In short, I was really bothered the next day. I didnt know what Elizabeth figured out. I didnt know if she found out about sothing. I felt very awkward when I saw her the next day, but she didnt say anything to or change the way she interacted with . I didnt know if she sensed there or not, but I didnt dare to look straight at her.
Vyvyan sent back after she was satisfied, so I was still by Lucia and Niers side when they woke up. Therefore, they didnt notice anything.
Ying appeared before for the first ti. Vyvyan and Elizabeth couldnt handle the food on the island. As a result, the two of them brought the bread on the ship over for themselves. Ying sat at the dining table in a sowhat awkward deanour. The considerably westernised dishes were a new sight to her. I sliced two pieces of bread and handed them to her. I told her to use the butter and jam in front of her. While I was at it, I let her know there was hot tea and fruit by the side.
The Valkyries assud maid duty, since none were present. They fulfilled the duties of a maid satisfactorily. They served breakfast up to the table, helped with my napkin and everything else. There was a charm to watching the emotionless young girls serving us. They were very similar to how Nier originally was except she never had to look after , since I had Luna back then. Nier was also very aggressive at the ti. I rembered worrying shed poison .
I stole glances at Lucia and Nier. I then looked at Ying and quickly asked, Ying, have you thought about it with Xia?
Ying stopped moving for a mont. With a slice of bread in her hand, her eyes drifted over the people next to . Nier and Lucia were very dissatisfied, but the two of them seed to change their minds last night and werent against bringing Ying. If I had to guess, Id say it was because they were assured I wasnt trying to keep Ying by my side due to having romantic feelings for her but to show sympathy, because she was my past self.
Nier used to detest my gentle version, while Lucia liked that gentle version of more. Elizabeth and Vyvyan didnt care who I brought back, as they considered it my personal business and not theirs. They neither liked nor hated Ying. Therefore, they had no opinion on my decision.
We dont have any opinion. We couldnt be any happier if sobody was willing to take us in However, I repeat, Xia is very dangerous. Im not sure why she goes berserk, but if she does, then it takes a lot of power to stop her even for . I dont think I need to tell you about the losses suffered in the process.
I replied, Its all right. Xia wont go berserk if she doesnt kill, right? The place I live at is very safe. There wont be any dangers. Xia will be fine if she can continue living in peace as she is now. Theres no need to worry about anything. Ying, theres one more thing. I hope you can beco my bodyguard after coming with . Arent you protecting the villagers here right now? Id like to as you to protect in the future.
Surprised, Ying looked to Nier: Miss Nier is more suited than I am. Miss Niers swordplay is far superior to my own. If you want to protect yourself, Miss Nier would be a better fit. If you choose and she wants to kill you, I wont be able to protect you.
Nier wont want to kill unless she completely loses confidence in .
I glanced at Nier, who was sowhat curious about our conversation, and smiled. She couldnt understand what we were talking about; she desperately wanted to know what we were talking about and how it pertained to her.
I had absolute trust in those by my side. They wouldnt hurt . Well, maybe with the exception of Lucia if she had a complete breakdown
Ying mulled on the topic. She then questioned, Do you want to kill sobody, then?
I shook my head: Killing is the job of assassins, not yours. Youre a bodyguard, not an assassin. However, sotis you will, indeed, need to kill, and that will be when sobody tries to kill .
Ying nodded: I presu youre so sort of lord, right? Your Nier killed very decisively, so I presud you were very good at killing people. Judging from the way she killed brutally the villagers, who were of no threat to her, I reasoned she mustve done so countless tis in the past, which ant you mustve given the order.
Yings tone couldnt be any calr. I questioned myself as to whether or not she knew what she was doing. If she was being serious, then she just called a tyrant, a tyrant. If I truly was a tyrant, I would definitely feel affronted. Perhaps she just spoke her mind, because she doesnt know how to socialise with others.
I looked to Nier and softly chuckled: Those orders werent actually given by . The truth is she was originally my moms guard, not mine. Those orders, mm, my mom was the one gave them.
Ying asked, What about you, then?
Yings gaze looked as though she was confronting for not helping the villagers when they were being attacked. Truthfully, I asked myself the sa question countless tis. I wanted to reach a definitive conclusion for the question, but my answer was forever just one word: powerless.
I couldnt save them; it was too late by the ti I called out. Moreover, if Mommy Elizabeth wanted to kill sobody, shed definitely co up with a way to do so. It wasnt sothing I could stop. I was no longer willing to recall the past. To , that was all in the past.
I responded, I saw how they brutally died that day. Having said that, did I not do anything? Its simple. I couldnt. I was just a powerless person there at the ti. I had no right to behave brutally. Im still powerless to do anything even now. All I can promise is that there wont be brutal killing by my side.
Ying eyes were sowhat odd. I didnt know what she saw. I didnt know what she could see in my eyes. Nevertheless, I found the answer a mont after. Ying stated, Youre lying.
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Youve killed before and lots for that matter, added Ying, as calm as if she was telling I had jam on my face. Your gaze tells youve killed, and not just one person, but maybe a few, dozens, or hundreds. Your gaze cant deceive anybody. Ive seen the gaze of a killer; your gaze tells youve killed.
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So I dont trust you. Youre the sa as your mother. In reality, youre the sa. Im not willing to stay by your side to protect you, because I might have my hands covered in blood. While Im not a human, I still have my own form of conscience. Ying then stood up: I cant be your bodyguard, sorry. I dont want to kill for no rhy or reason. Im very worried. Sorry. If that cant satisfy you, Xia and I shall leave. I dont bla you nor do I hate anything. I just want to say that I dont want to be your bodyguard.
I stood up and shouted Ying!!
Ying stopped for a mont, but didnt turn back around.
Lucia looked at Yings back. In a slightly surprised tone, she remarked, Oh, wow. How rare. Im surprised theres a woman whod reject His Highness. Shes the first one in history!
Nier slowly and orderly placed down her knife for spreading jam. In a cold tone, she responded, Shes not a human or elf, after all. But this is for the best. She refused him; that ans its not our fault.
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