Nathan Free, Natalie Bound Chapter 88: Crichard Pentle

Taking Enefiat Trazom to the Auditioneer's Hall was a masterstroke and a triumph, obviously. This was a concert and dinner, held by the organization to drum up support and interest for its upcoming season. If their chairman could ntion casually in conversation that two-hundred aristocrats showed up for the announcent dinner that would go over well with the donors, investors, and applicants. Basically, they throw a party to tempt us to attend, and after we've attended they use our presence to generate interest from the rchant and business echelons who bring the actual money. The aristocrats bring the pageantry, the institute brings the dinner and drinks, and everybody wins. As soon as he ca in the front door the whole tenor of the evening changed. The chairman clasped his hands in front of his chest like he was in love, the sight of the musician at this party ant more than every other hobnob and highborn in this room. And he arrived on my invitation as a plus-one. So, my credit just got boosted to a huge degree. Rather than the main performance space or the concert hall itself we were in one of the event galleries, which I think is normally used for weddings and art showings. But the acoustics were well-suited to the chamber orchestra that held the stage space, about two-dozen players there. The strings were tuned down and the brass section was just three mute-horns and two baritones, the winds were just playing softer. They wanted to make themselves heard but as an accompanint, not to overwhelm the space or drown out conversations. But all those conversations stopped when Trazom walked in. His manner and face were distinct and recognizable, he was one of the most portraited people in the kingdom. The band played on, but I could see them nudging each other and pointing. I was dressed well, and nobody cared. That's fine, I'm getting better mileage as arm candy than any of the sponsorship committee is getting for organizing the event. I cheated my look: I went with a basic black and a sash, matched to his cumrbund and pocket-square. This made us look like a prepared couple, because he's in a black tuxedo. Sure it's a cheap trick matching black to a tuxedo but the thing is that it works and it's a really dynamic look if you can pull it off. For example, if you're leukistic-pale and look good in a sleeveless. One of the hired heralds approached as we got off our carriages and checked our invitations. He gave a quick nod, glanced between us. "Your hosts have elected to forego reception and proceed to seating," he said in the humble and professional tones of soone doing a necessary job around important people. I hardly ever actually hear it, honestly. But what that ans is that instead of the station-based progression of introductions, were were being brought in first-co-first served. Trazom started to slow-roll his walk and Yheta was going to push ahead, but I caught Elica's eye and we both had the sa plan, so she tugged back on him and I tugged forward on mine, and Trazom and I took front position, up the red-carpeted walk and straight through the vestibule. Our cards were handed off to a runner that got them to the primary herald just before we got there. "Now arriving! Lady Natalie Francine Daria Harigold, Princess of adowtam, Second Heir of Duke Matthew Harigold and Duchess Thamsin Harigold, Earl of Falloweast, Countess of Caintwell, Countess of Raintall, Protectress of Zhudten, Da of the Realm, Twenty-Sixth Heir to the Crown of Hearstwhile," he paused, mischievously, and passed a sneaky sidelong before adding, "esquire. And with her, Sir Enefiat Trazom, Knight of the Realm, Honoree of the Crown of Arts, Recipient of Crossed Wreaths, the Star of Hearster, Colonel of the Royal Guard, Doctor of Arts." We walked in and hit the receiving line, sharing pleasantries and small talk and thanks for having us with all the mbers of the sponsorship committee, basically a who's-who of well-established busybodies that like being involved in things. The actual leadership of the Hall was overjoyed and fell all over themselves for Trazom, I just stood next to him and basked. He fielded it all like a professional, this is basically his bread and butter. He's the only real celebrity, so he's gotten really good at being a celebrity. "Now arriving! Lady Elica Dandston, Earl of Withstanding, Ninth Heir to the Duke of Brunbling and Baroness of Withstanding Hill, Da of the Realm. And with her, Sir Yheta Snairlin of House Snairlin, Knight Valiant, Knight ritorious, Second Heir of the House of