"Fuck!!"
Zenith smashed a loud punch across the trunk of a giant cedar tree trunk, and the intensity of his strength was so fierce that the trunk was split from the middle.
As if instead of venting his anger out on innocent people like his usual self before, now Zenith had taken the route of channeling his anger towards other objects, and that cedar tree inside that thick mountain forest happened to be one among them.
On their first date, having such a disheartening failure with the lantern ritual that led to his argunt with his beloved Kyle had already soiled his mood. Unable to trust his own temperant, Zenith had sneaked inside that forest, a bit far from the mountain shrine to calm himself down.
But it seed as if his plan had backfired and instead of calming his nerves down, the haunting silence inside that forest around him wasn’t aligned with his inner conflicts, thus resulting in his anger to aggravate even more with every passing mont.
~ "What’s the use of venting your wrath by throwing tantrums, when you’ve brought everything on yourself now?" The deep gruff voice of his Alpha Supre wolf Goliath inside him caused a sharp headache to grow at the back of his head, making Zenith exhale a big frustrated sigh.
He clenched his fist tight with nails digging deep into his palm which was still not completely healed from the scraped glass pieces dug into his skin from his fight with those gangsters at the hospital, before he scowled at his wolf, "Shut up, Goliath. Don’t even start with your lectures now when I am in such a shitty mood!"
~ "You don’t want to heed my words, because deep down inside you know I would be right in saying this. I had a hunch already that the ritual would fail for both of you...and look, exactly what happened! I knew it from the very start and I clearly warned you before as well. But still, you stubbornly let that innocent oga be part of your twisted world...and today, you made him distressed about the future. That’s all your fault!"
"Don’t fuckin’ blurt as if you know everything!" Gritting his jaws with the rage of a dominant Alpha fuming inside him, Zenith howled at his wolf, curling his fist tight as if he wanted to attack his own wolf for spilling those words he never wanted to acknowledge himself.
He rather grunted, "Nobody can ever fuckin’ co between us that’s what I fuckin’ vowed to him! I love him more than I could ever love myself...so why are you sprouting those bluffs to !?"
~ "Because sotis...love is not enough to hold two people together when your world is too far apart." With a heavy sigh, Goliath’s voice deepened when he asserted those words with a hint of concern in them. "Kylian wasn’t wrong when he tried to tell you the differences you’d be up against in the future, but you were just too stubborn to even listen to him, Zenith! You’ve been always living like this...reckless and foolish!"
"Why won’t you ever fuckin’ try to understand , Goliath??" Their conflicts had started to aggravate as Zenith fiercely howled back at him, sounding very vexed by his tone, "Since childhood, all you’ve done was bla for everything...but you never realized how it breaks to lose the only person my whole world depended upon!
"And now...after all these years of endlessly waiting...I have finally found the one who has made my mundane life worth living once again! I don’t care even if Kyle turns out to be my fated mate...because a life with him would be worth it even if I would have to go through a series of misfortunes! But just because of that ridiculous ritual, how would I have endured it when Kyle tried to push away!? How am I supposed to live without him now!?"
~ "And do you think...you could make your father heed these exact emotions you feel towards Kylian now?" All of a sudden when Goliath’s deep rumble echoed inside Zenith, he was silenced for a brief mont, as if finally he was put against the bitter reality of his life Zenith had been trying to run away from.
While he stood stoic, making a scornful face, Goliath continued grumbling inside him in a sad but concerned voice, "You’re well aware to know what kind of heinous bastard your father always has been who’s reckless enough to get everything he ever wanted, even if it ant to completely destroy the other person for his own greed.
"As your wolf and your Guardian spirit, I am also truly concerned for your future, Zenith. It wasn’t wrong of you to fall in love with such a precious oga like Kylian, but do you think your wicked father would let it slide when he had already set the rules for you to never bring an oga into your life? Do you think he won’t co after Kylian after learning he’s beco your weakness, Zenith? Do you have any answer to my questions!?"
