More than a month in ti, to strangers, it may not matter much, but to two people in love, it feels like an eternity.
During this past month, Ding Ziyu thought she might see Yan Chenqing again, but she didn’t know what they would say to each other at that mont.
Or would they just look at each other in silence, coldly passing by?
In any case, they could never return to the intimacy and affection they once shared.
But she didn’t expect that the first thing Yan Chenqing said to her was, "Xiao Zi, I miss you."
At that mont, Ding Ziyu knew she couldn’t control her emotions, and she allowed herself to lose control, sobbing uncontrollably in Yan Chenqing’s arms.
He missed her, so how could she not miss him?
But saying this, does it help? No, it doesn’t help at all.
That day, the two of them held hands and ate at a restaurant they often visited.
They didn’t say much, or perhaps, all words seed pale and inadequate, very pale.
After the al, Ding Ziyu felt it was enough, having an uneventful al together, she was satisfied.
She hadn’t realized that what used to be so commonplace was now the only thing she could hope for.
She said to Yan Chenqing, "Let’s end it here. You should go back. Don’t co looking for again."
Yan Chenqing’s eyelashes trembled, holding her hand tightly, he asked, "What do you an?"
Ding Ziyu sighed, her eyes reddening, and said, "Chenqing, let’s end it."
"End it? You want to break up with ?"
"Yes, I want to break up with you, Chenqing, let’s break up! Break up!"
"Impossible!"
Yan Chenqing suddenly beca very emotional and said, "Xiao Zi, listen to , I won’t break up, I won’t break up with you. I know what you’re afraid of, don’t be afraid. I’ll make them divorce, and even if they don’t, they can’t stop us from being together..."
He said, "Xiao Zi, give so ti, we will be together. I’m eighteen now, I’m an adult. I can protect you, I can..."
"Chenqing, don’t be foolish!"
Ding Ziyu’s tears fell.
She said, "Chenqing, it’s not worth it. I’m not worth you doing this because it’s . I don’t want to continue with you. Even if your father and my mother agree, I don’t want to continue with you. I’m tired, I want it to end!"
"You’re lying to !"
"Why would I lie to you?"
Ding Ziyu looked at Yan Chenqing and spoke deliberately, "Chenqing, you actually knew my concerns from the beginning. You’re two years younger than ; you’re eighteen now, and I’m already twenty. We’ll never bridge that age gap. Because you were underage, you were so young, still a high school student. I couldn’t openly bring you in front of my friends and say you’re my boyfriend. I don’t want to hear others say I’m robbing the cradle, I don’t want to be talked about behind my back..."
Yan Chenqing’s eyes wavered, but he said nothing.
Ding Ziyu said, "Chenqing, you can bla , resent , hate , but I really can’t continue with you. You know, I’ve always tried hard to ignore the age difference, but no matter how hard I try, I can’t. You’re very good to , you love deeply. I admit, I actually quite like you too. You’re so handso, so handso that I can’t take my eyes off you. Otherwise, what do you think brought back to the Dessert Shop that day? Did you think I t you just by chance?"
"..." Yan Chenqing’s face turned a little pale.
"It was for this reason that I held on, kept holding on until now. But fate loves to play jokes on people. I never expected our relationship to end up like this. I feel like the string I’ve been holding onto has broken. So I’m sorry, Chenqing, maybe I’m really just as you said, not as in love with you as I imagined!"
Yan Chenqing kept his lips tightly pressed, his body stiff. Ding Ziyu watched, her heart aching like a knife, but she forced herself to maintain control.
Yan Chenqing, even though he was eighteen, was still a child, and she, at twenty, was more mature. She had to make the decisions he couldn’t.
Otherwise, there would be no peace for this family in the future.
"So, you’re giving up on ?"
Yan Chenqing almost asked word by word, his voice dry and a bit hoarse.
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