TL: KSD
Kim Byul doesn’t have many friends.
Considering she’s the ‘Nation’s Little Sister’ (from 10 years ago), a veteran child actor, and holds the title of the Ice Queen of the Theater and Film Departnt, it might seem strange that she doesn’t have friends. But reaching the pinnacle is inherently a lonely journey.
At least, that’s what she says.
But from my perspective, the reason Kim Byul doesn’t have friends is because she’s in a different age group.
Physically, she might be the sa age as her peers, but ntally, she’s much older.
After all, isn’t she soone who entered society 10 years ago?
Kim Byul stood in front of caras at an age when her peers were running around giggling and chattering nonsense with sauce sared on their faces at tteokbokki shops.
And she wasn’t smiling because she was having fun, but because that’s how she would look the prettiest on cara. She wasn’t saying what she wanted to say, but rather what wouldn’t get her in trouble.
How could a kid who lived in a world where she’d get scolded for not using the proper honorific, ‘sunbae-nim’, possibly blend in with kids gossiping about how ‘Bae Seong-won is so freaking handso’?
She beca too mature, too early, to hang out with kids her own age.
In a way, you could say she’s similar to —soone whose body has shrunk, but whose mind has remained the sa.
But unlike , who actually possessed a real and was a true adult, Kim Byul is a pseudo-adult.
It ans she still has so childish aspects.
For instance, she blabs everything, down to the last detail, to her few friends—things she should or shouldn’t talk about. It’s a sign she hasn’t tasted the bitterness of life yet.
And I happened to be one of those few, perhaps even her only friend.
That’s why I knew a little bit about Kim Byul’s manager, Team Leader Kim Sung-geun.
“Hello, Team Leader. I’ve heard a lot about you from Kim sunbae.”
“Oh, really? Byul has been talking about ?”
“Yes, she always says how she trusts and relies on you…”
I casually brushed off the greeting from .
Team Leader Kim, who , showed an unusually submissive attitude towards .
Suspicious of this, I asked about the intentions of Team Leader Kim, who is .
“So, what exactly brings you here?”
“Before we talk, please follow over here for a mont…”
I followed the dubious Team Leader Kim into so office.
And inside that office, a strange group of people was gathered.
“Hey. Author Moon. Long ti no see.”
“CEO?”
CEO Baek Seung-won, Kim Byul’s mother, and… Gu Yu-na.
What kind of combination is this?
EP 9 – Sound
Death.
The end of everything.
But is it truly the end of everything?
From a cognitive perspective, death is the end of everything. The world only exists through the observation of the self, and the absence of the observer ans the extinction of phenona.
But humans can infer others, contexts, and the world. If soone continues my will after I die, it might be not an end, but a beginning.
Whether or not it’s true doesn’t matter.
Because that alone can be the dying person’s final hope…
“Vice-priest nim…”
‘My’ final words should be for the world.
“Peace…”
“……”
“Peace… for these poor people…”
And now, today’s living point!
At the mont of death, do not close your eyes and throw your head back.
Doing so could get you branded as , leading to be ridiculed for decades.
Now we live in an era where even dying beautifully is important.
So, with a wistful gaze, look into the void, show a faint smile-
Then slowly relax your facial muscles, transition into a wistful expression, and let your head drop limply at the perfect angle for a face shot.
Since she had already mastered tearful acting, tears trickled down her cheek at the exact mont her head fell.
However, at this point, you must not close your eyes.
It’s more dramatic if you die with your eyes open, letting the other person close them for you.
As expected, even though the open-eyed death was an ad-lib, the other person played along perfectly.
“Ah… Ahh…!”
Trembling hands swept across her face. They didn’t actually close her eyes, but she closed them on cue.
Even with her eyes closed, just by listening to the voice, she could feel her partner’s performance—
As expected, it was a well-executed wail.
“Waaaah—!”
Perfect.
It should be about ti now…
“Okay! Cut!”
At the PD’s OK sign, the co-actor stopped sobbing, and Kim Byul abruptly opened her eyes, ending her corpse performance.
“Ptoo ptoo ptui!”
