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Where are you?

I keep looking for you, but I can't find you... I can't have you...

I need you… I need to have you…

From the first ti I saw you, I knew that our destiny was to be together...

Every day, every minute, every second... you are the only thing that exists in my thoughts and feelings...

Rembering that beautiful mont when we t is what gives aning to my life, that's why I need you... Life shouldn't exist if I don't have you by my side...

That beautiful mory always replays in my mind, the mont when we t.

It was a normal day like any other.

I ca back from school and my parents scolded for being useless and incompetent. I never lived up to their expectations, so they beat up and put in the punishnt cage so I could reflect on my mistakes.

The blows didn't hurt, but their looks of disappointnt and hate were heartbreaking. I couldn't bear those looks and many tis I thought of cutting their eyes out, but I knew that they punished because I was useless and they only wanted to help beco a good person, although that no longer matters, now there is soone I want to have and I don't mind being a bad person….

Night had co and the mixture of hunger and cold made tremble. I could only hug my legs and wait for my parents to let out when it was my ti to go to school.

I tried to sleep to forget the hunger, but a sound reached my ears as I was falling asleep.

The cage where my parents punished was in a remote room of the house, so it was strange to hear approaching footsteps in the middle of the night.

The door opened and I saw the most amazing thing. My father and mother were pale-faced, their bodies trembled, and their expressions showed terror.

My parents have always acted like omnipotent and superior people, so to see them so scared as if they were preys in front of a hungry animal was sowhat shocking, but it generated an interesting feeling in my chest… I felt happy.

My parents slowly entered the room and it was at that mont that I t my prince.

Behind my parents was a person dressed in a black special forces uniform. His face was covered by a gas mask and in his hands was a short shotgun.

I couldn't see the person's face, I couldn't even tell if he was a teenager or an adult, but I knew from the first mont, he was the brave hero who ca to save .

Before my parents beca strict, my mother used to read stories where princesses were rescued by brave heroes. For a long ti I waited for my hero to arrive and he had finally arrived.

I felt very happy, but the cold and hunger had left without strength, so I could only watch in silence.

My hero seed to have seen , but he kept silent as he pointed the shotgun at my parents.

My father quickly opened a secret compartnt on the floor and took out a briefcase.

My mother had knelt down as she begged for rcy, which reminded of monts where I cried and begged her to get out of the cage, but she hadn't even looked at and she just spat at .

Seeing her beg in such a pathetic way made my heart fill with happiness and love. My hero was doing everything to make happy…

After my father took out the briefcase, he put it on the ground and then knelt pathetically and began to beg. He said that it was not his intention to betray the Ichijo family, that he had been threatened so that he would steal the Ichijo family's money, and that he deserved a second chance for all the work he has done for the Ichijo family.

My hero didn't respond and just hit my parents. He first he broke my father's limbs, then he broke my mother's limbs.

My father and mother passed out from the pain of having their bones broken, which was beautiful. The sound of breaking bones was more beautiful than any music I have ever heard.

After breaking my parents' arms and legs, my hero opened the briefcase and I saw inside.

The briefcase was full of docunts that I couldn't read since my hero closed the briefcase, but I managed to see that so of the docunts were records of bank movents made in banks in Switzerland.

My hero searched the secret compartnt that my father had opened and grabbed several bags of money and so jewelry, but he ignored what looked like bags of drugs and so weapons.

I knew that my parents had weapons and so dangerous things, they had even made take so drugs to force to study when I felt very tired, but that was the first ti I saw where they stored the illegal things.

After my hero prepared several bags of money, he stood up and headed for the door.

At that mont I extended my hand since I didn't want him to leave, I wanted to go with him...

It was at that mont that the most important event of my life occurred. He spoke to .

"The police will co in 10 minutes, tell them that this was Kuro's work and that way you'll get so protection" – My hero's mask had a voice modulator and he sounded like a machine, but I didn't care, he talked to because he cared about my happiness and only that matters.

My hero left and indeed what he said happened. The police arrived and took out of the cage while they took my parents to the ER.

Things happened very fast and I couldn't understand the whole situation, but I rembered so things my parents said and news that I saw on TV.

My father used to be an accountant hired by the Ichijo family, who happened to be the leaders of the largest yakuza group in Japan.

My father had tried to con the yakuza, so my hero ca to kill them, but he fell in love with and instead of killing them, he decided to give a chance to punish them.

My hero did not take to him since he is a wanted criminal, so he called the police to protect , besides, I had to say that it was all the fault of the infamous serial killer Kuro, that way I would be seen as a tragic victim and no one would judge even if the news broke that my parents were criminals.

My hero is so wonderful… I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him! I love him!....

Although I wanted to be with my hero, I knew it was not the ti, so I followed his plan.

I told the police that my parents were inhuman monsters who trafficked drugs, weapons and people, they had kidnapped many defenseless girls to rape and then eat them. They did all this in front of to threaten that they would do the sa to if I was disobedient.

It was the first ti I acted and lied, but I didn't feel nervous, I could only feel excited.

The policen believed when they saw the marks on my back, shoulders and legs. My parents were abusive and cruel, but they weren't the monsters I described, yet everyone believed .

The case grew and I appeared on a TV show. It was that mont where I took the opportunity to describe the cruelty, depravity and horror that I saw.

