not willing to cross the line and break this layer of beauty. Whether he was willing or not, mu Yuan would eventually have to return to the team after he recovered.
He was powerless to stop it.
"It's okay, you're just sick. " Mu Yuan said considerately,"when you're better, you'll regain your rationality."
Jack suddenly opened his eyes and looked at him firmly. Mu Yuan's words were very harsh, but he could not say anything to defend himself. Jack lay down and felt a sense of powerlessness that he could not express.
"Yes, I'm sick. I'll be fine when I recover."
Mu Yuan slowly closed his eyes and listened to each other's breathing.
This ... Was good.
Jack didn't sleep all night and got up early. He was used to not being able to sleep all night, so he got up at fouro' clock and went downstairs alone. He tossed and turned, thinking about many things.
All he thought about was that mu Yuan would not have a voice in the future.
The more he thought about it, the more flustered he beca.
Jack held onto the windowsill, his hands began to tremble, and he had a splitting headache. He stumbled upstairs to find his dicine and began to take a large amount of dicine again. He was vexed, palpitations, tinnitus, and weak for a long ti before he recovered.
When he went downstairs, ye Ling was holding a box of milk and drinking it. The two of them nodded and greeted each other. One of them was planning to go out for exercise while the other was planning to go back to sleep. Ye Ling suddenly said,"Lieutenant Colonel Anderson, do you want to have a chat?"
"Talk about what?"
Ye Ling said calmly,"I have more than 20 years of ntal illness history. I'm the authority and have the right to speak."
Jack was stunned and refused to chat with her."No need."
He went out, picked up the heavy backpack by the door, and began to run.
Ye Ling was deep in thought and went back to his room.
Other than ye Ling who could go back to sleep, Xie jinghuan also woke up at FiveO' clock.
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