Chapter 733: Chapter 725: It’s Good to Be Alive Chapter 733: Chapter 725: It’s Good to Be Alive Today just happened to be a good ti for Li Jia and her group to co over, as Tang Zhinian had so issues to deal with at the construction site, and Aunt Gu also had so matters to attend to.
As for Uncle Gu, he coincidentally had nothing to do; otherwise, there wouldn’t have been ti for them.
Li Jia and Lin Yile promptly ran inside and, sure enough, found the two little dumplings lying there, gnawing on their own tiny hands and feet, so white and tender.
They seed to have grown fatter and fairer since leaving the hospital.
The babies had been small and thin at birth, but now they were growing rapidly, gaining weight swiftly, and were good at putting on the pounds.
Although pale, there was a healthy rosy glow beneath their skin, making them extrely adorable and beautiful.
With a surprised “Yi”, Li Jia imdiately ran over to play with little Baozi.
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Both of them had often sneaked peeks at the babies in the hospital, so the little dumplings had so mory of them.
They didn’t seem like strangers to the little ones.
What kind of communication Li Jia was having with the two little milk buns was unclear, with her “oh” and their responding “oh”,
the adult and the little ones seed to be enjoying their playti.
Lin Yile was much more reserved, simply holding the little hand of the other milk bun, staring transfixed at the child, nurtured so fair and tender.
Everything was fine until suddenly, and inexplicably, her eyes reddened, and she stood up, straightening her clothes, “I’m going to the restroom.”
“Go ahead, you can stay a while longer when you get back,” said Li Jia possessively, holding both little chubby hands in hers.
Now both were hers, cherishing each one greatly, and with the two looking exactly alike, she loved them both, didn’t want to share them with anyone.
Lin Yile walked out, but instead of heading to the restroom, she found a secluded spot and stealthily wiped away her tears.
Every ti she saw the children Tang Yuxin gave birth to, her heart ached.
Since their birth, these children had been showered with endless affection, but her own child, she couldn’t even dare to see her child’s face, let alone know how tall they were now, what they looked like, or if they could call out “Mom”?
“Is your mother still not letting you see Qiqi?”
Tang Yuxin ca over and sat down on a rest chair nearby.
On normal days, this was where she loved to be, listening to the wind, observing the scenery; sotis a book and a cup of tea were all she needed to spend an afternoon, a perfect little escape from her busy life.
“Yes,” Lin Yile quickly wiped her tears away and ca over to sit down.
“It’s been over two years since I last saw Qiqi.
I don’t even dare to ask.
I’m afraid they might have sent Qiqi away,” she knew her parents well enough to suspect their temperant.
What they said, they did.
They might tolerate anything she did, even if she went bad, but they could never accept her suddenly having a child.
If she went back ho against all odds, if she wanted to see her daughter, perhaps she might get to see her for the first ti today, and by tomorrow, they might have sent Qiqi away, making it so she could never see her daughter again.
Although she still couldn’t see her now, and she dared not ntion having a child, at least she knew little Qiqi was still there, living well, surrounded by family.
She would keep on persevering.
As long as she held on, as long as Qiqi was still there, they would surely et again one day, and they would live together.
That’s why she endured, not going ho for two years, not seeing her daughter for two years, not ntioning her daughter for two years.
But she is a mother, she is a mom, she misses her daughter, misses her very much.
Every ti she went shopping, she would buy a lot of clothes and then send them to her family, but she never dared to admit they were for her daughter.
Thinking about it, she couldn’t help but cover her face.
She didn’t dare to cry out loud, only the tears between her fingers seed to flow down her chin.
Tang Yuxin reached out and gently patted Lin Yile’s shoulder.
She was a mother now too.
She hadn’t understood Lin Yile before, but now she did.
If she couldn’t see her little “Baozi” for a day, she wouldn’t even sleep well.
No matter how late it was, she had to see them first, even if they were asleep.
But as long as she saw them, she would feel at ease.
She really couldn’t imagine, if soone were to take her “Baozi” away, and she was not allowed to see them for two years, she didn’t know whether she would go mad.
Taking a child away from a mother, how cruel that is for a mother.
But she couldn’t bla anyone, could she?
Lin Yile is Qiqi’s mother, but Lin’s mother is Lin Xinle’s mother.
For soone who is a mother, there’s nothing wrong with what Lin’s mother did.
She wasn’t wrong at all, she just didn’t want this child to ruin Lin Yile’s life.
Knowing how hard life can be for a single mother, they took on the responsibility, only hoping that Lin Yile would remain the sa, could have a stable job, could find a man who truly loved her, could still have a normal family.
She reached out and patted Lin Yile’s shoulder again, but there was sothing she had been thinking about and dared not ask.
“Lele, is that man still around?”
She wouldn’t ask who that man was.
If she could, she would have asked years ago.
If she knew, Lin Yile wouldn’t have hidden away in that place alone, almost starving to death with the child.
It had been two years now.
Lin Yile never ntioned her daughter, and she never brought up that man’s matter.
But Tang Yuxin wanted to know if that man was dead or alive.
“He…” Lin Yile lowered her head, her hands gently twisting the hem of her clothes, “he’s still alive, but he doesn’t recognize .
I think maybe he has forgotten about .
However, I have never regretted it, and I don’t regret having Qiqi.”
This was the thing she regretted the least in her lifeti.
Perhaps if she hadn’t t that man, her life would have been like everyone else’s – graduate, work, then find a suitable man, get married, have children, and live out her days.
But she had soone she could miss and a child with his blood.
Her life wasn’t smooth, even filled with all sorts of unevenness and thorns, but from beginning to end, she never had a mont of regret.
She would keep going, keep persevering.
Maybe one day, she would forget about him.
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