The host was traumatized when I talked about my cannibal parents and the whole country was shocked. It was such a horrible story that there were demonstrations demanding that my parents be sentenced to death.

The evidence only showed that my parents laundered money and trafficked drugs, but there was not a single corpse or trace of blood, which was to be expected since they have never killed a mouse, but the entire country pointed them out as the worst monsters. There were even well-known screenwriters and film directors who wanted to talk to about turning my story into a movie, but I refused as my goal was more important.

Despite the lack of evidence, social pressure caused a judge to find my parents guilty. My testimony was the last blow to give them the death sentence.

Before the big day, I managed to convince the police officers to let attend the beautiful event despite the fact that the people from social services and my new adoptive family wanted to prevent it. It was easy to convince them since they all see as a defenseless, sad and scared girl who needs to be protected at all tis.

On the day of the execution, I was allowed to be in the front row.

The last thing my parents saw was my smirk. It was a beautiful mont.

Since the day I t my hero, one year, seven months, four days, two hours, two minutes and thirty seconds have passed. I have spent every second of my life thinking about him and looking for a way to et again to form a happy family.

When a month passed from the execution of my parents, people forgot about the matter and I was able to have a peaceful life.

My new adoptive family has been kind to and made rember what it's like to have a happy family, but I know that everything was prepared by my hero, he made all this possible since he loves as much as I love him…

My hero doesn't want to suffer or my life to be in danger, that's why he hasn't looked for , but I don't care about the thod, he's all I want, he's the one I love.

I have been very careful not to attract the attention of the police or the yakuza and started my own investigation.

First, I researched the Ichijo family and the news about the serial killer Kuro.

On the internet there are several publications about Kuro, but mostly they are just urban legends since there are not even pictures of him.

Despite the lack of information, I managed to accumulate information.

Every rumor, every publication, every piece of news, every bit of information was useful. I even searched through the horror story forums that marked Kuro as a ghost.

After more than a year of effort I couldn't find anything valuable that would show the face of my hero, but things have changed.

One day, I received a text that gave a new path.

This world is bigger than I could imagine. Three months ago I discovered that the Gods exist, and not only that, but that a God is willing to transfer his power to .

Now I am standing in a strange place that seems like an unreal dream, but at the sa ti it is more real than the horrible world where I live.

"Have you made your decision?" – God asked a question.

"Yes" – I answered. - "I will do that"

"Good" - God agreed.

God explained to that he is dying since a monster seriously injured him.

According to his story, God took care of a world, but one day his ho was nearly destroyed by a creature of infinite power whose na he dared not say.

The creature was not intelligent and only sought to destroy, so God managed to escape while guarding the remains of his world, then he ca to this world and was allowed to be one of its inhabitants, however, the injuries caused by the creature were irreparable, so his soul was about to break and disappear.

God said that I was one of the natives of his world and my role was indispensable in the destiny of his life, but now things have changed due to the influence of the creature.

God said that he wanted to make a ga to find an heir worthy of his power, but so of the participants can't play anymore, so he had to drop that idea and directly chose to inherit his power.

Originally God wanted to choose a boy I knew a long ti ago, but that won't be possible anymore because I killed him.

When I saw that boy my heart raced when I looked at that boy and my body was attracted to him so I killed him as I exist for my hero and my hero exists for .

My hero is a serial killer who will do anything to achieve his goals and I want to be like him. Killing is the best solution to all problems...

"As I already told you, the power that I will give you is not only my power, but also the power of the monster that destroyed my world…" – God extended his hand and a drop of black fluid floated on his finger. – "At that ti, a brave human appeared and gave the chance to survive… He was a brave hero who was known as the Unbeatable Hero, and from what I have heard, he was the ancestor of the man you are looking for…"

When I first talked to God, he explained to that inheriting his power would be very dangerous and there would be a 90% chance that my soul would be destroyed, and even if I can survive, the pain I will experience will be sothing that the human mind is incapable of imagine.

God made experience 1% of the pain that I will feel upon inheriting power and at that mont I cried and scread until I fainted, there was even a mont where I wanted to die.

I'm so stupid... My hero is waiting for , I can't go back to being weak...

"It's a tragedy that I couldn't establish the flow of ti when I ca to this world, when I got here Hero Ichijo had already died of old age and I couldn't thank him for helping …" – God rambled on again as he usually does when talking about the ancestor from the Ichijo family. – "But now you will be able to help the heir of that great man… This must be Destiny, although I cannot say if it is a tragic or comic destiny…"

I don't understand what God is saying when he talks about detiny, but he seems to be worried that I'm having trouble with my hero.

That is absurd, he loves and I love him. No one can change that and no one will get in the way of our love…. No one will separate us... No one will intervene...

"Ah, well, this is Destiny, I don't have the strength to change it" – God sighed. – "Then let's begin, but first you must take three oaths"

I nodded. I've already made up my mind and I can take anything.

"First…" – God raised a finger. – "You must protect this world even if it costs you your life… The Will of the World of this place was very kind to let live here my last days in peace, so I must return the favor"

"…" – I thought about it for a mont, but I nodded. – "I swear to protect this world as long as my hero lives here"

I don't care about the world, people, humanity or life, I only care about him… I only love him… I love him

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