Snairlin." Elica and Yheta ca in next after us, and started batting cleanup. If you're ever going through a receiving line, that's the enviable position: put yourself right behind the biggest sensation. While Trazom and I were running smack into one "I can't believe you're here!" we responded with "so kind of you to have us" and "I just couldn't stay away!", Elica and Yheta were walking through a dazed row of "Can you believe that Enefiat Trazom is here?!!" where they could practice the witty follow-up. "We shared a carriage," "he's taller in person", "we brought him just for you", "best imposter I've seen in a while", things like that. Just having so fun with it. I saw one of the grand das at the end of the line tugging off the rings and bracelets from her right hand and stowing them in her clutch. Trazom got to her, lifted her hand and kissed her knuckles and she blushed so hard... then with a businesslike efficiency she took that glove off and held it in her other hand as she greeted . Oh, that glove is going into a shrine for sure. Finishing the receiving line and stepping through into the dining hall was like coming out of an airlock, but we both hit it with steady aplomb, walking at a dignified and decorous pace towards an appropriate corner to collect ourselves. "I am sorry if that was trying," he said to , pitching his voice down not to carry very far. "I've had worse," I assured him. "I'm an old hand at this, rember? Just a little rusty." Raised in the public eye, taught to compose myself at social gatherings of severe propriety. This is not necessarily my favorite environnt, but it's not one I'm untrained in. Yheta and Elica caught up to us a mont later, just beaming. For real, you want the position right behind the big spectacle, it's a lot easier and more fun. Elica was straightening her gloves. "No dance cards. A sha." "It's a concert and dinner," I said, a little distracted. "Dancing would not fit in." She shrugged. "There's music. We could dance anyway." I shot a wicked petty little smile. "With no cards? Where anyone can just cut in?" She glared at and gripped Yheta's arm a little tighter, protective. We were only given that one minute to ourselves before the wave of public attention crested and crashed on us, foaming and frothing with fake laughter and offers of watered-down drinks. We clung to our respective partners and navigated the currents. For Trazom I found myself pulled into many conversations about the upcoming musical program for the year, several interlocked series with running thes that would define the sothing sothing honestly season production is not a subject that fascinates but Trazom sure had about a hundred opinions about it. And then so complete scumbag walked up next to from the other side, and dabbed his lips with a pocket-square to call my attention to his Aurje colors and the tie-tacks pinned to it indicating the Ebonder and Skyback colors. Which is quite fair, because I'm wearing a combination of Harigold, Aurje and Ebonder colors- add so black to my usual red-white and it becos a clear statent of intent. And now that I've flown the flags, it's ti to begin negotiations. "Good evening, Princess," the lecher said, smiling oozily at . "I am the very forgettable Crichard Pentle, of the rchant wing of House Aurje. What a lovely outfit you're wearing." Double aning: he is calling attention to my use of colors to signify alliance of houses, and also to do that very guy thing of calling attention to clothes to imply wanting to see the clothes gone. Creeeeeeep. "Ah, Mister Pentle. A pleasure to make your acquaintance. I regret if I do chance to forget you, but prefer the conversation should be morable." Translated: if you don't want to bring your na into this that's fine, but if you're bringing a ssage make it a good one. "Indeed. Regrettably all of my most morable conversations these days are at a negotiating table. That is the capacity in which I serve the House, you see." Doesn't need much translation. He's here to cut deals. "Up until recently I've little experience with that industry, but I've been learning from a classmate of mine, Rabert Frantlin." I accepted a glass of water from a passing waiter. So, are you part of the sa faction and are you picking up where he leaves off? "I am acquainted with the Frantlins of Nhullit," said with a slimy smirk. "I find myself on the sa side of the table often these days." Oh good. We're on the sa page. "He's a very bright lad. Has a great future ahead of him I'm sure," I said. "A great negotiator, sure to be in charge of so very big affairs so day. Do