Han-gyeol’s expression was sohow different than usual.
If one were to ask to describe specifically how it was different, it’d be a tough ask.
Should I call it a woman’s intuition?
I felt sothing indescribable. Even when I tried to recall that expression of Han-gyeol’s, it was the sa.
However, he seed a bit angry and upset. After all, Han-gyeol was human. Not every day, every mont could be good. There would be days when he felt down for no reason, and days when his emotions were stirred by the smallest things.
It was entirely natural.
If anything, it was strange that I hadn’t seen this side of Han-gyeol until now.
He wasn’t always laughing, but he was as calm as a still lake.
I wondered what could have angered Han-gyeol. But I couldn’t guess anything. I wanted to know, but Han-gyeol seed hesitant to speak, and I didn’t want to force him to say anything.
I didn’t want to pressure him into talking just because I was his girlfriend, insisting, ‘You should tell because I’m your girlfriend.’
I also didn’t like the idea of asuring the distance between soone based on how much I know about them.
Still, there was a part of that wished he would tell . Logically, I shouldn’t ask, but emotionally, I wished he would confide in first. But that was just my selfishness. I didn’t want my desires to burden Han-gyeol.
During PE class, I briefly sat on a bench and chatted with him, but it was just a typical conversation. Throughout our chat, it felt like he was constantly thinking about sothing.
I wondered if I had inadvertently made things more difficult for him with my earlier comnts. Maybe I was mistaken, but I felt sorry if I made him worry needlessly.
Eventually, PE class ended, and I was on my way out, changing out of my gym clothes with Harim.
“Eun, no. Shin Eun-ha.”
Soone called my na from the hallway.
When I sneakily turned around to check who it was, it was an unexpected figure.
Perhaps not the best person to run into under the current circumstances.
“Kang Seo-ha. What?”
I supposed I should be a bit formal.
It seed the other party was formal too.
“Sorry, can we talk for a mont?”
“If it’s not urgent or important, can we talk another ti? I have sothing I need to attend to right now.”
I decided that I should be by Han-gyeol’s side right now.
But unexpected words spilled out from Kang Seo-ha’s mouth.
“It’s about Lee Han-gyeol... is it not okay?”
I flinched montarily.
The two had only crossed paths twice at most.
Once on the first day of the sester in the hallway.
And once during basketball.
That was it, so it felt strange that he had sothing to talk about concerning Han-gyeol.
I looked at him skeptically and asked,
“Why are you bringing up Han-gyeol?”
“No, it’s just... I ended up having an argunt with Lee Han-gyeol.”
“What-? When? By any chance, during lunch?”
“Yeah, briefly in the restroom during lunch.”
That was unbelievable.
But why?
“Can you tell more about it? Harim, just a mont. I need to talk. Can you put my gym clothes on my spot?”
“Mm-hmm. Go ahead.”
“Yeah, and please don’t ntion this to Han-gyeol for now.”
I quickly handed my gym clothes to Harim and headed to the end of the hallway.
I didn’t want Han-gyeol to see talking with another guy.
Reaching the end of the hallway, I directly asked,
“What’s this about you arguing with Han-gyeol?”
“You’re dating Lee Han-gyeol, right?”
“Yes. But why?”
“There was a small argunt related to that.”
“What could you possibly have argued about related to that? There’s no relationship between the two of you, right?”
The more we talked, the more I couldn’t understand.
“Well... I’m sorry. I think I made a mistake. But I didn’t an to either.”
“Can you be more specific? Han-gyeol doesn’t get mad easily. I’ve never even seen him angry.”
“Well... To be honest, I was a bit worried about you. You haven’t been with him long, but you’re dating him.”
My brows furrowed for a mont.
But I moved on for now.
I could judge after hearing the entire story.
“So? What did you say to Han-gyeol?”
“Just as a friend, I was a bit concerned... So I just told him to take good care of you, to make you happy.”
“What?!”
Suddenly, I understood why Han-gyeol was upset.
If another person says that when we have only been dating for a short while, it would be infuriating.
And perhaps... maybe... Han-gyeol was even angrier because it was Kang Seo-ha who said it.
I was not sure, and we never discussed this topic directly, but maybe Han-gyeol knew sothing.
“Why did you say that to Han-gyeol? You don’t even know him that well.”
That made even angrier.
I thought I was the one who needed to be cautious.
