Lin Yixun ca out from the inpatient departnt and indeed saw Ouyang Hao’s figure in the back garden of the hospital.
Seeing her, Ouyang Hao’s face was full of pain. He opened his mouth, trying hard for a long ti before a dry voice erged, "Song Yi has told everything."
There was no surprise on Lin Yixun’s face; she had long expected Ouyang Hao to seek out Song Yi.
Expressionless, she said, "Yes, I am Lin Yixun. But so what? Ouyang Hao, we can’t go back to the past anymore."
"No, it’s not too late for anything. Yixun, as long as you’re willing, we can leave together right now. You don’t need to worry that Leng Yixiu will hinder us; I’m no longer the sa as before. If you’re afraid my family will oppose us, don’t worry about that either. My parents aren’t as domineering as they were four years ago, and with so persuasion, she won’t oppose us. As for my brother, he’s too busy to interfere with our matters now."
Ouyang Hao reached out, wanting to grab Lin Yixun’s hand, but she avoided him.
"Ouyang Hao, don’t you understand yet? The obstacles between us are far more than these. Ouyang Hao, Leng Yixiu and I already have Yixun, and I am now pregnant with another child."
"Yixun, I can be the father of these children. I can love them as if they were my own flesh and blood!"
"Yes, I believe you can love them, but, Ouyang Hao, what they need is not a stepfather but their own biological father. Ouyang Hao, in a lifeti, one cannot live only for oneself. Our lives aren’t just about love; we cannot be so selfish, hurting others for the sake of love."
"But what about , Lin Yixun, what should I do? You don’t want for their sake, what should I do?"
Ouyang Hao’s eyes turned red, and he said word by word, "Do you know how heartbroken I was when I learned you fell off the Seaside? I stayed at the place where you fell for three days and three nights, countless tis contemplating jumping. But I didn’t dare, not because I was afraid of death, but because if you weren’t dead, I would never see you again if I jumped. So, I gave up in the end.
I thought you would co back for sure, so I stayed in T City, not going anywhere. But as each day, ten days, a year passed, you still did not return. I began to drink heavily at nightclubs, collecting won who resembled you to ease my heartache. So had eyes like yours, so had mouths like yours, others had a temperant like yours, but they were never you. Every ti I sobered up, seeing an unfamiliar face, the hole in my heart grew bigger.
I started to believe that you had died and would never return. However, at that ti, I found out you were very much alive. You know, when Song Yi told the truth, how happy I was? Yixun, I waited so many years for you, how can you ask to let go? How can you bear to ask to let go?"
"Ouyang Hao, I’m sorry!"
"I don’t want your apologies, I only want you."
"I’m sorry, I can’t give you anything."
As soon as Lin Yixun finished speaking, she was tightly embraced by Ouyang Hao, his mournful roar sounded in her ear, "I said I don’t want apologies, I only want you! Only you, Lin Yixun, do you hear ?"
Lin Yixun didn’t move, letting Ouyang Hao hold her tightly. His familiar scent still made her want to indulge in it.
She slowly closed her eyes, telling herself, just one minute, just let herself indulge for one minute.
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