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[ Author Note: So, I want to thank CaptainMoonshine or the writer of " Welco to the insane world of pokemon" for permitting
to use his storyline of Project Z in my way. Since so of you keep reviewing plagiarism, I have uploaded the screenshot of CaptainMooshine in the comnts on
since I have no idea how to upload an image on Royal Road or
or fanfic, or Ao3. Oh and for the record, think of Dr. Lyndis's dreams as predictions for the future events of this story. ]
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[ Dr. Lyndis's Recordings ]
[ Recorded on September 9 ]
Ugh, it is 5 AM in the morning as I write this but I just can't sleep. Every ti I close my eyes with the intention of falling asleep I just wake up after 10 minutes of falling into this half-sleep state.
My body feels tired and my head is spinning but I can't fall asleep for so reason. And if I do I just wake up with cold sweat.
Tonight I think I will just try watching the stars until I fall asleep, maybe that will help .
Maybe I should ask my therapist, but on the other hand, I don't want more labels attached to my na. Keeping my head down is already a struggle, no need to add fuel to the fire.
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[ Recorded on September 10 ]
Funny thought, I would rather spend 6 hours scouring the newly released prototype of sothing called the pokenet on how to fall asleep than talk to my therapist about it. Makes you wonder.
Also, the stars were lovely but it was too cold outside. I would use the telescope but the view from my apartnt is just too bad.
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[ Recorded on September 15 ]
Random question, why does the League even have to psychologically evaluate people? It is a waste of ti and money. Maybe it is to prevent soone who is a complete idiot from working with technology that can destroy a whole region. Still, even though that sounds like a solid reason, why did they pick ? I am quite certain that I am not homicidal and my research is not even that special. Regardless, now I am obliged to visit my therapist every week for an evaluation.
That's the amount of ti I could be spending on furthering my studies.
Working for the League is just frustrating sotis, all the secrecy and protocols but it's the only way I'll ever get the chance to work for soone of importance like Oak.
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[ Recorded on September 16 ]
I had that dream again. The mories of the dream fade away as the day goes on but I know I had this dream multiple tis before. Maybe I should have soone take a look at it but I heard the process involves Gengar which… well I wouldn't trust a Pokémon inside my head.
Instead of spending the morning trying to fall asleep, I just went out to the park. It's very cold outside but I managed to see so constellations this morning. The Knight was visible this morning which, according to so pseudo-science, ans that a change will co in your life.
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[ Recorded on September 17 ]
Okay, I decided to record the dream the mont I woke up so I don't forget it later.
So in the dream, I am back at my childhood ho. I am sitting at the table and drawing Shady with crayons. Shady herself is sleeping in the corner of the room with a few half-eaten berries lying next to her while my parents are arguing on the couch. Just as I am done with the drawing, the lights inside the house go out. I look outside the window and see the sky darken all of a sudden. A huge wave forms outside of the city and crashes towards the shore, maybe twice the size of a skyscraper. It storms towards our house, I try to turn around and warn everyone but when I look again everyone is gone. My Umbreon is gone, my parents are gone and I found myself on so kind of ship. The sound of thunder ripping through the air fills the room and I look outside. Behind the wave I can see the mythical Lugia flying above the ocean, its eyes glowing red as lightning flashes through the sky revealing the jet-black body of the legendary Pokémon which was unlike the pictures or illustrations I had seen for the God of the Sea.
It looked ... no, it felt evil.
I don't understand why I would dream about this. It can't be a forgotten mory because I was asleep when it happened. Maybe I should go outside and take a walk today, might as well enjoy the weather and the city while everyone is still asleep.
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[ Recorded on September 20 ]
So I keep coming back to this recorder, not sure why but recording in it does help
feel a bit calr, it also does make
feel a bit childish but hey, my therapist commands .
Though this recorder is still stupid, yes I am talking about you.
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[ Recorded on September 21 ]
Hearing back I think I know why I keep recording in this stupid recorder but it is not like I have anyone else to talk with. My colleagues have avoided
ever since I started working here.
I had hoped that coming to Kanto would have been a fresh start but nope, the pokenet is soon going to be available to the public and the rumors keep following
once soone forms an opinion you are stuck with it, no matter what you do.
Besides my supervisor, no one ever talks to
at the center unless it is absolutely necessary. And I swear I can see the disgust in their eyes every ti they walk past
in the dinner area. Like everything is my fault.
Just great.
My therapist advised
to go out and have so fun, I tried to do so but the stories of going to a bar and being picked up by a handso guy are not true at all. I just sat there and got drunk until the bar closed.
Even had two guys who were asking for a Pokémon battle. I first thought they were flirting with
but they actually wanted a Pokémon battle with . They thought I was recording down strategies in my recorder instead of " research
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