As soon as the scene was over, Kim Byul spat out the fake blood that had been in her mouth. They could’ve at least made it taste better—it’s unbearably sour. Fake blood tastes best when it’s made from corn syrup…
While Kim Byul was lost in these trivial thoughts, the co-actor, who had just witnessed her tragic death, extended a hand and helped her up.
“Wow, Byul, your acting has improved a lot?”
“Haha… thank you.”
“I learned a lot working on this project.”
Even considering Kim Byul’s child actor career, the person in front of her was soone she could call a ‘senior’ in every sense of the word. Even though she should feel proud when such a veteran pats her on the shoulder and praises her, Kim Byul didn’t feel particularly happy.
Because she knew all too well what this person was doing behind the scenes. Even if it doesn’t appear on TV, people in the sa industry all know about it. They can’t not know.
But the other person knew that too, and so if Kim Byul showed even a hint of discomfort, it would be noticed imdiately.
So Kim Byul had no choice but to continue acting.
“No, not at all! I’m the one who learned a lot! Thank you!”
“Haha, co on, you’re embarrassing …”
Just because the PD shouted ‘cut’ doesn’t an the acting is over.
It’s only when you leave the set that the acting truly ends.
Kim Byul exchanged farewells with the people around her, maintaining the persona of an .
At the sa ti, she had to be careful not to seem fake, because if she did, people would talk behind her back. Balancing the tempo was the tricky part.
But having experienced the ‘dark days’ once before, Kim Byul steadfastly carried out that difficult day-to-day acting. She didn’t get called a veteran for nothing.
“Hey, Actor Kim. You worked hard.”
“No, no! I’m the one who’s truly grateful!”
“Oh my, you worked hard, our Byul…”
“Writer-nim!”
“Byul, let’s et again in the next project!”
“Yes! Unnie! I’ll see you next ti for sure!”
There were still a few more shooting schedules left before the drama would wrap up, but Kim Byul’s shooting ended today.
After all, her character had just died. Death is the end of everything. That includes the end of filming for her.
But Kim Byul knew very well that the schedule truly ends only when she’s properly said goodbye to the people on set, so she dragged her tired body around to bid her farewells.
However, the manager who was supposed to be taking care of her wasn’t anywhere to be seen. Where did Team Leader Kim go this ti?
If he’s late because he’s off smoking sowhere again, this ti she won’t let it slide. He wasn’t like this when they first t, but since becoming a team leader, he’s gotten a bit arrogant. Well, if that’s the case, Kim Byul will have to beco arrogant too. She’ll have to turn into a gangster…
Fortunately, the catastrophe of pure child actor Kim Byul turning dark and losing her manners didn’t happen.
Her manager, Team Leader Kim, appeared on set with a group of people in tow.
Among them, Kim Byul even spotted CEO Baek Seung-won, dressed in a white suit and sunglasses.
“Eh…?”
While Kim Byul was wondering what was going on, everyone on the set was looking at her with strange expressions.
Especially the PD and the writer—they were on the verge of bursting into laughter. Their cheeks were puffed out.
As Kim Byul looked around in confusion, Moon In finally caught her eye.
“What are you…?”
Before she could finish her sentence, she saw Gu Yu-na standing beside him.
And next to her was her mom.
What is this? What kind of combination is this?
The answer naturally revealed itself as a cake with lit candles appeared out of nowhere.
“Happy birth-day-”
“Heeeeeng…”
Kim Byul.
Burst into tears before the first syllable of ‘Happy Birthday’ was even finished!
***
“Why didn’t you tell beforehand…?”
Kim Byul grumbled, her eyes swollen from crying. However, she couldn’t hide the slight smile twitching at the corners of her mouth.
In the waiting room on set, Kim Byul clung to Gu Yuna like a beloved stuffed toy, making quite a pathetic sight in various ways.
“Ah—seriously, how childish… How old am I that you’re still doing things like this for …?”
“Yes, yes.”
“Don’t you guys have anything better to do? Shouldn’t you be at school? What are you doing here…?”
“Yes, yes.”
Kim Byul, with her lips pursed, didn’t stop grumbling until the very end.
