"I don’t even understand why things turned out like this. Clearly, I didn’t want it this way, and I made this decision myself. So why does my heart hurt so much?"
At first, she thought she shouldn’t dwell on these matters anymore, that letting him have so freedom might be a good thing.
But why, when eting him again, could she still not suppress the pain in her heart?
"Gu Qixiao, I truly am a terrible person. Even though I made the decision, now I’m crying in front of you. You must feel awful too, don’t you?"
"Even so, I can never give up on Yu. No matter what you do in front of , I won’t hold it against you," Gu Qixiao said resolutely, his feelings clear. He still wanted to be with Ji Yu.
As both of them were on the verge of tears, the old madam watched helplessly from the sidelines.
"I think you two should just leave quickly. I’ll help with this matter, but whether it succeeds will depend on my son’s thoughts."
Because success wasn’t guaranteed, Ji Yu couldn’t leave.
She hurriedly wiped the tears from her face, trying to look less disheveled and hoping to make him a little happier.
"Gu Qixiao, you should go back. Don’t dwell on this anymore. You’ll find soone more suitable for you. Besides, we aren’t even married yet, right? No one knows about ."
She had already decided that since she had made this choice, she wouldn’t drag him down.
"Gu Qixiao, go back."
Gu Qixiao didn’t say a word, but his gaze was unwavering. It was evident that he had never considered giving up. He had promised to wait for Ji Yu, and he would never fall for soone else midway.
Clearly, the two of them had feelings for each other, but because of this matter, they couldn’t be together. Such a situation was truly frustrating.
The old madam also felt that her son’s behavior was sinful. How could he let two people who loved each other be separated like this, especially when their feelings for each other were so obvious?
On the way back, Ji Yu didn’t say a word. The old madam looked at her and sighed heavily.
"I still prefer the way you used to act, impulsive and wild. Even though you seed a bit overly jovial back then, at least you had so spirit."
Now, this lifeless appearance was unsettling no matter how one looked at it.
She understood that Ji Yu wasn’t inherently like this. But seeing her in this state left her heart aching.
Ji Yu thought the old madam’s comnt was inexplicable. Did that crazed version of herself back then make her a good person?
"You should understand, shouldn’t you? Back then, I acted impulsively because I felt wronged. But this ti, I’ve got leverage in your son’s hands, so I have no way to express myself."
She didn’t want to appear lifeless, but because of this matter, she was forced to compromise, which had led her to beco like this.
"I have no choice but to compromise. My mother’s matters are more important than anything else."
She could ignore everything else, but this issue was far too important to her. No matter what happened, she would stick to her decision.
The old madam sighed heavily again, understanding that these emotional entanglents were indeed heartbreaking.
"I hope you two can reconcile soday. I don’t want to see you both in such pain."
She only wished her son could co to his senses, stop trying to force love upon people—true love that is forced brings no joy.
In fact, Xia Chuanhe wasn’t feeling particularly good either, especially seeing Ji Yu being so cold toward him every evening.
"Ji Yu, have you forgotten your promise to ? You’re my fiancée now. Shouldn’t you be a little more passionate toward ?" He dared to find fault over sothing like this.
Ji Yu coldly looked at the man in front of her, clearly indifferent to the situation.
"If you have sothing to say, just say it outright. Why act like this? Plus, I never wanted to be your fiancée to begin with, did I? You knew that from the start. The reason I agreed was only because you could help save my mother."
She had been against the idea of becoming his fiancée since the very beginning.
Now that things had co to this point, she truly didn’t want to say anything more.
"Yu, how could you treat like this? I’ve been doing everything I can to care for your mother and help her recover swiftly, yet you’re so cold toward . Are you trying to ruin the agreent we had?"
He simply couldn’t understand. After putting in so much effort, why was Ji Yu still feeling this way?
"I’m still living in your ho, aren’t I? I haven’t done anything inappropriate, and even your mother knows we aren’t suited for each other. Yet you stubbornly insist on forcing to be with you. That’s your problem."
Ji Yu didn’t want to say much more to the man in front of her. They had no emotional foundation to begin with, so what was the point of calling each other fiancés?
"I want you to treat the sa way you treat Gu Qixiao."
Every ti he saw their interactions, he was filled with envy. How wonderful it would be if he could have such a chance.
"Yu, you must believe that I can treat you just like he does. If you’d give even a trace of warmth, I’d respond with even greater passion."
Ji Yu looked at the man in front of her, his eyes full of anticipation, and suddenly burst out laughing.
"And how long are you planning to deceive yourself? You clearly know that the way we interact with each other is because we share mutual affection. But I don’t have that sa feeling with you."
Without feelings, genuine love could never be present.
"Things shouldn’t be like this," he replied, unwilling to believe that Ji Yu had no feelings for him at all.
"You keep clinging to illusions to justify your affection for . All these manipulative actions of yours—don’t you think they’re absurd? You use these things to threaten and then spout such ridiculous words without ever contemplating why I detest you," she said.
While Ji Yu wasn’t inclined to say much, his actions had crossed the line, forcing her to clarify everything.
"Yu..."
His expression suddenly turned despondent, indicating his heavy investnt in the situation, though he had no idea how to change it.
"Things have co to this point. I hope you stop overthinking. Maintaining the status quo between us is already good enough."
She no longer wanted them to keep tornting each other.
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