We didnt stay at the orphanage for too long since we had to go to the church next. I noticed that the children had already beco close to Nier. They were close enough for Nier to allow the boys to touch her sword with a smile on her face. Nier really likes children and she understands how to interact with them. I just wish she could focus her energy on . After hearing my recount, the dean looked very disappointed. However, I promised him I wouldnt just give up, and that I would continue trying. I guess that could give him so confidence. To be honest, I dont really want to keep him waiting like this since I cant guarantee that I will be able to solve the problem. Being in despair right from the start is better than holding on to hope, only to die in the end.
But how many people can actually withstand holding onto the pain of despair right from the start?
Nier and I bid goodbye to the orphanage and headed to the large church. The church wasnt built much differently to the gothic design I knew. It was just that it sowhat resembled the palace. It had a hollow square design from a birds eye view. In the centre was a circle. It looks like this church can house people. Overhead the spot where you pray in the church was the huge angel-statue. The statue looked the sa from below. It looked like a massive clock.
I raised my head up and looked at the grey structure in front of . The colourful glass illustrated a heroic epic and holy story. People dressed in a red, white and black long robe walked past with fast steps. There was also a dignified looking young individual dressed in a simple grey long-robe carrying books who walked into the church. Perhaps they were apprentices.
I dont know what taboos the religions here have, nor do I know what rules the church has. I dont believe in god, but so overwhelming belief was pushing , making question my own religious beliefs. Since everyone here believed in god, it might seem wrong if I dont.
I cant think like this. Theres no such thing as deities or gods. We in the working class are most noble.
I stood firm in my belief that god doesnt exist and then took a big step onto the marble steps. Nier followed behind . She softly whispered: Your majesty, rember what you promised .
I know.
I nodded and stepped into the church. After entering the church, I discovered that the interior was very ordinary. There were just rows of benches and a tall statue of the god at the forefront which was so tall I could only see his chin when I looked up. There were a decent number of people seated at the rows of benches below. They all had their heads lowered and hands clasped. Maybe they were praying.
A clergy dressed in a long white robe ca up to all of a sudden. He looked at with a smile and asked: Mister, is there sothing I can help you with?
His kind smile resembled that of a childs. I shook my head and looked at Nier who stood behind . Nier looked at vigilantly like she was afraid Id do sothing.
I shook my head and then replied: No, Im fine, thank you.
Its alright my child. You must have a lot of worries at your age, so you need not hold it in. Please share it with our god. I believe that god will definitely help you overco it.
The clergy left after he said that to with a smile on his face. I looked at the rows of benches and found an empty spot to sit down. Nier sat next to and looked at the statue of god ahead of us. I smiled bitterly. If there was any aning in praying, this world would be more beautiful because its the one form of hope that isnt worth a penny. However, I think that only thing worth money that a person possesses once they place their hope with god is their prayer.
God is the most useless existence in this world, or rather, the world would be better off without god. As opposed to saying god exists, its better to say that god exists because of people. If people didnt believe in god, god wouldnt exist. In other words, without suffering, god wouldnt exist. If god exists, suffering will inevitably exist. People will achieve salvation when they no longer need god. While it sounds like Im ridiculing, its a matter of fact.
I looked at Nier and softly asked: Nier, do you believe in god?
Nier replied without a mont of hesitation: No.
Why?
Because I only believe in her majesty. When I was on the verge of starving and freezing to death when I was young, it was her majesty who saved , not god. Therefore, I only believe in her majesty. Nier looked at the statue of god ahead of us and calmly continued, Her majesty never relied on the power of god once to win her battles when she conquered the south. She relied on her bravery and intellect. God never appeared, so why do I have to believe in god?
Just as we were about to express our shared agreent on the topic, a friendly voice spoke to us from behind: Children, you cannot question god.
We stood up and turned around. An individual dressed in a long red robe wearing a red hat stepped out. He looked sowhat chubby but his movents were very agile. A few others also dressed in the long red robe but without the hat followed behind him. Nier looked at him and frowned as she was slightly disgusted by him. However, she still spoke politely nonetheless: Greetings, archbishop.
Archbishop?!
I looked at the fatty in red standing before shocked. He looked at and I saw his chubby chin jiggle. He revealed a smile and said: You need not mind the formalities, your majesty. I heard you ca here to pray today, so I rushed over. I believe god will be moved by your worries. It looks like you are suffering a lot, your majesty, otherwise you would not question god.
I heard Nier scoff from behind. I looked at the archbishop in front of , smiled helplessly and replied: Perhaps it is because god didnt help with my troubles. If my sincere prayers were ineffective, I think that everyone will begin to question god.
I never imagined Id be discovered so quickly. It looks like the church recognises . Now, how do they know ? Ive never appeared before.
The archbishop didnt react to my words. He just smiled and replied: I think you need to be patient, your majesty. God is fair. He will not show bias because of ones identity or wealth. I believe that your worries will reach gods ears. Before god gets to it, how about letting us help you? Sotis we can help god solve so problems.
The archbishop looked at and made a hand gesture. It looks like he wants to speak to upstairs. I noticed Nier tugging my shirt sleeve from behind. But itll seem rude if I dont go with him in this situation. I dont believe theyll try sothing funny here. Moreover, theres no proof that the church wants to hurt yet. The church definitely conducts misdeeds; its just that I dont know how corrupt they are yet.
Alright.
I nodded and then turned around to quietly say to Nier: Its fine, Nier. Just follow closely.
Nier looked at and let out a helpless sigh. She then put her hand back below her cape. I reckon Niers hand is pressed on her sword handle right now. The archbishop smiled. I still couldnt tell what category his smile belonged to, but I intend to treat it as a villainous smile and deal with him as a villain.
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