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Inside the open door stood a small-sized boy. No. Actually, Lee Sungmin couldnt tell if he was a boy or a girl. He looked like a man in a way, and in a way also looked like a woman.
Lee Sungmin looked at that figure for a mont and stuttered.
Denir?
Thats right.
Denir nodded. Just as his ambiguous appearance did not reveal his gender, neither did his voice. Just like Mush, Denir was also a child. Lee Sungmin did not understand why the gods took on such an immature form, but that was not the important question here.
Bloody hell Mush! Why did you leave this troubleso guy to ?
Denir mumbled and turned to himself. When Lee Sungmin stared at his back, he exhaled greatly and looked back at him.
Are you trying to be satisfied just by looking at my face?
What?
If youre satisfied with that, its good for .
Theres no way that could be true. Lee Sungmin hurriedly caught up behind Denir. As he entered through the door and waited, the door closed. Denir walked down the hallway. The corridor of the small country house was not very long, so they reached a spacious living room after a short walk. Lee Sungmin looked at Denirs back. The short bobbed hair that swished around his head looked like it could belong to either a girl or a boy. While he was having a strange feeling of discomfort, Denir turned. He went to the nearby sofa and sat down.
What do you want from ?
Asked Denir. It was a sudden question, and Lee Sungmin, who could not prepare for an answer imdiately, hesitated. Denir said to Lee Sungmin again.
I dont think youre here for a greeting. What do you expect from here?
Hearing those words so suddenly, I dont know what to say
Hmm. I guess so. Then Ill change the question. What do you want?
The designation changed. Instead of Lee Sungmins expectations from Denir, to Lee Sungmins wish. However, he could not give a proper answer to that question either. Seeing his silence, Denir let out a chuckle.
You are indecisive. Or is that there are too many thoughts? Well, good. Gods should be rciful. Lets talk a little more comfortably.
Denir said so and crossed his legs.
Even if we want to have a conversation, this is the first ti we have t and what can I talk to a God about?
Lee Sungmin, who had been silent for a while, opened his mouth.
Are you a man or a woman?
It wasnt a serious question. It was just a joke thrown to break this awkward mood. Denir laughed at the question.
You care about the strangest things. Well, Humans are like that Gender doesnt exist for us. Its just a matter of taste. Mushs appearance as a woman is only her nasty taste. A god in charge of trials and suffering in the shape of a young girl. Dont you think its nasty?
He had never thought of it from that point of view, but it made sense. Denir continued to speak to Lee Sungmin, who nodded his head blankly.
I am the sa. Theres no gender in the way Im perceived. If you want to consider a man, consider as a man, if you want to be a woman, consider as a woman.
Is it also your choice to take on the form of a child?
No. This was not my personal decision, but it cant be helped.
Denir muttered those words and pulled out a cigar. Lee Sungmin was filled with discomfort, looking at a young child with a neutral figure biting into a cigar that was much thicker than his finger.
Youve been defying ti.
Denir murmured. Lee Sungmin flinched when he heard that. But he was not surprised. It was only natural for a god like Denir to notice that Lee Sungmins predetermined fate was distorted. It is unlikely that Denir wouldnt see sothing that Mush had noticed.
Your predetermined fate was twisted. Well, its not that theres not much of a twist in the fates usually. But your case is unique. It was against ti. You ca back from the dead Hu hu! Very interesting.
Denir flailed his legs, laughing. Lee Sungmin looked at Denir, who seed to find it all quite hilarious, and opened his mouth to ask.
I am being protected by an unknown being. I erased so of it, but not all of it.
I know. The protection of a being who cares about you is sothing the mortals cannot dare to touch. You erased so protection? Hu hu. That mark can be partially hidden but never fully erased. But its not that important in the grand sche of things.
Denir replied with a laugh. Lee Sungmin leaned forward.
Can you elaborate on that?
Your existence is foreign.
Denir said so.
You, who have returned from death, have mories from before you died. Without you, this world would flow as you rember. Of course, thats how it should be. But the existence of you itself has beco a variable.
What do you an?
Did you live the sa life as before?
Asked Denir.
Youve lived without any difference? Can you say that youve lived every minute with no difference from the days of your previous life? Sleeping, eating, drinking, fighting, talking, eting people exactly like you did in your previous life. Did you do that?
That theres no way thats possible. How can that be?
Thats right. So your existence has beco a variable. Because you have spent your days differently from your previous life, your existence has beco a variable in the flow of this world.
I am not that great.
