311: Chapter 236 I Love You So Much, So Much_1 311: Chapter 236 I Love You So Much, So Much_1 Li Weihuan was indeed drunk, too drunk to stand up straight.
He even seed to lack any semblance of clarity in his mind.
Despite Yang Su yelling his na multiple tis, he didn’t respond at all.
Watching this, tears stread down Nanxi’s face!
“Nanxi, co and call his na, let’s see if he’s faking it.
Damn it, he can’t even recognize .
I think it’s not his ears that are deaf, but his brain that’s waterlogged!”
Li Weihuan’s face was devoid of any emotion.
His lifeless deanor deeply affected Yang Su, who, with a frown, pulled over Nanxi and said, “Never mind, you go.
I give up!”
Nanxi approached him.
Li Weihuan opened his eyes, and on seeing Nanxi, his eyes montarily flickered.
Suddenly, his eyes turned red.
How did Nanxi feel in that mont?
She didn’t know, but the uneasiness was suffocating, truly unbearable!
“Weihuan…” she softly called out, but just as she extended her arm, Li Weihuan grabbed her wrist forcefully.
It hurt!
Li Weihuan looked at her, his red-rimd eyes startling Nanxi.
“Weihuan…”
Before she could speak again, he used his strength to pull her towards him.
Nanxi almost found herself kneeling on him…
Seeing this, Yang Su tried to intervene, but Bai Yuchuan stopped him, “Let’s go outside first!”
Yang Su bit her lip reluctantly and finally went outside.
In the room, only Nanxi and Li Weihuan were left.
“Nanxi, why don’t you love ?”
Li Weihuan’s voice was low, emanating from his soul, filled with hoarseness and sorrow.
It left Nanxi lost for words!
Why didn’t she love him?
She also wanted to know.
They’d been together for six years, sharing laughter and tears.
Even after all they had been through, why didn’t she love him?
Why couldn’t she fall in love with him?
Speaking those words ‘don’t love,’ felt like a sin!
“Hehe!” Without getting any response from Nanxi, a bitter laugh erged from Li Weihuan.
He stroked her face with his bandaged hand, brushing off the moistness from her face.
He felt helpless, knowing that he might never have the chance to touch her on the face again!
“Then, let ask you sothing else…” His weak voice trailed off, asking “Why do you love him?
In what way is he better than ?”
Nanxi shivered and finally broke down crying uncontrollably.
She didn’t know what to say, nor did she know how to respond…
Does love and lack of love have an answer?
Since ti immorial, has it been possible to explain falling in and out of love?
Probably not!
As Li Weihuan watched the helpless Nanxi crying, he pulled her into his arms, holding her tightly as if intending to consu her!
He could sense her trembling in his arms, and though he knew his embrace wasn’t warm, he still refused to let go of her, refusing to let her go.
What should he do?
“Nanxi…” he called out to her, his voice filled with sorrow.
“Nanxi, please don’t leave , okay?”
Nanxi stayed silent, quietly crying in his arms.
Her tears seed never-ending, bringing a sense of desperation that reminded her of the night six years ago when her parents disappeared without warning!
But even amidst the desperation, she couldn’t agree to his request.
It was ti to let go.
She had already held him back for six years; she couldn’t continue to delay him any longer, continue to hurt him!
He ran his palm through Nanxi’s hair.
Her hair was long, dark, and spread out beautifully.
He had never told her that his first impression upon seeing her in Hong Kong was not about how pretty she was!
Instead, it was: Wow, this young girl actually has such long hair!
It was even longer than what he had seen in DV…
He’d kept so things buried deep within his heart, and so people were hidden in his reality.
He always thought that he kept them well hidden, but no matter how hard he tried, reality still took over!
Ultimately, he lost her, both physically and emotionally!
He also never told her that, if possible, he truly wished that when he took her away from Hong Kong, they had vanished without a trace!
They could have gone to a place where no one would find them, a place only for the two of them, then she would never leave him!
She certainly wouldn’t have t Lu Yinchu or fallen in love with him!
She would stay by his side for the rest of her life, even without love!
Indeed, he’d asked for nothing else in his life but a Nanxi.
But now, he couldn’t even keep Nanxi with him.
What should he do then?
Without Nanxi, what was the purpose of all his struggles, hard work, hopes, and expectations?
He didn’t know anymore…
Like a piece of driftwood suddenly left adrift at sea, all of a sudden, he lost his direction!
“Nanxi, what should I do now?
Nanxi, what should I do…”
He held her tighter as he said this, feeling as though ti suddenly started to move faster!
He felt like he was on a countdown to losing her forever…
He was about to lose Nanxi forever…
“Nanxi, say sothing, why aren’t you saying anything?
Say you won’t leave , say sothing!”
He cried in desperation, pulling Nanxi back to look in her eyes, “Nanxi, say sothing, say you love , say you love …”
Nanxi bit her lip until it almost bled, without uttering a word.
What could she possibly say?
If she spoke, she would be at fault.
If she spoke, she would cause pain…
Li Weihuan’s eyes were red, his cheeks streaked with tears, his clear eyes now murky!
He caressed Nanxi’s cheek, looking into her eyes, and uttered the words in a slow tempo, “Nanxi, do you know how much I love you?
Do you know how many wrong things I have done for the sake of loving you?
Do you know how many people I have hurt for love?
I love you so much, why can’t you love just a little bit, just a tiny bit?”
Nanxi remained silent, her tears flowed incessantly, and she couldn’t stop them.
She felt that all the moisture in her body was being sucked out, that she was crying herself to death!
“Nanxi, say sothing, say sothing, why aren’t you speaking?
Why aren’t you speaking…”
Li Weihuan shouted hysterically, then he bowed his head and heavily kissed Nanxi on the lips!
He pressed Nanxi on the couch, cradling her face.
He poured passion into the kiss, his tongue forcing its way past her closed lips.
He wanted a response from her!
As long as she responded, he would still believe that she held a bit of love for him, that she still loved him!
But she didn’t.
No matter how passionately he kissed her, even as tears fell from his eyes and his mouth tasted of sweetness mixed with the taste of blood, and his lips hurt and turned cold…
Nanxi didn’t respond, not in the slightest!
At that mont, Li Weihuan ca to a dreadful realization: the girl he was holding was not truly his anymore!
His Nanxi was completely… lost!
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