Things were unpredictable. He did not expect mu Yuan to have feelings for him, and he did not expect mu Yuan to dare to say it out loud. When he was drunk and said that boyfriend, he was a little taken aback and thought that mu Yuan had gone crazy.
In the bathtub, mu Yuan did not leave like usual. When he seriously expressed his feelings, Jack felt that he was even more audacious and did not know his place.
Perhaps only young people would be so ignorant of their relationship. They didn't know the identity and background of the two people, and they didn't know that there were countless natural chasms between them. They could only pour out their feelings without thinking about how the people who were listening would turn the world upside down.
Therefore, he deliberately avoided mu Yuan.
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Although he was young, he had seen all kinds of people.
Soldiers did not have ti to move around on their own. Most of the ti, they were protecting their country. Moreover, with his and mu Yuan's identities, they were destined to be separated. At the sa ti, in different places, they would risk their lives. This was their future life.
They would not even be on the sa path. Under such circumstances, to consider developing a relationship with mu Yuan required great courage and to be prepared for the tragedy of breaking up.
He didn't want to experience such a tragedy.
He could almost predict the ending that would happen if he and mu Yuan were to be together. There would not be a good ending.
He was a great young man with a bright future ahead of him. Be it a man or a woman, he would et many amazing people in the future. He could choose a confidant who would accompany him every day, or he could choose a partner who was equal in strength and looked out for each other. At least they would be standing on the sa land, and he would be able to support all his decisions and career. Why would he choose a lover from Plato?
During that period of ti, even if he had the slightest bit of feelings for mu Yuan, it would be extinguished by his rationality. He was not an impulsive person, and he had never been since young.
If he didn't have this excessive emotionless rationality, he wouldn't know how many tis he would have died.
Mu Yuan ...
He did not understand why Mu Yuan was able to reveal all of his feelings. He was not afraid of being rejected by him and only continued to burn his scorching and deep feelings. Just like how mu Yuan did not understand him, why he was clearly a little attractive but avoided it. He extinguished the fla in his heart and was not willing to give out even a little bit of his feelings.
He finished two cigarettes, but his head was still in a ss.
He had made a lifelong promise to mu Yuan as long as mu Yuan could quit his addiction. However, after calming down and thinking about it seriously, he felt that this was a path of no return. It was a path that he could not take.
When he turned around, there was a bright Road that led to Ro. Why did he have to choose a single-plank bridge in the dark? he did not know where the road ahead was.
Was it worth it?
Jack was thinking that when he couldn't help but learn Chinese, he had a vague answer in his heart, but he had been unwilling to face it. Now that the fog had been cleared and he faced his heart, he couldn't help but search his heart and feel free.
You're ready?
He never made decisions easily when it ca to important matters in his life.
He was not like mu Yuan. If he liked soone, he would like them first. He would not consider the future at all. He did not understand what they would experience or how they would get along in the future. He had also thought about the pressure that he would face as he grew older.
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