Only with Your Heart Chapter 20

Dont Leave

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Lukrov released Chizurus restraint wrist slowly and carefully so that he felt a little irritated.

he firmly hugged my body that was about to fall on the bed, laid Chizuru with a gentle movent that was too gentle, and put a pillow on my head.

Does it hurt?

Imdiately after hearing that, Lukrov shook his head with a slight self-deprecation. It must have been painful. Lets call Arde imdiately to cleanse your body. If necessary, call a pharmacist

Wait. Dont call anyone yet. Stay here.

Chizuru took the plunge and tried to spoil it.

It may be cowardly, but now I knew that Lukrov would listen to my wishes, so I didnt want to miss the opportunity to be with him.

Here

next to . Just a little.

Lukrov did not answer and looked down at Chizuru with his sincere eyes. After a while, he nodded several tis as he had thought, and put sheets on Chizurus body with a polite gesture that would not suit a strong warrior like him. Then he laid next to

with one side down, supporting his head with his hands and looking down at his old lover.

Chizuru also stares back at him.

The two couldnt easily look away from each other and couldnt speak any nifty words.

No Maybe I didnt need words.

Neither an apology nor a confession of love makes any sense in front of the eyes of the two. All of them were transmitted to each others hearts through their souls, without having to bother to voice them.

After a long and gentle silence, Chizuru gently reached out from the sheets and touched the scars running from Lukrovs forehead to his temples. Its a dry mark that seems to be years old, but it was probably quite deep when it was injured.

Chizuru carefully stroked the outline.

Can I ask you about this wound

Lukrov showed his eyebrows slightly, as if he rembered the existence of the wound only when he was asked. I dont feel uncomfortable with Chizurus question.

What do you want to know?

His voice heard back was calm.

When did you get injured?

Four and a half years ago. Shortly before I washed my feet from the hitman family business and beca known as the Duke of ice

It must have hurt.

Is that what you care about? Havent you heard so of my old rumors?

Uh, yeah

but

Chizuru couldnt find a good expression, but he whispered after taking a breath without being impatient. Maybe sothing happened?

The black assassin, the kings minion

Even if only so humans, the sad eyes that were so sad that I couldnt think of a man who was called that way quietly stared at Chizuru.

The feeling of wanting to know his secret for 14 years, which Chizuru did not know, and the feeling that it might be better not to know it, alternated. And Lukrov also seed undecided whether to tell her or not.

However, after a while, Lukrov gradually began to explain.

I had what I wanted. The King promised to give it to . I believed it

I had to believe it.

Chizuru rembered a person called the king of this country.

That said, Chizuru was allowed to have an audience with him only a few tis, and none of them was so long, so I rember it. As far as I can rember, he was a delicate person with thin lines for a man of this era. It didnt seem like a bad guy, but he seed a little unreliable to take the throne, and was he a few years older than Lukrov?

But he didnt want to fulfill that promise

or he couldnt do it. I should have known it, but I couldnt admit it, and for ten years his Being compliant, he did sothing wrong

threatening his political opponents and sotis killing them

Lukrov once cut his words here.

It seems that Chizurus reaction is being confird

Do you think Chizuru would hates Lukrov? If so, he is wrong. Chizuru squinted and shook his head.

It would have been painful

I dont know

I didnt feel anything before I knew it.

No

Dont tell a lie.

It seems that the inner voice of Chizuru was properly transmitted to Lukrov. When he finally took his eyes off Chizuru, he quietly continued to confess, gazing at the waves of the sheets.

Sotis I traveled outside of the country and was entrusted with a war, I was ordered to get my hands dirty, and I just obeyed it like a clown who was foolish. It wasnt as good as it was for him-the king- because I got many supporters, and was treated as a hero at the ti, which threatened the kings presence.

Lukrovs voice was always plain, but Chizuru knew that it wasnt because he didnt feel anything, but because it was too painful to express his suffering.

By nature, Lukrov is not a person who likes fighting.

When I had to fight, I just had the courage to stand up without running away, and I didnt enjoy the fight, let alone the murder itself. If possible, Ive always said that I want to live in peace as a lord sowhere in a remote area, just as I do now.

There was a ti when Chizuru was hoping that one day he would be able to live happily beside him.

14 years ago.

It wasnt her place to cry here now. However, it was too difficult to stop the overflowing tears.

I suffered this wound on my last mission. At that ti, I decided that I will not pursue my dreams anymore. I will Forget everything, give up, and live quietly alone.

Lukrov returned to Chizuru again.

He also seed to be trying to stop sothing overflowing in his eyes. Unbearably, Chizuru raised his squeaking body and gently approached Lukrov. Lukrov hugs Chizurus thin back with his arms and narrows the distance.

Naked, chest and chest.

The heart touches the heart.

Chizuru closed her eyes and lightly kissed Lukrovs cheek. Lukrov did not resist at all.

What did you want

to do

what was it?

Chizuru asked the last question while staring at each other with a slight distance away. Lukrov turned his eyes down and opened again, staring at Chizuru with his sad eyes, and answered slowly with a hazy voice.

Co on

what was it