you negotiate very... large... deals, Mister Pentle?" Gross. I'm flirting with him. But only as a way to find out how much authority he has to commit House resources. He laughed at that. "Ah, my investnts show enormous growth, Lady Harigold, but just because I'm at the table does not an I sign the checks." Gross. He's flirting back. But ultimately he's a ssenger to make sure we've got similar goals, he's not going to finalize an arrangent. Not surprising, it's still early days. "I'm sure that day will co soon for you, Mister Pentle. Perhaps by the middle of next year. At the latest." I finished my drink. Here's a tiline. "You think that soon?" Just what he said. "Well, as I said, the latest. Generally the writing is on the wall far before things are made official." I don't want to push that deadline close. "It depends on what is being made official," he said, cagily. "Did you know that I have a brother, Mister Pentle?" I said, seemingly changing the subject. I handed the empty glass to another waiter with an empty tray. "Yes milady. An older twin brother, as I recall." "So it is said," I replied, folding my arms. "But one baby looks very alike another, do they not? Maybe everyone has been mistaken." "Ah," he said, his beady little eyes twinkling. "Your brother is known to be much accomplished, and well-established...." "Make no mistake," I said firmly. "I love my brother. I will see no harm co to him or my family. But he is hardly the only accomplished Harigold heir." "But only one Harigold heir would be able to negotiate deals on behalf of adowtam," he said. "Whichever one is found to be the inheriting heir," I said. "After the fact." And with that, I'm declaring a war. "I have been doing so reading relevant that topic," Crichard Pentle said. He's been expecting to say this. "My brother is a very likable young man," I said. "One of the first things everyone says of him. Warm. Good-hearted. Kind. And, wise, in most ways. He's very good at making friends. But I would contend that my talent is for making the right friends." He's got his allies. I have mine. "And yet things remain friendly between the two of you?" "We may disagree without being disagreeable." I am willing to make a push, but only if it does not endanger Nathan. "That could be hard for so to understand," Pentle pointed out. He's telling that Nathan might not accept my terms. "I am good at making myself understood to Nathan," I assured him. Leave that part to . Crichard Pentle smirked. "And is that official?" "If I'm official, that's official." Translated: Make queen and I'll handle my brother. He paused, and glanced down at the untouched whiskey-rocks in his hand. "You certainly have big plans for the future." "Everyone has big plans for the future," I said. "So people choose to make their plans co true." He moved his glass to his left hand, and I unfolded my arms. He reached, I took, and we shook on it. He released , and tossed back his drink. "Formidable," he said, holding my eyes. He raised the glass between us, the legs tapering in the candlelight. "Young, but strong," he said, with an approving nod. "If you'll excuse , I need to get so checks signed." "Will I see you again, the forgettable Crichard Pentle?" "Not in this capacity," he said. "I travel. I am sure you'll et more morable people, the kind that sign checks." "Thank you," I said, and nodded to him. I watched the bastard walk away. Enefiat Trazom leaned towards my shoulder, having just disengaged from the program director. "Gods, that sounded like such a boring conversation," he said. "Let's get so hors d'oeuvres." He held my arm and I let him lead away to pick up so plates of finger foods. He looked at , concerned. "Are you all right? You're shaking like a leaf! You must be exhausted from the day you've had. Should we leave early?" I smiled weakly. "Not yet," I said. "We have to see this through." I took a plate of grilled shrimp on crackers, topped with cream cheese and a compote, and snacked on them very slowly while I followed The Famous around and played my part. I laughed when I needed to and nodded along, helping the flow of conversation. Long experience, I can do this part by rote, even with my mind a million miles away. The thing about heroes is that they are reactive. Even the most forward-thinking and self-starting crusader is motivated by an injustice from without. The virtuous rebels need an evil empire to challenge. The underdog boxer needs a corrupt promoter to defeat. The knight in shining ardour can't do much until a dragon steals the maiden fair. Always, they are beholden to the