As opposed to saying that my anger went away, it would be more accurate to say that I randomly got brought back.
Am I too young or is Mom too sly? She admitted her faults right as soon as she appeared, leaving speechless. She then nad my faults, causing to lose montum. She then forcefully brought back to the outer court, and then put under house arrest. My guard unit got sent to stay at the Valkyries station to go and flirt with them
They thought my relationship with Mom had gone back to the positive way it was before and felt relieved. As soon as they heard they could leave, they really left They really did
Though Im under house arrest, Her Majesty didnt have her Valkyries protect . It looks as though Mommy Elizabeth pays a lot of attention to the Valkyries now after that incident. She didnt arrange for any guards to protect . Instead, she had Philes and Shusia bring a few others to stay with under the pretext of protecting .
So why did I say I was under house arrest you ask? Thats because my horse is missing! I went to the stables to look for my horse, but there wasnt a single one there. Thats Moms trick to keep here. Im now wondering if shes going to take my shoes away, too. I could just leave and look for a horse to leave this place; however, I do want to have a proper talk with Mom, too. Therefore, I decided to stay here for a while longer.
We still need to make so preparations to transport Luna ho. I cant just carry her back the whole way. Of course, if thats what I must resort to, then so be it. I need to prepare a better casket for her. and then transport her back to Troy City via horse carriage. Shes gone through so much, so I want to let her, at least, be able to relax on her last journey.
I gently held Lunas freezing hands in my hands. I sat next to the bed that she was lying on and looked at her cheeks.
Luna still looks so beautiful and pitiful. Ive already done my very best to give Luna the just treatnt she deserves. Besides not being able to personally avenge her, Ive done everything that I can. But despite that, the imnse guilt and sadness I feel when I hold her hands hasnt reduced at all.
Its as though everything I did was aningless.
Luna Luna Was I worth it? Was I worth you throwing your life away for?
I wiped my tears off my face and tightened my grip on Lunas hand. Luna, however, couldnt hold my hand again. Her expression didnt even change. I looked at her smile and gently stroked her lips.
If I couldve let Luna depart with this expression, I wouldnt be feeling so sad right now.
Luna died for . She died because of . If I was strong enough, Luna wouldnt have t with this sort of fate. If I was strong enough, I wouldnt have had to return here, and I wouldnt have to succeed Her Majestys throne. I could establish my own empire. Succeeding Her Majestys empire will only attract more and more and more sches and sinister plots
Im sick of it already. I am honestly sick of it already. Ive tried so hard already, yet Castor still ended up swimming in their own blood. I did what I did to protect them. But humans always like to do things they themselves perceive to be correct.
I cant protect others nor can I conquer others. My kindness is aningless to these people; anwhile, they can take everyone I love from .
I dont want Moms empire. Her presence has been engraved deeply into this empire. Mom shines too brightly. I believe that even more people would be stating that Im unworthy of succeeding this empire had I not gone all out to save it once. I really dont want to fight with Moms supporters. I dont want to get into a political war. I want my own country. I want my own empire. I want my on loyal people and my own power.
Troy City is too small for . Im not longer after a city, but a region with my power. I want a grand empire similar to Moms. I dont want to succeed hers. That way, everybody will change their opinion of .
If I could have done that, Luna wouldnt have died. Shed still by my side right now.
If possible, I really want kiss Lunas lips again, hold her hands again and hold her beautiful, yet weak body again.
Unfortunately, its impossible now.
Luna, lets go ho. Ill take you ho. I think that the sea of flowers suits you more. Ill take you to the sea of flowers in the village that you were born in and grew up in. Ill always co to see you and the flowers bloom.
I gently stroked Lunas forehead and struggled to my feet as though I exited my mories in the past and my love for Luna. I let go and returned her hand to her chest.
This isnt all that I can do for Luna. Since Alice fought so hard for the Valkyries, Ill ruin what she worked so hard to create.
I said it before. I couldnt kill Alice, so Ill destroy her, instead. I want to make it so that nobody will rember her in the future. I want her to vanish from this world without a trace.
My next step is to destroy the Valkyries. Such a squad shouldnt continue to exist. The Valkyries have gained too much power. Theyve gained so much power that they can bring harm to anyone in the Empress absence. I must change them into a simple guard unit from now on. I wont let another Alice appear.
Further, I want Alice to know that I, personally, destroyed the Valkyries that she worked so hard all her life nurturing!
Im not angry with Her Majestys faults, but I will forever rember what you did Alice. Ill rember it for life. Ill never go to visit your grave, and I wont touch anything you were involved with. My descendants will never be nad Alice.
Once Im dead, Ill go to where you are and personally kill you again!
Ill never forget this grudge.
Philes walked in and made a small bow to , Your Majesty, Miss Lunas new casket is ready. Do you want to put Miss Luna inside now?
Ah, Ill do it myself.
I nodded then carried Luna up and headed outside. The guards in charge of transporting her stood on both sides of the corridor and solemnly welcod Luna and I who ca out. They wore formal robes and stood next to us. They were silent as the forest that guards us. The black horse carriage was parked at the entrance with an open casket set on an incline behind it, revealing the soft-looking cloth inside.
I gently placed Luna inside, and then adjusted her posture. I then gave them my order, Dont place any bouquets. The bouquets here are completely aningless to her. I will personally fill it up with flowers. You just need to put the lid on properly first.
Understood!
So, Your Majesty, when are we heading out? Are we leaving first?
I cant go even if I want to right now. I need to speak to Her Majesty one last ti. Were leaving together for sure. As I ntioned, I want to personally bring Luna ho.
I touched the black casket then turned around and walked toward the inner court.
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