It was especially annoying how she pretended not to like it while clearly unable to suppress her smile.
I wanted to flick her duck-like pout with a pen, but I decided to hold back just this once.
Because today was a good day.
It was both Kim Byul’s birthday, the day she wrapped up her role in the drama, and the 10th anniversary of her contract with Baekhak Entertainnt.
Of course, if you count from her debut date, it’s a bit more than 10 years, but her contract with Baekhak Entertainnt was separate.
Now, Kim Byul was no longer an actress who had been under contract with Baekhak Entertainnt for ‘almost 10 years’—she was an actress who had been with them for ‘exactly 10 years’.
So, Baek Seung-won, the man who might be distant with his family but is warm to his actors, planned this surprise event to commorate the occasion.
As for , I had received a birthday celebration from her not too long ago, so this was my way of reciprocating—or perhaps even getting back at her—by making Kim Byul cry once.
Fortunately, it seed Kim Byul liked the surprise.
Suddenly, Kim Byul tightened her grip on Gu Yuna, who she had been hugging.
Gu Yuna silently scread and struggled to break free, but there was no way she could overco Kim Byul’s strength, which could even handle horseback gun action on the vast plains of Manchuria.
Kim Byul couldn’t see Gu Yuna’s expression, so she simply basked in the warmth, smiling gently.
“Ha… Hugging Yuna again after so long feels so recharging.”
“Right. Yuna looks like she’s dying of happiness right now.”
“You guys are going to Baekhak Arts High School next year, right? I guess we’ll be able to see each other at school again then?”
Though Gu Yuna finally managed to escape from Kim Byul’s embrace like a cat drenched by a shower hose, Kim Byul kept chatting cheerfully, talking about how she was looking forward to next year with a big smile.
As I watched that innocent smile, I briefly had another thought.
The adult world is ruthless. The world of capitalism is even colder.
None of those adults moved just to celebrate a child’s birthday.
Just a mont ago, CEO Baek Seung-won and Kim Byul’s mother had arrived with a cara crew in tow.
It was a team owned by Baekhak Entertainnt.
That team was planning to commit the cruel and terrible act of turning Kim Byul’s birthday celebration reaction into a company YouTube variety show.
What a terrifying idea to eternally preserve a girl’s tears just for views!
It was a monstrous idea that only demons obsessed with ratings would think of.
And yet, even this was just a step in a much more wicked sche…
In the context of the entertainnt industry’s logic, such a YouTube variety show was actually a form of ‘promotion’.
In other words, it was a ‘benefit’ provided by the company to the actress.
Because it would increase her recognition.
So, why was Baekhak Entertainnt trying to boost Kim Byul’s recognition?
The answer was simple.
It was because word had spread that So Tae-woong, A maestro of Korean cinema and the recipient of the Berlin Golden Bear, was preparing a new film.
And the lead role in that film was for a ‘teenager’.
As soon as the rumor spread, entertainnt agencies with child actors all turned their eyes, and Baekhak Entertainnt was no exception.
And Kim Byul was the strongest card Baekhak Entertainnt held among their ‘teenage child actors’.
So, Baekhak Entertainnt was essentially bulking up the actor who would participate in the casting competition on behalf of the company.
The timing was perfect. The filming for the drama Rosarium had wrapped up at just the right ti, and thanks to the show’s success, Kim Byul’s recognition had also increased.
If the company gave her a push right now? The chances wouldn’t be low at all.
Baekhak Entertainnt was probably already seeing visions of the future.
A future where they ride the wave of Director So Tae-woong’s new film, which would take the world by storm, and rake in piles of money…
But the reason my thoughts were complicated wasn’t just because Kim Byul’s birthday party was planned with such impure intentions.
To explain further, I would need to go back a bit in ti.
***
Not too long ago.
That is, before I was invited to Kim Byul’s surprise birthday party operation.
I was just lazing around at ho, having roughly finished writing the novel Dark Adaptation.
“How did you manage to find when I’ve just moved my office?”
“Haha, I have my ways.”
Director So Tae-woong had co to see .
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