In fact, even Zhao Rong, who was facing them, couldn’t understand or analyze the attitude of the two won at this mont, or what they were thinking.
However, he guessed that they must be very disappointed and angry with him, or perhaps mixed with so other emotions...
Yet he had already experienced too much tonight and was no longer concerned with it.
Zhao Rong just wanted, right now, at this very mont, in this warm ho-like room, to tell Qing Jun and Qian’er everything.
He was afraid that if he hesitated for a mont, there would never be another opportunity for a great enlightening downpour to drench him.
Now, finally getting the words out, Zhao Rong let out a long breath, and the smile on his face gradually faded back to calm.
He untied the small sachet from his waist and placed it on the table.
Beside Zhao Lingfei’s clenched fair hand.
"Before she left, she told not to go south to cultivate but to cherish the present and accompany you guys at ho. Although she seed unreliable, floating around most of the ti, what she said at crucial monts was really right.
"I can’t leave.
"I haven’t brought her ho to introduce to you yet.
"I haven’t taken you to see her silly chasing fireflies in the Ling Tian.
"I haven’t completed Zhu Yourong’s multiple exhortations for ’Qi Family’...
"I want Qi Family.
"Therefore,
"Tonight I’m back, I... won’t leave again!"
When the man’s words fell, the air inside the room grew silent.
Under the indescribable gaze of the two won’s eyes, Zhao Rong dropped his gaze, then quickly looked up again, like the 8 AM sun, bright and sincere, warmly assured.
He looked directly at the two won, extending his warm hands to cover theirs.
"Qing Jun, actually earlier when I let Su Qingdai in, it was to pave the way for her to enter the family... later trying my best to get that moon was also a way to bring her into the family...
"This was the most peaceful and least harmful way I could think of before today, but tonight I realized it is still a form of deceit disguised as kindness. Qing Jun, for the matter of plucking the moon for you, you needn’t be moved or offer anything. It was all my willing duty as your husband.
"As for Su Qingdai’s matter, you may handle it as you wish, just respect her own will, no need to worry about ... and what I’ve confessed now has nothing to do with those two events. Having said so much, I just want... to do my best to introduce her to you and let you... get to know her."
He paused.
Finally, as if recalling sothing, he spoke softly.
"Oh, I’ve said so much, seems I’ve forgotten to introduce her na...
"Qing Jun, Qian’er! Her na is Su Dahuang, this was what she told when we first t. Well, she has another official na, you should have so impression, she is called...
"Su Xiaoxiao."
The atmosphere inside the room beca dead silent.
The air interwoven with three stares gradually solidified.
After Zhao Rong finished speaking, he gently closed his eyes.
Preparing for the upcoming storm.
At this mont, he didn’t feel any guilt, regret, or depression... those complex emotions.
They existed before the confession.
But now, they were all gone.
Having confessed everything, there was only an endless calm in the heart lake.
And,
So relief.
It may seem like the ease of a long-held burden, yet not quite.
He felt he was doing the right thing.
Zhu Yourong was right.
The most important thing now was not going south to cultivate, but ’Qi Family’!
He awoke leisurely from the dream induced by the Forget Sorrow Wine over the past year, pursuing not beauty and pleasure.
But a ho.
They were not just lovers, but family.
The difference between the two is vast.
Ho and family is what truly occupies his thoughts and desires, what brings him peace of mind.
Family outweighs everything.
The reason he had always thought about returning to Nangan Yozhou seeking ho was to find a place in this empty world for his lonely self.
However, a real ho is made up of ’family’, whether there is family in the unknown distant hotown he did not know, perhaps there were blood relatives but never t.
But right now, the ’family’ he truly shared in daily life was right beside him.
So Zhao Rong chose to heed Zhu Yourong’s advice and stay for ’Qi Family’.
And Qi Family, first required unity of heart.
There cannot be gaps or doubts anymore.
He could no longer have any concealnt from Qing Jun, Qian’er, Xiaoxiao, or any party.
Why did Qing Jun and Qian’er misunderstand his relationship with Zhu Yourong yesterday? Jealousy and suspicion? Wasn’t it because of all the concealnt he had towards them, even not being honest about Su Xiaoxiao?
Therefore, now Zhao Rong laid out everything, no longer hiding anything from them.
First unity of heart, then Qi Family...
But at the sa ti, now he was also tightly closing his eyes, ready to face the ’storm’ from Qing Jun and Qian’er’s emotional outburst.
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