All right. Now, let hear what you want to say. Its clear from your gaze that sothing happened. I noticed it long ago. I know youre hiding sothing from . The way you look at our child evidently shows that youre very apologetic. Did you betray ? asked Ling Yue.
Ling Yue finally returned to her human form after a long ti in her fox form. She sat opposite and looked at with her eyes narrowed as she combed her long red tail.
Our child was wrapped up in a blanket and lying in the crib located next to Ling Yue. Ling Yue looked at then our child. She softly giggled, and then caressed her childs head. Our child went to sleep after having a full al. She was still in the form of a fox, though
Its all right. Dont worry. Shell beco like after a week. What a cute girl. I feel shes prettier than . Shes inherited our races eyes, remarked Ling Yue.
I couldnt see our child having any traits that resembled . I wasnt a fox, after all I couldnt see any resemblance between and her in her current state.
Ling Yue gently caressed her child, and then gave her a forehead kiss. She then looked back at . Her tender expression imdiately vanished. She, instead, wore on a stern and reprimanding expression. Her change upset a little Voice soft, she questioned, I sent a ssage to the Imperial Palace beforehand. Did you not receive it? Why did you only arrive when I was going through so much pain?
I attempted to hug Ling Yue; however, she slapped without a word beforehand. The slap virtually sent back to the days where I could see the forr ice and snow and anthropoid silhouettes Angry, she loudly exclaid, Im being serious here. What do you want? Dont even think about touching unless you properly explain why you were late today!! You may be here now, but that doesnt change the fact that you were late!!
I held my hand to my face. I explained, Okay, okay, okay Ill tell you. Simply put, I wasnt in the Imperial Palace So, I never received the ssage you sent. Therefore, I didnt know when you were scheduled to give birth Furthermore I was elsewhere
Ling Yue looked as if she was pondering whether or not I was lying to her. I didnt feel guilty. Thus, I looked at her without behaving as if I was guilty. That was why she didnt say anything, either. Instead, she followed up by asking, What about Nier and the rest, then? Why are they back? Where have you been? Why didnt you co back? Do you have another mistress out there?
I did indeed bring back a woman two for that matter except, I didnt plan to tell Ling Yue about them. I took in a deep breath before replying, Because Im going to die.
Uhm, uhm, youre right. If you brought a woman back and have been cheating with her during this ti, then you, indeed, are dead. Ling Yue looked at indifferently as though she didnt think I was being serious.
I solemnly explained, Im serious, Ling Yue. Im serious. We t with danger when we left this ti. I used magic; consequently, my mana has been damaged. Im no longer capable of producing mana. An elf who cant produce mana is bound to die.
Ling Yue was stunned. Her flippant expression vanished. Partly astounded and partly distrustful, she questioned, Are you serious?! Arent you half-elven? Dont you have humanitys blood flowing in you? Why would you have the illness of an ordinary elf?
My organs and blood are elven even if I am half-elven. I have a human appearance, but my internal chanisms are that of a very normal elf.
I felt myself choking on my words. I gently grabbed Ling Yues hand. Her expression changed to a deeply sorrowful look. She held my hand back tightly. Her gaze was filled with worry and regret. In a shaky voice, she asked, Th-That doesnt an youll die for sure, right? There must be a way, right? If its a mana problem Ill just help you store mana from now on You wont die for sure, will you?
Ling Yue, can you transfer your mana to ?
Just suck my blood just as Lucia did. Dont give up. Dont stop trying. Troy, youre not the type of person to give up so easily! exclaid Ling Yue looked at . It was the first ti Id seen her so anxious. Her lips were still pale due to her having just given birth. In a shaky voice, she added, Dont go, Troy. Theres bound to be a solution! There definitely is. Where theres a will, theres a way. The North cant be without you, and neither can I. Sa goes for our child So dont die!
I smiled helplessly: Ling Yue, you called by my na
Ling Yue lost control; she leapt over and grabbed my collar. She mounted and yelled, Ill call you anything, Troy, husband, my love, my dear, whatever you want; just dont die, okay? Didnt you promise to co visit us at set intervals?! Doesnt this an you lied to us?! You liar! You Liar!! You dont have my permission to die! I absolutely wont allow you to die! Why did you do this?! Look at your child! Look at our child! Youre telling youre about to die now? I was initially scared her father wouldnt see her birth, but youre taking the initiative to give up on accompanying her through life? You dont like ? You dont like our child?! Look at your child! Can you bear to leave her when shes so cute?!!
I clasped Ling Yues face: I dont want to die, either, Ling Yue. I dont want to leave you two, either. I love you. I love you as I always have, so I cant suck your blood. I can suck the blood of others to sustain my life, but Im not a vampire. I dont want to be a parasite who relies on others to live. Moreover, you need soone to provide you with mana, too, dont you? How will you provide with mana if theres nobody to provide you with mana?
Ling Yues lips moved. She desperately wanted to say sothing, but she couldnt. Her concerned tears landed on my face. I patiently wiped her tears. Although even more tears surfaced as I wiped, I still patiently wiped them each and every ti. I softly murmured, I love you all. I love each and every one of you. I love you and our child. Im so glad that I got to witness her birth. That way, shell know that Im her father instead of hearing bits and pieces from you. I held her, caressed her and kissed her. Im not a good father, but I truly love her.
Ling Yue softly sobbed. She grabbed my chest and responded in a shaky voice: Dont leave, then If you truly love us dont leave us no matter what you beco Dont leave us My husband My love Dont leave us no matter what I wont force you to do anything again, and I wont hit you again Please please dont go Dont die, no, no matter what, okay? Please Im begging you
I kissed Ling Yues tears. In a tender voice, I replied, Its all right, Ling Yue. If its possible, Ill definitely co back. Ill definitely be back as long as I can live
She exclaid, Isnt that you saying that you cant co back?!! Everyone else talks about what if they cant co back. Youre the only one who says what if you can co back! I told you that I want you back safe and sound by my side!! No, Im fine even if youre not with . I just want you to live. Dont leave our daughter behind, okay? If you dont promise to co through today, I wont let you leave. Id rather transform into my wolf form and hold you in my mouth than let you die!!
I smiled helplessly: Id feel helpless, then. After all, I need to return to the palace in the North, since sothing has happened and I must hurry back.
Ling Yue imdiately expressed, Thats why you mustnt die, understand? My husband, you cannot die! You absolutely mustnt die. You must do your best to live, Troy. Do you still not comprehend your own abilities? You could help return here, and you could restore green land to the North. What else cant you do? My Troy, you will definitely be able to live if you want to. Im begging you. Please dont give up trying the way youre quitting right now. You must find a way to live, got it? My Prince, you must live no matter if its for my sake or our childs sake. Dont die. Promise . Promise youll do your best to find a way to live on. My love, we cant be without you. Theres no way we can be without you. My love think hard about it. Im begging you Have a good think
Because Ling Yues eyes were blood-red in colour, her tears resembled blood. My determination was challenged once again.
Im so important to Ling Yue and to others. I must be just as important to Mommy Vyvyan. I cant imagine how much agony she is in over letting out like this. If I really do die, how will they all continue on? I asked myself, spacing out when I suddenly realised I was hastily looking to die. I asked myself, Why am I in such a hurry to die? Why have I not thought about how to survive? The solution that Mom ca up with for failed, while Ling Yue cant enact it, either. Why cant I find a solution?
I recalled hearing, You will co back to find in the future
I suddenly rembered there really was sobody I said to myself, I need to pay him a visit
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