Even a tiny butterflys wings are enough to cause a huge whirlwind at a distance. Actually, the world of today must be different from what you know. Isnt it?
Lee Sungmins face hardened at those words. He had a point.
Lloyd, The Golden Archmage, went missing, according to Lee Sungmins previous mories.
However, since Lee Sungmin was in the dungeon, Lloyd was now alive and did not go missing.
Rumors about Minor Heavenly Demon, Wijihoyeon, were also different. She was now known as a woman rather than a man.
Except for the two, which were the most significant differences, dozens and hundreds of things ca to his mind. Did he spend his days just like in his previous life? It couldnt be. He couldnt even rember every day of his previous life.
Impossible. Even if he rembered the days of his previous life clearly, he wouldnt be able to live like that. The Lee Sungmin of the present was different from the Lee Sungmin of his previous life. He learned different martial arts, lived a different life, and encountered different people.
You are a variable, and you are changing the world with the mories of your previous life. What do you think it ans?
I dont know
Your existence itself is ssing with the flow of this world? The whirlpool is getting bigger.
Denir laughed, revealing his teeth.
I am the God of Ti. Ti is a flowing river. Your existence is making this world a new world by not letting it flow in the direction it should flow. Are you curious about the existence that protects you? How can I answer you? No one in the world can tell you about it. Especially us. We can never talk about it, since we are God.
Why ?
Its because its the apocalypse that must be kept quiet. The mont we ntion it, we must be prepared for extinction. If you are a god who has their holy place and believers like Mush, you can stand against the apostle. I have neither believers nor a shrine.
Apocalypse. The Apostle of Apocalypse. The mont he heard that Lee Sungmin felt a chill. It was a sensation that he had felt before. When he heard Mushs words. And also when he heard a story from Kim Jonghyun. He had felt this chill.
Haha Look. Despite the casual ntion, the apostles spirit is approaching. I have no intention of speaking on this topic any further, so please step back.
Denir said with a cheerful expression. The coldness grew further from those words. Lee Sungmin stroked his neck, breaking into cold sweat.
Bah, what the hell was that just now?
The apostle was just about to co. I cant tell you any more. Still You seem to be a good conversational partner.
Denir said and raised his body.
I cant answer your question. Not all gods can answer your question. Even existences like us are helpless in the face of the apocalypse, and cannot escape the inevitable.
Then who can answer it?
Find a being that is free from the inevitable end.
You have to tell who it is or how will I know !
Envirus.
Lee Sungmins low cry was answered by Denir with an apathetic face.
Since hes a wanderer, I dont know where he is now. That guy can answer your questions. He is also a case of distorted fate, although in a different sense than you.
Envirus, Envirus Lee Sungmin tried to recall the na in his head. When he went through the mories of his previous life, he didnt know of an existence nad Envirus.
So. Now lets listen to the story. What do you want to ask ? Why did Mush send you here?
I I do not know. Mush said there was a good reason for returning to the past by defying death. And she asked to be prepared for that reason.
Yes. Right. Thats why that damned Mush sent you to .
Denir said this and looked at Lee Sungmin. He watched Lee Sungmin for a mont and shook his head.
However, no.
What?
I said no. I cannot give you my trial.
Wait a mont What do you an by Trial? What does that an? Are you saying that you can give a trial?
I can give it. But you wont be able to handle it. It will drive you crazy Crazy enough to die. This is my advice for you, so keep that in mind.
I also endured the ordeal on Mushs mountain. Im familiar with the pain
It is not the pain that you know of. Mushs penance, trials, and taboos are very gentle. Even though Mush herself is the god of trial and suffering, after all, the penalties you take are of your choice, and you may give up halfway.
Denir said so and laughed.
But my trials are different. In my trial, unlike Mushs, there is no guarantee that you will get anything. Its just up to you. Still, its terribly painful and boring. Ten people have t to receive my trials. And only three of them got sothing through them.
and the rest of them?
Everyone else died. Ah. The trials did not kill them. They just gave up on themselves and committed suicide. None of the ten who challenged my trial was worse than you. Everyone had brilliant talent, passion, hard work, strength and determination. But among them, only three have been able to overco the trials.
Denir said and raised his body.
First, try to cool off a bit. If you co and ask for trial after this Then okay. If you want to commit suicide, that is. Then its not that you wont be able to suffer.
Cool off a bit
I an to get so sleep.
Denir grumbled with a frown.
Ah. But, not here. This is my ho.
He ant to get out of his house.
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