Chapter 1679: The Breakup
Translator: EndlessFantasy Translation Editor: EndlessFantasy Translation
“Damn it. Now that I think about how I told Benjamin to pursue you, I realize how f*cking crazy I was and wish I could kill myself for it. If you didn’t leave that year, you wouldn’t be with Benjamin now, and you wouldn’t like him. If only you didn’t like him.
“Even in my dreams, I wish I could go back to that year we spent together. I would’ve definitely treated you right and agree to marry you and have children with you. However, it’s too late now because the person you like is Benjamin, not .
“After you stopped liking , I realized I regret it all. Seeing you with Benjamin made angry, and seeing you smile at Benjamin made jealous. Even I
couldn’t believe that I could cry.
“But what could I do? Should I watch you be together with another man? No. It’s torturing as hell, and that was why I chose to use such a despicable thod to get you.
“Do you know why I forced you to admit that you drugged in front of the dia? It was because I wanted you to admit defeat and return to my side. If you said you didn’t want to do it, I wouldn’t have forced you to do it. However, your attitude was too cold. You even told that you didn’t want to co looking for you again if you helped that ti! If I weren’t so angry, I wouldn’t have agreed so quickly.
“I regretted it imdiately after agreeing to your condition. However, seeing how determined and cruel you were, I released the video. If I had known that you would be so badly attacked on the internet, I might not have done it. I didn’t expect the netizens to be worse than and attack you in real life. When I found out, I almost died of anger! But don’t worry, no one will bully you again. I’ve taken care of it.
“With so much being said, all I want to say is that I really love you. I don’t know why I love you, but I think I know why you repulsed so much all those
years ago. I’ve thought about it carefully, reflected on it, and roughly figured out why. It was because of… my pride. I was embarrassed that you were my companion who would marry in the future, and that was why you repulsed and I subconsciously hated you.
“And the reason why my crieria for choosing a wife was so simple was that my pride couldn’t take it. I believed that a person like should at least have a woman with a good family background and a beautiful figure. Otherwise, I’d feel embarrassed.
“Zoe t all the requirents, so I thought she was the one for . However, I really don’t know whether I loved her or not. All I know is that when she made a cuckold out of in front of the entire country, I was only angry, not sad. I was even glad that the wedding was over. I was even glad that it would be possible for to be with you.
“Shelly, do you know? I really thought that as long as I stretched out my hand, you would return to my side. Didn’t you love very much all those years ago? Didn’t you say I couldn’t chase you away no matter what I did? But why were you so far away from when I turned around, in the arms of another man? And I, no matter how hard I tried, couldn’t get you back at all!
“Shelly, I know you hate now, and I know you don’t love anymore, but I just can’t bear to let go. I just can’t bear to see you with another man. I’ll die of jealousy.
“Give a chance, okay? Just once. I’ll change into whoever you want to be. I’ll learn how to be gentle, considerate, kind, cook, do the laundry, and take care of children. If I don’t, you can hit , and I won’t fight back.
“So, Shelly, co back to ! I swear, I will only love you for the rest of my life, with all my heart! Woof woof woof!
“Love, Nox.”
After Benjamin read the letter, he tore it into pieces.
He did not want to know if Nox loved Shelly. He did not care if Nox was taking revenge on Shelly or if Nox could not bear to see Shelly have a good life, but he would rather it be a reason for him to persevere with the relationship than knowing how much Nox loved Shelly.
Benjamin left the restaurant and took the subway back to Shelly’s house. On the subway, he watched as people co and go, wondering where his position was in the world..
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