status quo, the idea that the world is good and that bad things that happen to it can be stopped; the good people saved. If soone declares themselves the hero but decides the world itself is bad, that is at best an antihero and more likely a delusional genocidal terrorist. So, the good hero needs a good world that is naced by specific and discrete threats that can be defeated. Villains and rivals, they don't need anything of the sort. We don't need an enemy, we just need an opportunity. So Nathan needs to wait for an entire year before he can respond to my moves. He's not going to even know what I've done. But I've started wheels in motion. I've made myself part of sothing. This was the first real step in a chain of events that ends in a sneak attack next year. Maybe this is what it ans to have been set here with knowledge of how the ga is played. When I take initiative, I'm not positioning myself as a hero. If I had played the part as Nathan, the protagonist, would I be able to use future knowledge as the virtuous hero, the noble knight? If I launched preemptive strikes against the Blind, or against so of the Houses, or against Kralcit or the other antagonists... would I be the bad guy again? If I had tracked down Kralcit before she attacked my family, and blown her up before she provoked , that would be a wanton, motiveless murder. If I picked my enemies among the houses and started slaughtering them long before their plans ca to fruition, that's just an ambush or an assassination. You can't hit back first. You can either prevent the damage from being done, or you can keep your hands clean. You can't do both. That's the trolley problem. Do you stay blaless, or do you prevent harm? Years ago I stayed still. I was keeping my hands off the levers. I knew who the bad guys are and I chose not to do anything about it. Hands clean. Let the trolley run. Ymily died. Dozens of others. I almost died, Nathan, my parents. Because I wanted to keep my hands clean. Because playing the part of the good girl, the heroine, was more important to than taking the fight to the enemy. I wanted to be a heroine. I wanted to be a paragon. And I thought that staying quiet and reacting to bad guys was worth it. I ignored my knowledge of the future. Dark days in adowtam, and Harigold House. I could have stopped it. If I had been willing to be the bad guy. Instead I thought that reaction was worth it. Fighting back after I had been wronged. Pursuing the vendetta instead of preventing harm. If I'm going to save the world, I need to be prepared to be the villain of the story. Heroes get there too late. Right now there's a berry blight in adowtam. It started while I was in prison. Because I fought back instead of fighting forward. Hundreds of thousands of lives ended or ruined for the sake of my virtue. I could have fought, killed, prevented this. And now the blight is started, and everything that follows from it... Because I didn't think that Nathan would understand. I can't live the rest of this life trying not to disappoint him. It's my job to fix the ss and his job is to have his hands clean when it's all over. "Right Natalie?" "Oh, absolutely," I chuckled, stifling a laugh with the back of my hand. From the tone of voice I knew exactly how to respond. I had no idea what we were talking about. Trazom was here with two high-placed gentry from Eyellon, and they all seed to be having a great conversation. I know that I've been mimicking body language and expressions for a while now. "Well, if you all insist," Trazom said, and with a big smile he walked over towards the orchestra to sit with them for a set. [ Quest Checkpoint Complete. Advancent: The Famous ] I turned to the two Eyellons and gave them a "you must excuse now," and headed off to find Yheta and Elica. I had finished my shrimp canapé plate, so I handed that over to a busman and looked across the crowd. Eugh. Too many people, too tightly packed. I closed my eyes, and tuned in on sorcerous senses. Four tiny citrines and four tiny tourmalines all in a row. There. I slid through the crowd and found myself with my roommate and The Mafioso. "Well, there you are!" I said. "Trazom ditched to run away with his first love, so I thought I'd find the two of you until music gives him back to ." Elica laughed with , and then the two of us stood by patiently while Yheta discussed business with a young lady from Nhullit house. Elica heard him discussing an apprentice-trading deal between guilds of two townships. I listened while he outlined troop movents and reserve soldiers. This is the world I'm moving into.