North x Northwest No Chapter 128

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Lil couldnt believe it and muttered.

How could this be

Why? Do you usually have trouble sleeping?

Yes. I cant sleep well. But how much ti has passed?

Um thats why?

One hour? Two hours?

Uh well, is that really important? But first, what are you going to do with this?

Ed pointed to his bangs sared with ointnt. In her absentminded state, Lil had covered the teeth mark with so much dicine that it was now completely buried by the salve. Frowning at her disastrous ointnt application, Lil squinted at the door to avoid taking responsibility.

This is why I need you to cover it with a cotton cloth again.

Im sorry.

Thats it?

I need to go.

So you want

to fix the troubles you caused myself?

Im very busy.

Lil turned around and grabbed her doorknob, when

Truth is, I dont have a mirror so please give

a hand.

Damn it.

Lils face distorted in frustration.

I rather have Ed threatening

to inform everyone about the cause of his wound as I can easily ignore that. But what I cant ignore is soones helplessness, especially when Im apologetic about it.

Despite already gripping the handle, Lil gritted her teeth, let it go and returned to the bedside.

I should have gone out quietly after laying him down on his bed. How annoying, I just gave myself more work.

Ed, who had no idea what was going on in her head, sat ekly and stared at Lil. She didnt like his sudden docile behaviour either. Ed hasnt offended Lil with his eccentric speech recently, and he hasnt done anything intrusive. Moreso, he secretly assisted her and put his life on the line for her. As a result, Lil had no reason to be prejudiced and treat him differently than the other sailors. She was a generous captain, always willing to help a crew mber who asked for assistance and taking responsibility when she was the cause of the damage.

Where is it?

Ed pointed to the dicine bag on the desk. Lil rummaged through it until she found the cotton cloth, before wiping the white ointnt from his hair. Her application appeared to be far worse than when she saw it from a distance. Lil tried to see the positive side of it.

If I had left it alone, he would have whined about it for weeks. Even if I set out to be that cruel, what I did was wrong, and I have to sincerely apologise.

Lil murmured with tense shoulders.

Look, Im sorry. This really is thick. I would have regretted it if I just left it like this

Ugh, I know I shouldnt be an to you, but sotis I cant help it. Youre acting strangely sly.

Well, I was surprised you even thought of applying the dicine yourself.

I was the one who hurt you, so I should at least do this much.

Isnt it because I keep getting caught by your eyes?

Lil frowned at Ed, who was talking nonsense.

Youre talking bullshit again.

Ed kept his mouth shut. When Lil caught sight of him, she soon resud her work.

Ed licked his parched lips with his tongue.

It seems like now will be a good ti to confess. In a place where were alone and no one can bother us. Theres no guarantee that another opportunity like this will arise. But Im still curious about the aning and sudden change of Liloa that only I can see. Did she have a change of heart? Whats her opinion of

now? I can barely stand my curiosity. If I have to guess, its most likely a positive turning point. Theres no way she would show the person she despised, her true face she hasnt shown anyone else.

Ti passed while he was thinking it over and he beca increasingly nervous.

If I confess my identity here and ask for forgiveness, Ill most certainly be rejected. Its easy to predict how betrayed Liloa will feel. If that happens, our fragile relationship will be irreversibly damaged, and we might never speak again. Then, Ill never be able to figure out what this all ant or why the necklace stopped working

As a result, Ed desired their relationship to remain the sa until he figured it out. He knew it was shaless greed, but he was afraid he would never know if their relationship ended here. It was a secret that felt too big to keep hidden from him, from Lil, or anyone else.

What does the Captain think of ?

Youre part of my crew.

Is that all?

Why are you even asking? Do you think youve beco soone special because Ive deed you innocent? It appears that youre thinking incorrectly; I just recognized you as a sailor, okay? I had been watching you closely before because you were suspicious, but now Ive decided to accept you without any reservations. Dont act like youre getting special treatnt.

Her voice was exceptionally cold. Ed looked over Lils shoulder, so morning light stread in through the wooden shutters.

Liloa thinks its still night. If she knows its already morning, shell leave the cabin imdiately I dont have much ti left. What shall I do? What words can I use to convince her?

Ed lowered his tingling eyes that beca stiff from being awake all night. Through his vision blurred by fatigue, he could see his and Lils legs almost touching. As if they had brushed against each other, the muscles in his legs beca stiff and hot. Lil, on the other hand, acted normal and was completely unaware of the loss of her necklaces divine power.

Her denial that he was just part of her crew was too much for Ed.

If Im really just another ordinary sailor in her eyes, then everyone should be seeing her like this. Right?

Really?

Huh, why? Do you think youre an exception?

A snort of laughter could be heard, mocking his expectations.

Is that what you have been thinking?

I thought you cared for , though. In this brief period of ti, we had good conversations and great experiences together, right?

If you really think what youre saying is true, then I have to distance myself from you again. Im the Captain and the leader here, so I always have to be fair, but if you feel that way, my other crew mbers might also think youre my favourite. I have no intention of making that happen.

Dont lie.

Ed glared at the woman in front of him, with her long, undone black hair.

No one knows that her hair is this long, its sothing only I can see. Im not seeing an illusion or a hallucination. How can you dismiss

as no different from the other guys when Im seeing you as the woman you are, right in front of ? Why would you tell such an obvious lie to soone who knows this is clearly sothing else? How could you?

Of course, Lil has no idea how she appeared to him. However, it was appalling that she didnt even want to admit that she had a change of heart or an awakening that couldnt be ignored. Ed vividly recalled the mont Lil changed. And how happy she was at that very mont.

Ti is running out. My heart cant take this anymore. I cant turn a blind eye to this any longer. If she refuses to acknowledge it herself, then Ill have to make her admit it.

Then why do you only look like this to ?

Lil asked with a completely unintelligible face.

What?

What do you an, what??

What nonsense are you talking about?

Why do you think Ive been tailing you around for?

It was only then that Lil, who sensed sothing was off, tensed up.

Wait a minute, tell

again from the beginning. I dont know what youre talking about

It seems so obvious, why are you pretending not to know what I an to you?

What are you talking about

Why on earth? Are you afraid that admitting it will make it irreversible?

The space between the bed and the desk wasnt wide. Lil, who was backing away from him, eventually bumped against the desk.

Are you out of your mind?

What are you so afraid of? What kind of imnse feelings do you have?

What the hell are you talking about? If you want to have a conversation, get away from

and explain yourself properly.

Lil kept a straight face and started to shove him on the shoulder. Even as Ed was being pushed away, he didnt bother to stop her. He knew she was going to stop the mont she heard the crazy words from him anyway.

By any chance Do you love ?