It has been about half a year since I t Kuti.
There has not been a day we wouldn’t et until now.
And now, she has to for the regular report tomorrow.
【I see~ How long before you return?】
「...... A, anone......」
Kuti-san’s voice gradually lowers while she glances at .
No way...... Is she perhaps not returning......
Was requesting from the Queen outrageous thing, after all...... I haven’t felt it from her way of speech, but such thought swells inside while watching the current her.
「...... The regular report, you see...... I have to return to the Forest next to the world, but...... Because the gate has to be directly controlled by Natasha, the coming in and out will increase by one day each......」
【Then, if it takes about a day to report, will you co after three days?】
Although I have expected worse from her gloomy expression, but it seems to be a needless anxiety...... Is what I thought, but.
「The report you see...... that...... it will take about twenty days if I hurry......」
【Twenty days......】
Counting the coming in and out, 22 days in total...... Approximately 3 turns.
That is also...... fast..
Seeing her face every day and spending most of the day with her for the last half a year.
After the fever, she has stayed with 24 Hals a day.
About 3 turns...... That’s a long ti, more than two-thirds of the month.
I have finally understood why Kuti was so gloomy.
I didn’t want to understand, but I understood.
No wonder she hesitated to say it.
I feel down without knowing what to say.
The thoughts about sorcery have completely vanished from my head.
There was a person who imdiately perceived my state.
She was not the reader today, so she was enthusiastically watching all my movents.
Although I hardly show expressions on my face, she’s with every day.
It’s not an exaggeration to say that my mood is already beyond Kuti’s.
「Lily, what’s the matter? Do you not like this book?」
「Eh? ...... Lily, do you dislike this book?」
Hearing Ellie, Theo looked down on my face and imdiately saw my mood.
But, the two’s consideration does not reach at the mont.
22 days......
I will have to say goodbye to Kuti tomorrow, but it’s only temporary...... Therefore, I shouldn’t feel like this.
Even though I have to smile to let them know that I’m alright...... My feelings are not listening to .
...... Haa......
A deep, deep sigh loudly echoed in my heart.
◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆
The ti to sleep ca while both of us felt down.
Theo, Ellie, and Ena wanted to ease my gloomy mood, they were talking to a lot while holding both my right and left hands.
Ena was so worried she has called doctor Randolph over, but there’s no way he could find sothing during the dicinal examination.
It’s a matter of mind after all.
I am laying down in the baby crib together with Kuti.
I can hear Ena’s sleeper’s breath from her bed.
Theo and Ellie who were worried about made an uproar, so they are sleeping in this room today, but the two are quietly sleeping.
When I wake up, I will have to separate from Kuti for 22 days.
Then, I might have to say now what I have to say.
I did not think that I would feel so bad just because of a subtle amount of 22 days.
With 30 years 1 and a half year, I have experienced goodbyes before.
But, there may have never been a partner whom I spent most of the day with.
No, I may have said it accurately, but I don’t rember.
Still, not in the slightest have I thought that I could get so discouraged.
A child will cry even when separated for a little...... I wonder if the physical body is affecting my mind?
I glance at Kuti sleeping beside while thinking such.
She’s already like my other half.
To be honest, I would be lonely even if we separated just for a mont.
If possible, I would like us to be together forever.
「Kuchi......」
Without knowing, the na of the one I consider my other half spilled out of my mouth.
As usually, I have a pile of problems with pronunciation, but that does not matter now.
She who was supposed to be sleeping next to was suddenly taken aback by saying her na on my own accord and looked at .
「Lily...... You have called my na for the first ti......」
Even though I had so problems, she properly realized I was calling her na and was excessively happy.
I have written her na nurous tis with magical power, but this certainly may be the first ti I have said her na with my mouth.
This is my first experience of not wanting to separate this much.
When I realize that there’s still many things that I want to experience together with her, I feel sowhat intolerable pain in my chest.
「Kuchi, Kuchi...... kvikly return, kay?」
「Un! Un! I will quickly return even if I have to swat Natasha away! Leave it to ! I’m Kulestilt! The strongest sorceress of the Forest next to the world!」
Even though I feel frustrated with my mouth because it doesn’t move as I want to, my feelings were properly transmitted in words.
The self-proclaid strongest sorceress who heard that stood up with an intense vigor and promised with a wonderful smug face.
That promise made incredibly...... so incredibly happy that it made make my best smile.
「N!」
I was able to reply.
The flowing tears were very warm, I realized for the first ti in 31 years of my life that I could cry beside sad tis.
Reviews
All reviews (0)