Chapter 989: Chapter 664: Bleak Hearts, Fleeting Days, Lasting Feelings (90)
Ding Ziyu thought that the loss of this child would make everything co to a temporary halt, as a rest, because of losing a child. Everyone would remain the sa, including herself.
But in reality, it was not so.
That day was three days before her mother was to return to H City with Yan’s father. Ding Ziyu endured her physical discomfort to go back and pack for her mother.
At the Yan Family, she saw Yan Chenqing again, their eyes eting in silence, and finally, Yan Chenqing was the first to look away.
Without saying anything, he got up and went upstairs.
Ding Ziyu stared dazedly at his back, feeling a sudden emptiness in her heart for no reason.
She was about to turn and leave when a sudden ache ca from her lower abdon, causing her to stagger and trip over a chair.
“Bang—” ca a sound.
Yan Chenqing, who was going upstairs, stopped in his tracks.
At that mont, Ding Ziyu was supporting herself on a table, the ache in her abdon growing more intense, making her face even paler.
A servant stepped forward and asked, “Miss Ziyu, are you all right?”
Ding Ziyu was in too much pain to speak, then she felt a warm flow trickling down her legs.
“Ah, blood!”
The servant yelled, which made Ding Ziyu’s heart sink even more. Her mind was a blur as she heard the servant calling for help, but she was unable to stand any longer and realized she was about to fall to the ground.
At that mont, a hand suddenly wrapped around her waist, catching her in an embrace.
Her vision was blurry, but she could sll a familiar scent.
She knew the person holding her was Yan Chenqing.
What did Ding Ziyu feel at that mont?
She wanted to cry so much.
It felt like sothing was clogging her heart, a bitter feeling flooding her senses, making her nose sting and tears fall instantly.
Lying?
Ding Ziyu, you still love him.
Don’t you?
In fact, it’s a deep and passionate love.
Isn’t it?
…
…
Ding Ziyu fainted and had a dream.
In the dream, she heard soone calling her na: Xiao Zi, Xiao Zi…
The voice was truly beautiful.
…
When Ding Ziyu woke up, she was lying on a white bed, everything around was very quiet.
Her eyelashes fluttered, then the surroundings gradually ca into focus.
Then she saw Yan Chenqing sitting by her bed, and her heart inexplicably tightened.
Yan Chenqing looked at her, expression very bland, so much that it felt cold, Ding Ziyu already felt cold.
Then she heard Yan Chenqing speak—
“The doctor said, because after the abortion surgery, you didn’t rest well and were in poor spirits, so…”
He didn’t continue, Ding Ziyu noticed his Adam’s apple bobbing, as if suppressing so emotion.
Then his voice ca again, he said, “The child was mine, wasn’t it?”
“…”
“You aborted our child, didn’t you?”
He asked again, his voice very soft, even with a faint hint of a smile.
But that smile inexplicably felt cold.
“You really… are ruthless!”
He finally said heavily, as if using all his strength.
Then he got up, stood in front of the hospital bed, looking at Ding Ziyu, and said, “Xiao Zi, we are truly over.”
“…”
Ding Ziyu felt as if her heart was going to break from the pain.
And Yan Chenqing, only stared at her for a few seconds, said the last sentence he spoke to Ding Ziyu that day, —”Xiao Zi, I will never forgive you, never.”
…
…
That day, Ding Ziyu cried unconscious in the hospital ward and was sent to the ergency room. She was in a coma for three whole days.
And Yan Chenqing knew nothing of all this.
Ding Ziyu always felt that she and Yan Chenqing were completely over; for so many years, she really didn’t want to fight or ask for anything more.
The year she graduated from university, her mother and Yan’s father divorced, but what did that an? What’s lost is lost.
Later, her mother told her that Yan Chenqing went to university, often raced, and had many girlfriends; he seed completely changed, yet sohow still the sa Yan Chenqing.
Her mother said, “Ziyu, you should go find Chenqing. It was Mom’s fault back then, I shouldn’t… shouldn’t have ruined things for you like that. Mom knows, all these years, you’ve never really forgotten him, you’ve always loved him. You should find him, believe Mom, he’s definitely still waiting for you, waiting for you to find him…”
Ding Ziyu believed that it seed Yan Chenqing was indeed waiting for soone, but that soone might not be her, Ding Ziyu.
If she was the one who pushed him into the abyss, then how could she be his salvation?
Now, she had lived in H City for several years, staying by Yan Chenqing’s side quietly in a sister-like capacity, for several years.
Yan Chenqing didn’t reject her, but he never beca close to her again.
It’s said that the most cruel punishnt for a person isn’t hatred, but indifference.
Yan Chenqing treated her with indifference.
He once gave her intense love, now he gives her indifferent hurt.
He tortures her, but isn’t he also torturing himself?
He’s had so many girlfriends, to show her, but what about himself?
Did he truly enjoy it?
Unlikely.
Ding Ziyu said, “Susu, you know? Had I known our future would beco like this, I’d rather I never appeared in that Dessert Shop that day.”
…
Around half-past five in the afternoon, Chang Linsheng ca to pick up Yang Su. When Yang Su left, she took Ding Ziyu to Bai Yuchuan’s apartnt, and Li Weihuan also left with Yi Mu.
They left Yan Chenqing to Ding Ziyu to care for.
Yang Su thought that many of their issues need to be resolved by themselves, others can’t help.
Moreover, it’s clear that Yan Chenqing has always loved Ding Ziyu all these years, and even more so for her.
They have missed nine years, they truly can’t afford to miss anymore, Yan Chenqing is now twenty-six, not the seventeen-year-old he once was, their future should have a conclusion.
On the way back, Yang Su told Chang Linsheng about their story.
Yang Su said, “Chang Linsheng, you know? In my impression, at that ti, Yan Chenqing almost never ca to class for a while, occasionally when he did, he didn’t like to talk to people, and had a terrible temper, Lanlan and I didn’t dare to even go to play with him anymore. Later, he just stopped coming to class altogether, we thought there was sothing wrong at his ho, and wanted to find a chance to ask, but then the teacher told us that Yan Chenqing was transferring schools…”
Yang Su sighed, “What can I say, it feels like fate is such a strange thing, eting people is also strange, this kind of strangeness sotis makes people helpless. But I believe, no matter how many years of entanglent, as long as there is love in their hearts, and they’ve never given up, they’ll eventually co together. Like Nanxi and Lu Yinchu, like Li Weihuan’s second sister and your good brother Tu Yanming, like Sister Qiaoqiao and Mo Yan… all of them.”
Chang Linsheng raised his brows, not expecting the little girl to express so many feelings at once.
Tomorrow they are going back to K City, and just last night she was making a fuss about it, and today she’s already changed her mind, switching so quickly.
However, he really likes it.
Reaching out, he ruffled Yang Su’s soft hair, and said, “You forgot, there’s also us.”
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