As those loud rumbles echoed inside his ears, Zenith’s face turned paler from concern, being faced with that exact cruel reality he has been always aware of, since the first day after realizing his infatuation towards Kylian.
But as if Goliath was unable to control his growing palpitations resulting from his silence, he sounded quite gruff while howling aloud, "You should’ve never let Kylian be a part of your world, Zenith. Just because of your desire to tie him up by your side, that innocent boy might’ve to suffer for the rest of his life. He might never bla you for that...but will you be able to forgive yourself if things go wrong?"
"Hah..." Bombarded with those bitter allegations one by one, Zenith couldn’t entirely object since he felt most of them were true if it was judged from Goliath’s viewpoint, as his wolf was well aware of every scar Dolemort had inflicted upon his heart from a very young age.
However, those direct questions from him made Zenith feel the strength in his legs to stand still start to drain out, making him lie upside down on the soft green grass, facing the dusky endless sky above him. It as already past sunset, with beautiful shimring stars gathering around the radiant crescent moon shining above him.
The atmosphere was pleasant with a cold night breeze wafting past him, but all Zenith could feel was his flaring rage and his murderous instinct growing stronger as a twisted sneer curved his lips.
"Damn it...I should’ve killed that old man way before when I had a few chances inside the mansion. I could’ve poisoned his food...or...I could’ve done sothing else...but...I always wanted his death to be slow, painful, and nacingly scary where I could watch him pleading for his own death from .
"But if I knew things would turn at this point, I would’ve killed him way before for Kylian’s safety. I shouldn’t have wasted all these years..."
~ "Even if you had succeeded in killing that man, would his other n have stopped going after Kylian, even after his death?"
But exhaling a big frustrated sigh, Goliath rumbled aloud after a long pause, as if he wasn’t very pleased with Zenith’s remark, "Do you really think that kind of twisted man would’ve stopped haunting you and Kylian even after his death? Even if he had ended up dead, I believe he had already made the prior arrangents of what would happen next if sothing happened to that man. That kind of sickening man is Dolemort Agastya, so do you think he would ever bother to leave you and Kyle alone?"
"I know he wouldn’t be able to stand watching happy after making my life a miserable hell for all these years...but if he dares to harm my baby...I am not going to let it slide this ti."
The sneer on Zenith’s face slowly disappeared, replacing it with a look of disdain in his dark rolled eyes towards the sky above when he muttered in a low, curt voice, "He had once taken my Mom away from ...but I am not going to lose Kyle in his hands. Even if it ant killing him I could bring peace for us...I will be prepared to do that anyti."
~ "However, I don’t think Kyle would be very happy to hear your resolution, Zenith." As expected, Goliath was quite smarter in catching points which made Zenith wince again as he knew he was correct in figuring it out. "Your oga wants you to lead a wise life...but if you can’t sort out your murderous urges, do you think you’ll ever be able to beco soone he would consider worthy? Besides, you’re already hiding the secret about his mother’s ailing health...what will happen if all the secrets you’re keeping away from him end up bursting one day?"
"You think I haven’t considered that possibility yet?" Zenith let out a scornful smirk at Goliath’s comnt but exhaled a big sigh while his gaze narrowed at the sky, "Even if Kylian fails to understand my reasons for keeping the secrets, I would still not let go of him. If he forcibly tries to leave...I will just lock him sowhere no one would ever be able to reach him...but he’s bound to stay with ...forever that is..."
~ "Zenith...you’ve completely lost your mind to be this obsessed with a person..." Goliath exhaled a heavy huff of sigh, while his voice sounded a bit hoarse and concerned, "But...don’t you think by doing this, you’ll just make him hate you even more?"
"He can’t hate as he wants if possible in the future...but he can’t leave ... Kylian...is my salvation, and I will never lose him..." The twisted smile grew on Zenith’s face, as he made his possessive declaration aloud, gazing at the bright moon.
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