But I guess I was wrong.
Not just , but others should be cautious too.
“No, I-”
I raised my voice a bit.
“You were worried about ? Then you should have asked first. What kind of person Han-gyeol is. What I think of Han-gyeol. You should have co to . Why did you do that? I can’t understand. From Han-gyeol’s perspective, it’s like so stranger was butting in. Why couldn’t you think that far?”
I looked at Kang Seo-ha with a bit of resentnt.
“Eun-ha, I was just concerned.”
“We aren’t in a position to be ‘so concerned’ about each other. Strangers might not get it, but it’s even harder to understand coming from you. Shouldn’t we be even more careful? Put yourself in my shoes. If you were dating Jung Yeon, and so guy you barely know told you to treat Jung Yeon right, would you feel good?”
“We’re friends. We have a history together.”
“Even so, you shouldn’t have said that. How could... how could you say sothing like that? Especially you, being involved? Even if you didn’t an to, that was a very careless thing to say.”
“...”
We were bound to beco distant strangers at so point.
I thought we would slowly move away, but I didn’t expect things to blow up like this.
I didn’t want to hurt anyone with my words.
I thought that moving away would be the best decision.
However, if my hesitation, the ties I had not let go of, hinder my future with Han-gyeol... I was left with no choice.
I knew what was right and what was most precious to now, so I spoke with a heavy heart.
“It was hard for to say this bluntly. I thought we would just move on with ti. But given the situation, I have to be clear. I can’t help it if you feel hurt.”
Kang Seo-ha seed a bit taken aback by my words.
But I continued.
“It’s right for us to keep our distance. You, , Jung Yeon. Even for Han-gyeol’s sake. The reason I acted this way until now was because I didn’t want to see you and Jung Yeon feeling sorry because of . But if Han-gyeol gets hurt or troubled because of our past, it’s different. You don’t need to apologize to Han-gyeol separately. I’ll be going now. Even though I’ve spoken emotionally, it’s not out of anger. From now on, be careful.”
“No, wait. How can you just end things like this?”
As I tried to pass him, Kang Seo-ha spoke.
The longer our conversation went, the more anxious I felt.
Even talking to him now felt like a sin.
To his words, I responded more firmly.
“I have to be clear. Han-gyeol has always been sincere with . And I don’t want to lie even a little bit to him. I want to always treat Han-gyeol with utmost sincerity.”
“That’s not like you. You’re not like this. Why are you acting this way all of a sudden? Is this the right way?”
“Even if you say that, nothing will change. I don’t regret my actions now, and I think they’re right.”
“No, you’ve never been this blunt.”
“Yes, I wasn’t. But now, Han-gyeol is more precious to than myself. I want to repay even half of what Han-gyeol has done for . I want to make him feel the love I feel right now. That’s why I’m doing this. Even this conversation, just the two of us, isn’t good for Jung Yeon or Han-gyeol. I’ll be going. Please explain things to Jung Yeon too. Take care. I will, too.”
I passed Kang Seo-ha and headed back to my classroom.
There was no ti to be swayed by the past.
I decided to focus solely on the ti I would spend with Han-gyeol.
After all, there was no room for anything else in my mind right now.
As soon as I reached the classroom, I looked for Han-gyeol.
He was still sitting in his seat, lost in thought.
“Han-gyeol.”
We didn’t have much break ti left.
I quickly organized the words lingering in my mind.
“Hmm?”
“I handled things properly.”
“All of a sudden? Did sothing happen?”
“Nope, not at all. Anyway, I sorted it out!”
“Did you bury soone in the mountains or sothing?”
“No! But now there’s nothing for Han-gyeol to worry about. I handled it.”
“What do you an? What did you do?”
Wasn't this just like him?
I pondered a bit more.
“Don’t worry about what others say. I’m already incredibly happy because of Han-gyeol. So, I’ll make you happy in return.”
Han-gyeol blankly stared at .
While looking into his sowhat dazed eyes, I spoke clearly.
“I’m truly only looking at Han-gyeol. I truly only like Han-gyeol.”
The bell rang for the end of the break right after I clenched my fist and spoke.
“You got what I said, right? Let’s talk after class.”
I quietly returned to my seat.
Did I convey my feelings properly? Did I express myself correctly?
I hoped with all my heart that my feelings were genuinely conveyed.
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